Ouyang Qianxia looked at him quietly, his narrow black eyes, black, as if they had been soaked in spring water, and a tear slowly overflowed and slid down his face.

"Shallow, I really only want you, if everyone has an obsession, then I ...... The only obsession is you. ”

"But I'm ...... All I can bring to you is ......"

"Only what?"

"Mutilated."

"What is your definition of incompleteness and fulfillment?"

"I ......"

"Which is more unacceptable, physical or mental?"

"Jianxi, you're so good, but I'm not worthy of you, don't you understand?"

Huo Jianxi didn't say anything, only locked her tightly with a pair of sharp eyes. Ouyang Qianxia found that his eyes were red, she didn't dare to speak, and looked at him a little timidly.

Normally, when she was like this, no matter how angry he was, he would restrain his temper and coax her, but now, he still stared at her like this. Ouyang Qianxia found that she was very afraid of him like this, but how to make him angry, she was confused. Her eyes were very dry, but she didn't want to cry, she didn't want to add any more psychological burden to him.

Huo Jianxi frowned, reached out and stroked her cheek, and said in a low voice, "Do you want to get up and sit down for a while?" ”

Ouyang Qianxia sniffed and nodded aggrievedly, her eyes were red, a little like a rabbit.

Huo Jianxi took off his coat and rolled up the sleeves of his white shirt before reaching out to help her up, leaning on the head of the bed and letting her sit in a daze.

He went to the bathroom and wrung a warm towel, and came over to wipe her face carefully, the whole process, his movements were very gentle, but his expression was frozen three feet cold.

This seems to be the legendary bloodless blade, which makes people feel the pressure doubled without saying a word, Ouyang Qianxia was provoked by his powerful aura, causing his heart to contract violently, and he was a sour mess.

The memories are all on the operating table, I am a little scared in my heart, I feel guilty and sorry for him, I knew that I was wrong, but the way he looks now, she can't say anything if she wants to apologize.

The emotions that were tangled back and forth all broke out at once, and she sobbed and cried, which looked very miserable.

Huo Jianxi originally had a anger and didn't know where to vent, he didn't want to lose his temper and scare her, but he couldn't suppress it, and his heart was very entangled.

Now seeing her crying so sadly, and I really can't bear to blame her, I twisted my face, wiped her tears, and comforted words: "Shallow, for so many years, I have always thought that you understand me, and I know you very well, but I never thought that in your heart, I was such a superficial person. ”

Ouyang Qianxia reached out to hold his big hand, sobbing and shaking his head: "It's not superficial, in my heart, there is no better person than you." ”

"Then why did you make a choice for me?"

"I don't have ......"

"No?" Huo Jianxi asked rhetorically, his eyes were full of ink, and it was a dark anger: "Don't you think that I will abandon you for the so-called incense problem?" ”

"No......" she shook her head, a faint cry.

"That is, you think that I am in a high position now, but I am still not satisfied, Cao Ying's father, Commander Cao, has a very strong military background, which will be of great help to my future, and if I marry Cao Ying, I will have a bright future, right?"

Ouyang Qianxia held his hand tightly and shook his head violently, his emotions seemed to be on the verge of collapse: "No, no, I really have never seen you like that, never!" ”

Huo Jianxi's heart softened, his wife has always been proud, when did she beg others so hard? Born in a famous family and well-educated since childhood, her arrogance has been restrained a little, but there are some things engraved in her bones, which she can't hide no matter how she hides.

But her illness is undoubtedly a huge hole in her heart, dark, deep, and even a bottomless abyss. If he didn't be ruthless, explain this matter clearly, and untie the knot in her heart, then this hole would swallow them sooner or later.

"If not, then why didn't you tell me what happened? We are husband and wife, and the oath we took together on the day we got our marriage certificate, we were honest with each other and never gave up, did you forget it so quickly? ”

Ouyang Qianxia remembered the ups and downs they had experienced along the way from falling in love to getting married, and it was not easy for them to enter into marriage despite everyone's opposition, so she has always cherished the relationship between them and their marriage.

It is precisely because she cherishes that she is unwilling to erase the perfection that belongs to him, he is so good, he should not be dragged down by her. She clearly remembered that when they were in love, once he crossed the street with a small child in his arms, his demeanor was gentle and loving, and his generous back gave her a great sense of security.

At that time, she knew that no matter how strict he was in governing the army, and no matter how cold he was, he would be the kind of good man at home.

She never doubted that he would take good care of his wife and protect his family. After getting married, she didn't have to worry about anything except work, he was a perfect husband and lover.

She always thought that all the luck in her life was just to meet him. Staying with him and marrying him was her luckiest and wisest decision.

However, how can she endure that the world will talk about him, and his parents will put infinite pressure on him.

After Huo Jianyuan left, his emotional wounds have not healed. He may be like a water in his life, and he will no longer be tempted by anyone, and he will not start a family.

The two brothers seem to be iron-blooded on the outside, but they are actually tender on the inside. Treat feelings single-mindedly, treat the woman you like 100% love, wholeheartedly.

The Huo family has always been a single lineage, and the Huo family also attaches great importance to the inheritance of incense, and only in their generation do they have two brothers.

Old Man Huo thinks that he has two sons, and he can spread the branches and leaves for the Huo family, but Huo Jianyuan refuses to get married, so this pressure is put on Huo Jianxi.

If she, the daughter-in-law of the Huo family, can't conceive a child for him, how much blame and pressure does Jian Xi have to bear for her?

"I haven't forgotten, it's just that reality has worn it away, and some things that seem beautiful require qualifications to do, and I don't have them anymore."

When she said this, her expression was blank, and her eyes were dull, as if she had accepted her fate. This kind of her was completely unfamiliar to Huo Jianxi, and it was only then that he realized that his wife had been tormented by illness when he didn't know it.

He looked at the gauze wrapped around her right wrist and thought that he had almost lost her today, and even with his resolute personality, his eyes were sour.

"Maybe you can't be a mother for the rest of your life, and you can't spread the branches and leaves for the Huo family, it will be your eternal heart knot. It's just that you have never thought about what Huo Jianxi would have become without Ouyang Qianxia? Lonely, depressed, or worse than dead? ”

Ouyang Qianxia watched as despair swept his eyebrows, and his heart ached. How could she not know his sincerity? I wonder if he really cares about her?

But when she felt that she could not bear the shackles brought to her by fate, and everything weighed her down, all she could think of was relief, escape from everything that suffocated her.

Now calm down and think about it, if she really went like that, it should be a fatal blow to him.

"I'm sorry...... I was ......"

"I don't want to hear those three words, and I don't want to hear any explanations from you, the only thing I need is that you promise that you won't have such ridiculous thoughts in the future. In this life, as long as I live, I will not let you have any mistakes. ”

"Some things are predestined, not human beings can change them."

"I never believe in fate, things are man-made, shallow, I just want you to promise me now."

Ouyang Qianxia looked at him in a daze, and forgot to respond for a while. Unable to get her reply, Huo Jianxi's whole person was decadent, he asked in a low voice, very low: "Promise me, okay?" ”

Ouyang Qianxia's favorite thing is when he is wearing a military uniform and standing on the training ground. At that time, he was heroic and radiant, like a blazing sun, which made people unable to take their eyes off.

Such a depressed and decadent him made her heart hurt instantly, she reached out and gently held his cheek, tears slipped down one by one like beads with broken threads, and said tremblingly: "Jianxi...... I know I've caused you trouble, can you forgive me? ”

Huo Jianxi's originally godless eyes gradually became deeper, he held the back of her head, pressed her cheek on her shoulder, and comforted: "I have never blamed you, where does the word forgiveness begin?" ”

"I was really scared, and at first I thought everything was going to be okay. Therefore, when I lost my children together, although my heart hurts, there is still hope in my heart.

I kept telling myself that the pain and misunderstandings were temporary, and that as long as I kept on with the treatment, I would be just like a healthy person. We can have a child of our own, and we can be reconciled with you.

But all this is my beautiful imagination, my condition has been getting worse, even after a lot of major surgery I have to admit that the removal of the sub. Palace, already the last resort.

Do you know what will become of me after that surgery? I can no longer be a real woman, I can't have my own children, I can't give you a normal home.

You have lost a lot for me, and I used to comfort myself that I could be doubly good to you, so that I could make up for what you had lost from another place.

But what qualifications and abilities do I have to do this? And there are good, very good women around you, and I don't want to drag you down anymore......"

Huo Jianxi's face was as calm as water, but the green tendons on his fists were abrupt, which showed that he was trying his best to hide his emotions. Now he especially wants to wake up this woman, this woman who loves to drill the horns.

But he was afraid that his abrupt reaction would make her think to him, thinking that he disliked her. Therefore, he can only appear calm on the surface, but in private he keeps taking deep breaths for himself, otherwise he feels that he may suffocate to death.