"Ouyang Qianxia! When did you become a liar and stop typing drafts? Huo Jianxi said through gritted teeth.

"I didn't." She stubbornly denied it.

"None? How many of these things have you experienced since your internship? The 13-year-old leukemia boy had a rejection reaction after a bone marrow transplant and eventually died in front of you. At that time, you had just become a clinician, and even though you were sad, you didn't shed a single tear, and now you tell me no? ”

Ouyang Qianxia remembered the young man with a clean smile, he said that he had many dreams, and he wanted to be a scientist, an armed police soldier, and a pilot before he got sick...... But after he got sick, he wanted to be a doctor, so that people like him who were sick could suffer less.

She was also young at the time, and she tried her best to save his life, but there was only so much she could do. In the end, he could only watch him suffer from illness and pass away.

The fall of such a young and fresh life from her eyes has to be said to be a big blow to her. At that time, they were still in love, and she couldn't sleep all night, frantically collecting information about leukemia.

Huo Jianxi took time out of his busy schedule to accompany her, and even took her to see the military exercises of the troops. She was relieved to see that human life had become so small in the face of all kinds of weapons.

So after that, she tried her best to study medicine, just hoping to save more people. She has done it with the benevolence of doctors, and she was very proud of it. But these are no longer so important to her now.

It was also at this time that she realized that she was not as noble as she imagined, how could a crippled person have a complete heart?

"Ouyang Qianxia! Is it that hard to admit that you were wrong? ”

Ouyang Qianxia looked at the Yin Yin hope between his eyebrows, and Mu Ran's heart hurt again, as if a big hole had been pierced by some sharp weapon, and it kept churning inside, so painful that fine and dense cold sweat oozed from every pore of her.

She wanted to say no, she didn't want that child, but God didn't give her a chance. But even if it was said, there was nothing but deeper pain on him.

"I didn't do anything wrong, why admit it?"

"We are husband and wife, and it is the child of the two of us, and you disposed of it at will without going through me, is this not wrong?"

"How much effort do I have to put in to be pregnant for 10 months, once I give birth, and raise a child to adulthood? I have to work, I have so many patients to be treated, how can I take care of it? ”

"Is work so important? How important is that you have to kill even your own children? Then let me ask you, what is all the things I have done for you for so many years? Jin Ge Iron Horse is my heart's desire, but I am buried in my heart, all I want is to live an ordinary life with you, what you said today, is it worthy of my hard work? ”

Over the years, what he has done for himself and what he has paid, no one knows better than Ouyang Qianxia. If it weren't for his affection, she wouldn't have been so determined, and what wasn't perfect shouldn't have been given to him.

"I know, it's me who is not good enough to you, you can think that I am selfish, that I am so focused on my work, neglecting my family, ignoring you, but I have let go, and please don't come to me again in the future."

Huo Jianxi's forehead was full of green tendons, and his fists were clenched, and the eyes of a person with such strong self-control were a little red, revealing a faint anger that was about to explode.

The joy and anger he has cultivated in the army for so many years is invisible, and he can immediately break in front of this woman. Just when Ouyang Qianxia thought that he might stretch out his hand and beat her severely, he asked very lowly: "I regret it, let's reconcile!" ”

It was the first formal conversation between the two after their divorce, and she missed the feeling, but she didn't dare to indulge in it. I could only suppress the tingling sensation in my chest, and pretended to be calm and said, "There is still something in the hospital, I want to go back." ”

Huo Jianxi saw her turn around to leave, his eyes were deep, he stepped forward and hugged her by the waist suddenly.

"Ahh Ouyang Qianxia screamed, and before he could react to what was going on, the person was already in his arms. She was startled, raised her head and met his jade-like eyes, and said with a little weakness and pretending to be fierce: "Huo Jianxi! What are you going to do on the crowded streets? ”

Huo Jianxi was silent, and walked straight forward with her, where was Ouyang Qianxia willing to be obediently hugged by him? The stubborn dispute in his arms, that look arrogant and willful.

However, there was a huge disparity in strength, and he struggled for a long time, but to no avail. She sighed helplessly in her heart, she had always understood this man's stubbornness, and he couldn't pull back the eight horses he decided, so he could only carry himself into the car.

The familiar aura on his body made Ouyang Qianxia's head turn into a mess, dizzy, and he no longer had the strength to resist.

As soon as the guard Xiao Zhang got into the car, he respectfully shouted, "Hello madam." ”

Ouyang Qianxia glared at Huo Jianxi, was he following her with a guard? Since Huo Jianxi picked her up in the car, the whole person fell silent, and the aura around her body was like an iceberg, making it impossible for people to get close.

Xiao Zhang knew that his chief of staff had been in a very bad mood since he divorced his wife. Now seeing the two together, I wanted to liven up the atmosphere, but I was frightened by his cold face, and I didn't dare to say a word. I only turned a corner with the steering wheel on my hand and let the car drive smoothly on the road.

No matter how cold Huo Jianxi's face is, no matter how ruthless his methods are, and how strict he is in governing the army, in Ouyang Qianxia's heart, he is just the person she has always liked, so she is not afraid at all.

"Xiao Zhang, have you been idle lately?" What she meant was that they had nothing to do to do to follow her.

Madame asked, Xiao Zhang naturally didn't dare not answer, this child is young, straight-minded, and without thinking about it, he told the pan: "I went out with the chief of staff to run errands, and I happened to pass by here and saw you...... Seeing that you were in a bad mood and the chief of staff was not at ease, we followed you. ”

Ouyang Qianxia thought of the stupid appearance he was crying while walking just now, and felt that he was making a fool of himself in front of the juniors, and he was a lot more relieved for a while.

There was silence in the carriage for a while, and after a long time, Ouyang Qianxia realized that their car was driving in the direction of home. She glanced at Huo Jianxi's cold side face, and cautiously tested: "Can you send me back to the hospital?" I still have patients......"

Huo Jianxi turned a deaf ear to her words, and Ouyang Qianxia could only patiently ask again: "I said can you send me back to the hospital?" ”

Her words naturally fell into the air again, which made her extremely unhappy, and she held a sullen breath in her chest, which couldn't go up or down, and she was uncomfortable to death.

Ouyang Qianxia was so angry that she didn't even notice that Huo Jianxi had brought her home, and she couldn't calm down for a while: "What are you bringing me here for?" ”

"Help you get a pair of shoes when you get home." He cherished the words like gold.

Ouyang Qianxia then remembered that he was wearing high heels just now, walking aimlessly for so long, and his feet hurt terribly. Such a small detail, even she forgot about it, but she didn't expect him to find out.

"No need, there are flat shoes in the hospital dormitory, you better send me back to the hospital!"

Huo Jianxi was silent, but Xiao Zhang, who was driving, seemed to have received some instructions in silence, opened the door and got out of the car, closed the door, and acted in one go.

In the space of only two people, Ouyang Qianxia felt inexplicably depressed, she didn't speak, just looked at his cold side face, and found that he had lost a lot of weight, and his already angular facial features became more and more sharp.

"I said that I would give you this house, but you left in such a hurry that you didn't even pack your things......

"There's nothing to clean up, if it's in your way, just throw it away." She hung her head and her eyes dimmed.

"Heh......" Huo Jianxi sneered, his voice hoarse with a faint loneliness and desolation: "Just throw it away......"

Ouyang Qianxia's heart suddenly hurt, and he faintly felt that something was finally going to be left behind by him. No matter how calm she was and how clear she knew that such an ending was the best, she was still speechless in pain at this moment.

A cold pain in her lower abdomen, that was the clearest feeling she had after the minimally invasive and abortion surgery, except for the endless cold, it was a piercing pain.

"Commander Cao's only daughter Zhibian is back, right in the intelligence office of our troops, and his old man wants me to visit on the weekend."

There was no clearer hint than this, Ouyang Qianxia thought of the girl named Cao Ying, with a healthy wheat complexion, and a pair of eyes as clear and moving as fine black pearls.

Next year is a few years younger than her, but she has never hidden her love for Huo Jianxi, so flamboyant and enthusiastic. Such a girl is like the sun, with an irresistible light.

"She is very good, your profession is also very compatible, the two go in and out together, and the relationship will not be stranded because of work." When she said these words, her eyes were very calm, but the internal organs in her chest had already been mixed together, and the pain made her want to faint.

"True feelings will never be stranded by the ridiculous reasons of work and career, Ouyang Qianxia, I want to listen to you tell the truth, have you ever loved me?"

"Does this still matter?"

"Of course."

"I loved, I used to love it very much, but if love hinders my ideals, then it will gradually be consumed by ideals."

Huo Jianxi's entire face was in the shadows, Ouyang Qianxia couldn't see his expression clearly, and could only hear his difficult voice: "I said let's make peace!" ”

She is an adult and understands that life is not just about love to go on. Huo Jianxi is already in a high position at a young age, and his future is bright, but she can't even give him a child.

How can she love him like this? What right is there to love him? After all, she doesn't deserve him at all.