"You go out, I want to sleep for a while......" Lin Kongkong tilted his head and buried his cheeks tightly in the soft pillow.

Bai Chenfeng didn't do everything that was just right, but suddenly changed, and she returned to her usual appearance of being cold as ice and rejecting people thousands of miles away.

He reached out and picked up her face buried in the pillow, and found that her face was extremely pale, her forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat, and her cherry lips were bloodless. was shocked, and his voice trembled slightly: "Mengmeng, what's wrong?" ”

Lin Kongkong opened his mouth slightly and took a breath, his heart ached sharply, and he opened his mouth slightly, wanting to say something but not saying it.

Bai Chenfeng was so keen, knowing that it was what she had just said that made her think about it more. Now her body is at the end of her strong crossbow, and she was only barely surviving before the heart exchange operation.

But why couldn't he coax her? Always like this, to the point, without mercy? After so many years, such a cold him, I'm afraid only she can endure it!

Don't give up, don't complain, follow him quietly no matter what, something slashes in his heart, blood is dripping, but in an instant.

"The girl I have loved from beginning to end is Ji Mengmeng, and in my heart you are Ji Mengmeng. This is the only one, there is no copy, and it is not a substitute for anyone. ”

Lin Kongkong didn't expect him to say this, in her impression, he was always cold and arrogant, even if he was misunderstood, he was unwilling to explain more.

He is a little indifferent to everyone, as if there is nothing in this world that he can't give up. Now he is willing to condescend to explain to her, probably because he really cares about her!

She looked at him with blank eyes, her eyes soft, clear and sad, as if she would bite. Bai Chenfeng's heart instantly softened: "In the future...... I'll never make you sad again, and I'll never let you leave me again. ”

The low voice, so gentle, Lin Kongkong suddenly had a thought in his heart because of his words, that is, to die without regrets. Yes, if she can get his sincerity, even if she lets her die now, then she has no regrets.

Her life is very short, far less long-term than others, she doesn't want much, she can't love, it has always been an obsession in her heart.

She is not noble, she does not have a very generous mind, she only knows that in her life, the only thing she can't let go of is him. has been entangled for decades, and she always hopes that he loves her wholeheartedly.

In a trance, his kiss was imprinted on her eyebrows, eyes, and finally on her lips. Lin Kongkong looked at him in a daze, tears swirling in his eyes, and he said in his heart with some grievances: "My heart ......"

"Trust me, it's going to be fine, you'll grow old with me and watch our children grow up together."

She shook her head, "No...... Now that you know, you should understand that my time is running out. ”

Bai Chenfeng didn't like the way she looked now, he didn't like it very much. The woman in his impression should be optimistic and gentle, and should not be so sad.

"Trust me, I will find you the most suitable heart for you, replacing the one beating in your chest, so that you can live well." When Bai Chenfeng said this, his attitude was pious, and the ink in his sharp eyes was surging, melancholy and confused, and he had long lost his usual decisiveness.

Lin Kongkong still shook his head: "I don't agree." ”

He frowned: "Why?" ”

"You know, my sister died before she was 18 years old, and she died in a heart-swapping operation. And my mother didn't have heart exchange surgery, so she could grow up with me......"

"You're not in the same situation as your mother, you've reached the point where you have to change."

Lin Kongkong smiled lightly, a little lonely, a little desperate: "When my physical condition was better than now, the success rate of the operation was less than 30%, and now that I have become like this, there is no possibility of success in the operation." Instead of leaving bloody on the operating table, it is better to walk quietly. ”

Bai Chenfeng listened to her words, his eyebrows and eyes changed color, and he said sharply: "I don't allow it!" If I don't agree with you to die, you won't be allowed to die! ”

She looked at him calmly: "Since I knew that I also had a heart attack, I struggled and was unwilling, but after a long time, I accepted my fate." ”

"I never believed in fate!"

"I believe it."

Bai Chenfeng took a deep breath: "Whether you agree or not, the heart exchange surgery must be done." ”

"You should know that if the patient himself does not cooperate, the operation is even less likely to be successful."

"Ji Mengmeng! What do you have to do to be willing? ”

"Xiaobai, I don't want to estimate my life with a slight probability, I can't decide my fate, but I can choose the way I live, this is my right."

"Have you ever thought about the two children who are still in the neonatal unit? Even if it's for them, you should work harder to live instead of giving up on yourself. ”

"I didn't give up on myself, never, I wanted to live, I especially wanted to. That's why I can't undergo this surgery. ”

Bai Chenfeng always knew the stubbornness flowing in her bones, but she didn't expect her to be so stubborn. Looking at the firmness in her clear eyes, there was no way to convince her.

He was silent for a while before he said calmly: "If you promise me to undergo heart exchange surgery, then I will bail Ji Zhongliang and let your father and daughter reunite and share their family." ”

Lin Kongkong didn't expect him to put forward such a condition, it was cold like a deal. She recalled the bits and pieces that her father had done for her, knowing that the road ahead would be a dead end, but for the safety of her life, she resolutely chose to go on.

The old father of Long Zhong in prison has become the last thing she dares to face, and she desperately hopes that she can do something for him. If she can relieve him of prison and let him enjoy his old age in peace, she has also counted on her mind.

Bai Chenfeng knew that he would definitely hurt her heart if he dealt with the problem like this. It's just that he knows her stubbornness, if she doesn't coerce her so much, she will definitely refuse to listen to his arrangement.

He didn't know that the heart exchange surgery was extremely dangerous, but when he had to change it, there was no other way. He is an ordinary person, he can't control people's life and death, if he can, he would rather be the one who needs to change his heart.

"Does this have to be done in this way? If I don't agree to your terms, you won't bail him out? ”

"No, it won't." He replied coldly.

"Do you think there's nothing between us that you can use anymore?"

"I'm planning for you."

Lin Kongkong hooked his lips and smiled, the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes: "Plan for me?" Did you know that my sister died because of heart exchange surgery? How risky is this procedure? ”

"I know that I will never let you undergo this surgery unless it is a last resort."

"From the moment I found out I had a heart problem, the doctors kept saying that I was in danger and that I was going to die at any time, but didn't I live to this point?"

Bai Chenfeng can imagine what it is like for a person to know that he has a heart problem, to be afraid of the dark when the sky is dark, and to be afraid of the dawn when it is dark. Now that I think back to the past, every smile she had by his side, every calm expression, as if nothing had happened, was so difficult.

He hated her for concealing it, and because he didn't know, he did a lot of wrong things. Such as being angry with her, such as ignoring her, such as leaving her alone, bearing so many things that should not be burdened by her.

The heart is soft, but the words he says are as tough as ever: "If you have to think so, I can't help it." ”

Lin Kongkong closed his eyes in resignation, with his own understanding of him, no matter what she said now, she couldn't change his mind, and it was better to accept it than to have a dispute with him.

said calmly: "I promise you, I hope you can also fulfill your promise and let my father come out as soon as possible, maybe there will be less time to see each other." ”

Her tone was calm, but the words she said made people feel inexplicably sad. Bai Chenfeng didn't know why he suddenly got angry, although he knew that what she said was the truth, but he was still angry.

The fire in his heart seemed to be poured with oil, no matter how he suppressed it, he couldn't suppress it. He kept telling himself that she was too special now, and he was determined not to let her be uneasy.

After taking a few deep breaths repeatedly, the anger in my heart gradually calmed down. The tone was not gentle, it was still awkward: "What is the one side and the other side?" Can you not say such unlucky things? ”

"Didn't you never believe in fate, in ghosts and gods, but in yourself? I didn't expect you to be so confused one day. Letter? Whether you say this or don't say it is true, you and I know it very well in our hearts. ”

"I'm not going to let you have anything to do."

Lin Kongkong smiled lightly: "People always want to change their fate, but after all, they still have to be driven by fate, you can't change all this, so why bother to deceive yourself?" ”

"If I say I won't let you have trouble, I will definitely not let you have anything. Even if it is really heaven does not fulfill people's wishes, you don't have to be afraid, I can't decide your fate, but I can decide my own, you...... You will not be alone! ”

Lin Kongkong's eyes were sour, from the earthquake at Xu Qingkong's wedding with Jiang Yang, she knew in her heart that they could live and die together.

She didn't rejoice because she didn't want him to be with her. No matter how much happened between them, no matter how deep their misunderstanding was, what she hoped for was that he could live a long life in peace.

The argument and the unpleasant atmosphere just now were tempered by this sentence. At least at this time, Lin Kongkong could no longer be cold and indifferent to him.

"Let me see the kids!" She changed the subject.

"I'll also ask the doctor if that's okay."

Lin Kongkong knew in his heart that the child's condition should not be very good, but he still couldn't help asking: "Are they very bad?" ”

"It's just that the weight is low and the development is not complete, so there is no big problem, and it is good to put it in the incubator for a while."