Bai Chenfeng had thoroughly understood what she meant, and undoubtedly hoped that without her, he should also live a good life. The reason is also very logical, that is, children cannot grow up without their fathers, and this reason is impossible to refuse.

"You should know very well what Chen Yi is like, and you can rest assured that you can hand over the child to him."

Lin Kongkong frowned: "He hasn't married yet, how can he take care of the children?" ”

"Then put it in Chenzhe's house."

"It's not long before she gives birth, she's so young, it's hard to take care of her own children, how can you still trouble her?"

"Then put it at my uncle's house, my aunt has three children, and it shouldn't be difficult to pull these two more."

"They are so old, and when they all reach the time to tease their grandchildren, you still want to push the children to them?"

Bai Chenfeng felt that she was deliberately embarrassed, this is not good, that is not good. The tone was calm, but the words that came out were a little angry: "Since you think they are not suitable, then let Xu Qingkong raise it, and hand over the child to her, you should be trustworthy." ”

Lin Kongkong was about to say something, but was interrupted by him: "Don't make excuses that you have already said. ”

"Little white...... Why don't you want to bring your own children? ”

"It's not that I don't want to, it's that you don't want to."

"You're not me, how do you know I don't want to?"

"Before the operation is ready to start, you are already confessing your last words, don't you want to be what?"

"I'm different from you, I can't help myself if I want to or not, but you can be autonomous."

"My decision is all on you, you have never been able to figure it out, have you forgotten the things at the wedding? That was my choice and it never changed. ”

Lin Kongkong was shocked, but what echoed in his mind was what he said on her eighteenth birthday: "All my life, my original intention will not change; Pour my life and protect Yi I. ”

"I haven't forgotten the promise you made, and the one who forgot was you." After he finished speaking with a cold face, he turned to leave.

Lin Kongkong grabbed his hand and said in a thick nasal voice: "I haven't forgotten...... But, Xiaobai, I ......"

"Don't say it, I don't want to hear anything you say now."

Lin Kongkong wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to speak. Now that he has chosen the road, even if she is reluctant, she can't control his thoughts.

She still held his hand tightly with both hands, and her voice was weak: "Xiaobai, don't go, lower your body, I'm so tired of looking up at you like this." ”

Bai Chenfeng was angry a moment ago because of her persistence, and now he was soft-hearted at her words that seemed to please and beg for mercy. He felt that he couldn't even get out of his temper, so he could only sit awkwardly in front of the bed, looking at her, and he couldn't love or hate.

Lin Kongkong stroked Bai Chenfeng's cheek with his hand, and found that he had lost a lot of weight, and there was a little cyan stubble on his chin. The boy who used to be as white as a white pine was so spotless, and now he is so depressed for her.

The relationship between the two of them was so difficult to go on, Lin Kongkong controlled the urge to cry and soothed his frowning brows.

Bai Chenfeng looked at her with burning eyes, and then she smiled sweetly at him, and that smile was like a warm sun shining into his cold heart. He leaned down to kiss her fingertips, and she giggled out in fear.

As soon as she smiled, his mood improved, and even his cold eyebrows and eyes gradually became gentle. He became gentle, and Lin Kongkong had the idea of joking: "Xiaobai, you are so ugly, you are so ugly with a scruffy beard." ”

Bai Chenfeng narrowed his eyes: "You're starting to dislike me now?" ”

Lin Kongkong shook his head: "It's not that I dislike you, I'm obviously very disgusted." ”

Bai Chenfeng stroked her soft hair, accustomed to her long hair and waist-length appearance, and felt that such a small short hair was weird, so he said in disgust: "How do you cut your hair like this?" ”

"Which look?" She asked knowingly.

He sighed, "What do you say?" It's so short, it's ugly. ”

"What's ugly? I think it's very good, and it seems to be a lot more energetic. ”

Bai Chenfeng rubbed the top of her head angrily, and said helplessly: "It's already small, but it's more and more like a child." ”

Lin Kongkong pursed his lips: "Didn't people say that green silk is love silk?" ”

Bai Chenfeng looked at her: "Then you cut your hair because of me?" ”

"Yes, I want to forget about you and start over, just like Gigi Leung said in her short hair, cut off the past."

"There are some things that you can never forget, where can you get rid of them when you cut your hair?"

"So, you know I can't forget."

"Of course, it's like I know I can't forget."

At this time, Ouyang Qianxia came over to check, and saw that all the indicators were qualified, and the situation was quite stable, so he said to Lin Kongkong with a smile: "The situation is better than I expected, you are great." ”

Lin Kongkong had a natural affection for this beautiful woman, and said sincerely: "Thank you." ”

"You're welcome, it's my duty. Some of the equipment is not available for the time being, so I informed the people to withdraw and the family can visit, but don't make the patient too tired. Ouyang Qianxia said this to Bai Chenfeng.

Maybe he didn't expect to get such good news, Bai Chenfeng was stunned at first, and then smiled rarely.

"Then the heart exchange surgery you mentioned earlier, can you consider not doing it for the time being?"

He was cautious when he asked this, and at this moment, Lin Kongkong realized that his intention to let her have surgery was far less firm than it seemed on the outside. He also understood how risky this operation was, and he didn't want her to do it when he was forced to do it.

Looking at it at this time, the fact that he had to do the surgery himself is not so incomprehensible.

In fact, Lin Kongkong has always known that Bai Chenfeng's heart is not as cold as it looks on the outside. In the past ten years, what she will never forget is his kindness to her.

If it weren't for the vendetta in between, they would be fine, fine. Even if she wasn't really Ji Mengmeng, even if he lied to him, he still couldn't let her go after he was angry.

"It's definitely going to be done, but she just had a cesarean section, and now her condition is also very stable, so she can recuperate and then undergo heart exchange surgery."

The little light in Bai Chenfeng's eyes suddenly dimmed, and he looked at her mechanically. As soon as Lin Kongkong touched his eyes, his eyes became sour.

"Xiaobai, I agree to cooperate with the operation, you ......"

Before she finished speaking, she was stretched out by Bai Chenfeng, and said in a hoarse voice, "I know." ”

"I mean, don't worry, I think I'm going to be fine."

Bai Chenfeng didn't speak, just hugged her quietly.

Ouyang Qianxia looked at them, they were very compatible, and they were very affectionate, but they could make people, maybe they would be separated forever before long. She suddenly thought of Huo Jianxi, as well as their marriage and love, maybe they were too happy, and they would really be jealous of God.

She quietly went out the door, past the VIP area, the hallways of the hospital as chaotic and crowded as ever. There is the sound of wheels on the operating table, rubbing against the floor; There is a patient's cough and wheezing; There is a cry of a child......

Everything that was noisy suddenly made her tired. Ouyang Qianxia didn't understand what was wrong with her, doctor was her favorite profession, and after being in the industry for so many years, she was always full of enthusiasm.

She never thought of herself as a god, so she wasn't so sad when a patient left. But she enjoys the sense of accomplishment of being able to save people from the hands of death, and she loves the joy of the patient's family after being rescued.

She has always thought that her profession is noble and she will follow it for the rest of her life, but it turns out that there will be a day when she will be bored.

Maybe people are always like this, when they can't get it, they think about it, and when they get it, they are common. Now she is the youngest director of surgery in the city hospital, and she has to participate in almost all the difficult surgeries in the hospital.

What she wants is no longer what kind of surgery she can overcome, or how many patients she can save. What she can't let go of in her heart is undoubtedly that she can't have any more children in her life.

She wants to be a complete woman, wants to have a family, has him, has children, and wants to live a plain life. But it's such a simple wish, she can't do it, after Lin Kongkong's heart exchange surgery, she will have a long vacation, because she also has to accept the son. Hysterectomy surgery.

It's ridiculous that she's saved so many people and thinks she's worked hard to study medicine. But in the end, she still can't save herself, what's the use of her working so hard and being so serious?

Unconsciously walked to the entrance of the hospital, looking at the bustling pedestrians on the street, she didn't realize that she was still wearing a white coat, so she blended into the flow of people and walked aimlessly.

She didn't know how long she had been gone, and it wasn't until the slightest pain came from her heeled feet that she realized she had been gone for a long time.

"Why are you crying?" Someone behind him asked.

Ouyang Qianxia turned around and saw Huo Jianxi wearing a military uniform with pine branches and green, like a tree with a strong branch, standing behind her very eye-catchingly.

Ouyang Qianxia subconsciously touched his face, only to find that his cheeks were moist at some point. She thought that it had happened for so long, that she had already accepted the facts, and that she was so numb that she couldn't cry, but the reality was that she still couldn't let go.

"I ask you why you run out into the street crying alone?" Huo Jianxi saw that she didn't respond for a long time, so he asked again.

Ouyang Qianxia lowered his head and said in a low voice: "There are a pair of young lovers, girls who have just become mothers, but they have to undergo heart exchange surgery, and they will die for their lives, and I feel sorry for them." ”

Probably because her reason was so lame that she couldn't even convince herself, let alone Huo Jianxi. I saw Chief of Staff Huo, who was deeply supported by the soldiers, his face was so heavy that he could drip water, and his eyes were like a cold pool frozen three feet, which was daunting.