351:Hopeless Love (3)

"No, it will never be possible, Commander Cao's daughter is very good, you are really a good match. We're divorced and shouldn't see each other again. Ouyang Qianxia lowered her head to hide the tears in her eyes.

Never again? Should we meet again?

"You said that Cao Ying is good, that I am a good match for her, but these words are your sincerity?"

"From the bottom of my heart, of course."

"You're just so desperate to push me to someone else?"

"That's no one else, it's your chief's daughter, which will be of great benefit to your future development, and I'm doing it for your good."

"Whew!" Huo Jianxi sneered and asked, "Then don't I have to thank you?" ”

"Not necessarily."

Her cold attitude clearly angered him. I saw that the ink in his sharp eyes was surging, flashing with a dark light, and there was some sarcasm in his tone: "When did you become so worldly?" ”

Ouyang Qianxia didn't feel embarrassed at all, and looked at him calmly: "People always change as they get older, and worldliness is not a bad thing, it can only be said that life is more transparent." What's more, how can a worldly person not have a worldly heart? It's because you've been in the barracks for a long time, so your mind is still sincere. ”

So there is a contradiction in our worldview? That's why you're so rejecting people thousands of miles away? ”

"Let's just say that! The Tao is different, and they do not conspire with each other. ”

Huo Jianxi's sharp eyes locked her face tightly, her hands tightened into fists, her nails sunk deep into her skin, and said coldly: "Since you want to break off with me so clearly, then you should live well after you get what you want, why are you crying?" ”

Ouyang Qianxia raised his head and looked at him calmly: "Everyone has joys, sorrows, and sorrows, I just vented in a bad mood, it has nothing to do with you, it's you who think too much." ”

"It turns out that it has always been me who has been self-inflicted, I thought I couldn't let go, and you won't let go. We have been together for so many years, and the relationship is not something that can be contained in a marriage letter......"

Ouyang Qianxia's eyes were sour and astringent, but he couldn't help crying: "If the relationship is still there, naturally I won't choose to divorce, since I am divorced, it is also a relationship breakdown, since the relationship is broken, why bother to be entangled?" Isn't it better for Lao Yan to fly separately? ”

"Good...... Very good...... In that case, you can go, and I will not send it far! ”

Ouyang Qianxia's chest ached, and she didn't dare to look at his expression, she was afraid that she would not be able to help but keep him. I struggled inwardly for a moment, and finally just pushed the car door and left without a sound.

As soon as Ouyang Qianxia left, Xiao Zhang got into the car, looked at Huo Jianxi's gloomy face, and asked cautiously: "Chief of Staff, why don't I help you chase Madame back!" ”

"Drive, go back to the military area."

"Otherwise, I'll send someone to investigate what's wrong with Madame, I think she's changed a little too much."

"I said go back to the military region, don't you understand?"

Xiao Zhang saw that he was really losing his temper, and thought about going to the hospital to investigate, but he didn't dare to say anything more, so he could only start the car obediently.

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When Kang Chenzhe saw Lin Kongkong, she was sitting on the hospital bed reading a book gently. Originally, he was worried about her body, and he didn't plan to come in to bother, but Bai Chenfeng went to talk to the doctor about the heart exchange operation, and he didn't worry about her being alone in the ward.

Lin Kongkong smiled at him naturally when he saw him, and his tone was like greeting his old friend: "You are here, sit down!" ”

Kang Chenyi originally had a lot to ask her, but found that as long as he could accompany her quietly like this, he didn't want to say anything.

Lin Kongkong looked at him, this man who has always been gentle as jade, treats her affection, but I am afraid that she will not be able to pay it off in this life.

In order to ease the dull atmosphere in the ward, Lin Kongkong said: "I gave birth to two babies, named Du Heng and Fang Zhi. ”

Kang Chenyi was also very satisfied with these two names, and replied gently: "My cousin took it, naturally it is the best." ”

Lin Kongkong was cramped and uneasy, and finally said the words that were pressed in his heart: "Thank you for your care all the time, if you hadn't arrived in time to save me this time, I would ......"

"I said, never say thank you to me, I do everything willingly, according to my own heart."

"Even if you are willing, I should not disagree with you. There is no love in the world for no reason, Chen Yi, thank you for liking me, it's just that I hope you can let go of me from now on and start over. ”

This is the first time Lin Kongkong has confronted his feelings for her, and before, she was always an escapist.

"I don't know if I can let go of myself in the future, who can say for sure what will happen in the future?"

"There is no way to predict, but you should open your heart and meet the good that belongs to you, and you should know that you deserve the best."

Kang Chenyi is as calm as water as ever: "The best is already in my heart." ”

Lin Kongkong looked at him, and he didn't know how to reply for a while.

"Actually, there are some things I've always wanted to ask you......"

"You say."

Kang Chenyi looked at her and said word by word: "You, must he have to?" ”

"It should be!" Lin Kongkong turned his eyes to the window and said softly: "When I met him, maybe it was fate, from the first time I saw him, my heart was touched by him." Our relationship process was not perfect, but I always knew in my heart that it was either with him or alone. I can't love anyone anymore. ”

Kang Chenyi was not surprised by her answer, from the time she was unconscious and could still call out Bai Chenfeng's name, he knew that he had no chance.

In fact, he has always told himself that there are thousands of kinds of love in the world, and all he wants is to be able to guard her, no matter what she becomes.

But when you like someone very much, people will feel dissatisfied, and gradually give birth to some obsessions. The thought of wanting to be with her, wanting her to be his wife, often flashed through his mind.

He didn't care about her origin, nor did he care that she had a child, if she wanted, he would be with her resolutely despite the opposition of his family and the eyes of the world.

But what's the use of saying what's in your heart? It's just to add trouble to her, thinking of this, Kang Chenyi said very against his will: "Sometimes I hate the sense of justice buried in my bones." ”

Although he boiled down everything he did for himself to a sense of justice in one sentence, Lin Kongkong still knew in his heart that things would never be as breezy as he said.

She looked up at him quietly, she had known him for so long, she had never faced him with a normal, calm heart, and every time she dodged. Because she knew his feelings, and because of everything he did for herself, she felt a little embarrassed.

In fact, in her heart, there is also a side that she doesn't dare to admit, that is, she has thought about being with Kang Chenyi.

In reality, she is hopeless, the daughter of a prisoner, an unmarried mother, a heart patient, one of these is a great misfortune for any ordinary girl, not to mention that she has three points at the same time.

No matter how she tells herself, this is determined by fate, but she still feels inferior in her heart, and when she comes into contact with people, she is still afraid of the dislike of others.

It was under such circumstances that Kang Chenyi was like a beam of sunshine shining into her dark life. She found that no matter what she had been through or what she had become, he was always standing behind her as always, and he was always there to help her when she needed it.

She's just an ordinary woman, and if there's anything different from others, it's probably that she has experienced more misfortunes. The more people like her, the more they know how to cherish their feelings, and she is the same.

When such a person appears in a hopeless life, she will also be moved, but now she is no longer at the age when she can fall in love with someone with a hint of heartbeat.

Therefore, she is destined not to give him the results he wants, nor can she treat him as an ordinary friend.

It is said that they hate to meet when they are not married, and Kang Chenyi has a similar feeling for Lin Kongkong. If she had met him before Bai Chenfeng, she would probably have fallen in love with this clear-eyed and gentle man.

The so-called if is something that did not happen. Lin Kongkong smiled, if she hadn't met Bai Chenfeng, she wouldn't have everything that happened later, she would probably die peacefully and lonely in that ordinary town.

Oh, yes! Calm, lonely, helpless, uncared...... So is she considered to have passed away in vain?

When she knew that Bai Chenfeng was using herself to coerce her father into submission, she was desperate. For she found that the lamp that had been guiding her in the darkness had suddenly gone out, and her road was pitch black, and she could not find her direction at all.

She didn't know what she could do, and she didn't know what the reason for continuing to live was, she hated him, and secretly swore in her heart that she would never be involved with him again.

But when death was closest to her, she found that his clear eyebrows and eyes were still in front of her, just as they had been when she first saw him.

At that time, she suddenly became detached, and suddenly thought through something. Life in the world, just a few decades, hating a person is too tired, she should still live by her own heart.

If she could be given a little more time, she still wanted to experience more of the beauty of the world, and also pull him out of the whirlpool of hatred. As for Kang Chenyi, she doesn't seem to be able to give him anything in return.

"No matter what your original intention is to help me again and again, I want to thank you. Chen Yi, all I can give you is blessings. ”

Her voice was very calm, so calm that Kang Chenyi couldn't figure out any of her emotions from it, but the simple "Chenyi" had already made his heart soften instantly.

Since he was a child, many people have called him that, but there has never been anyone who makes him feel so special. It turned out that when her name was called out by her intimately, it was so breathtaking.