When he received Huo Jianyuan's call, Huo Jianxi had already arrived at the airport. In the crowded airport, the voice on the other end of the phone, through all the noise, was clear and piercing: "She committed suicide." ”

Suicide? Who? Shallow? His wife......

Something exploded in Huo Jianxi's mind in an instant, and his eyes darkened, and his tall body sat weakly on the chair.

His world had completely darkened, leaving only darkness and blankness, and all wisdom, depth, alertness, and composure were gone.

He began to tremble, trembling like a child, and the sound in his ears was drifting, and suddenly ...... Suddenly...... Suddenly it became clear...... Suddenly blurred......

"Staff Officer Huo, what's wrong with you? Staff Officer Huo? The guards sent by the chief looked at him strangely, and called several times in succession.

His guards have been with him for the longest time, and they know his mind very well, but they have never seen him look so depressed, but they think about it, it must have something to do with Madame.

Seeing that he had become like this, he took his mobile phone on his own initiative and asked on the other end of the phone: "Hello, I am Xiao Zhang, the security guard of the chief of staff, how is Madame doing now?" ”

Huo Jianyuan, who was on the other end of the phone, never thought that his brother would be so out of shape, and before he finished speaking, he was already distracted, and knew that the situation was urgent, so he explained concisely: "Let your chief of staff rest assured, because it was discovered in time, and there is no big problem." ”

When Xiao Zhang heard this, his heart fell back into his stomach, you must know that Mrs. is the life of the chief of staff, if she makes any mistakes, it will be a fatal blow to the chief of staff.

After hanging up the phone, Xiao Zhang leaned down and approached Huo Jianxi, his voice was slow, and the words were clear: "Chief of Staff, Madame is fine, she is still in the hospital, you clean up your mood and board the plane soon." ”

Huo Jianxi only felt that every breath was painful, his Qianxia, his wife, such a bright and dazzling woman, all people could think of was sunshine, how could they think of suicide?

It's that he, as a husband, is so busy every day, either going out or going back to the garrison to lead the troops, and a series of trivial matters, he doesn't care enough about her, so he doesn't even know what happened to her.

Ever since she began to devote herself completely to her work, ignoring her family and him, something that hit her very hard has already happened! But apart from complaining, he didn't even care and love her.

Even if he filed for divorce, she calmly agreed. At that time, he vaguely felt that she was forcing him to divorce, but he thought that when he brought it up, she should keep it. Even if she didn't keep her, he had a chance for her to pour out her thoughts.

But he never thought that he felt completely liberated. Her reaction at that time was tantamount to angering him, he was a man, and a man with a lot of self-esteem, who could not stand his wife, and disliked himself so much.

He went to the divorce formalities with her in a huff, and even he himself was surprised. He has passed the age of standing, he has led so many soldiers, and he is the most calm when he encounters problems, but when he comes to her, he is like a hairy boy with strong blood, and sometimes it is really-for-tat.

Now in addition to regret, he blames himself, from the trivial matters of life, she can be said to take care of him meticulously and tolerate him, but he is so negligent in such a big thing that he forced her into this situation.

In his cognition, suicide is a dark, bloody, and helpless act, and it will never happen to her. Because, she is always so beautiful, kind, sunny, and optimistic......

"Ladies and gentlemen, please take flight CA2316 to S City and board the plane from Gate 02."

The airport announcer had already begun to urge him to board the plane, but Huo Jianxi was still immersed in his thoughts and couldn't pull out.

"Chief of Staff, boarding the plane." Xiao Zhang said in a low voice.

Huo Jianxi was stunned for a moment, got up silently, and strode in.

It was already late at night when he rushed back, and the corridor of the special ward of the city hospital was extremely empty, except for the faint light at the nurse's station, and occasionally there were crowds, and no one else could be seen for a while.

The eerie aura was piercing and cold, and his heart was cold. didn't care about the wind and dust all the way, just followed Huo Jianyuan's guidance, and walked straight to Ouyang Qianxia's ward.

In the ward, Ouyang Qianxia lay quietly on the bed, breathing lightly, as if she had fallen asleep. On the other bed, Huo Jianyuan slept in his clothes, and when he heard him enter the door, he got up neatly.

Huo Jianxi made a silent gesture at him, and then didn't look at him, just sat on the chair in front of the hospital bed, looking at Ouyang Qianxia stupidly.

Her face was very pale, her long hair was slightly messy on the pillow, she was originally a very beautiful goose egg face, but now her thin chin was pointed, and she looked a little like a melon seed face.

His right wrist, which was exposed outside the quilt, was wrapped in gauze, and he mourned and gave him a kiss on the wrist. The head never lifted, and no matter how strong the emotion was, it was suppressed into a whimper.

"Jianxi, come out, I have something to say to you." Huo Jianyuan looked at him and decided to tell him the truth he knew.

Huo Jianxi's perennial military career has tempered his steely will, except for Ouyang Qianxia, almost no one can mess with his mind.

"Let everything go, let me accompany her."

"What if this is all about her? Do you want to put it down? ”

Huo Jianxi was now eager to know what had happened to her, so he glanced at her with deep eyes, and then went out with Huo Jianyuan one after the other.

"I have already gone to the hospital to ask, and she found a child in a physical examination the year before last. Uterine fibroids, at first planned conservative treatment, depending on the development.

Later, she became pregnant, but the child could not stay, and this is the one you started to get awry* without.

The situation seems to be particularly unoptimistic, not long ago she had a minimally invasive surgery, and this morning, she is going to have a child. Hysterectomy, but before the operation began, she came out. When I found her at your house, she was alone in the cloakroom and cut her wrists......"

Have you ever felt this pain? It's like your own body is being fed into a huge blender, and your body is being ground inch by inch, and in the huge pain, you can't say a word.

Huo Jianxi felt like this at this time, his thin lips closed together, and in the end, not a single syllable was uttered, and there was a faint decline between his eyebrows.

He found that his life seemed to have become a black-and-white movie, surrounded by dead silence, no matter how the world changed, no matter how time hurts the fields, in the vast sea of people, but he was the only one left, walking alone, without companions and friends.

At this point in life, it is really ...... It's boring.

"I don't know what knots between you that you can't untie, but I know that it is not easy for you to get to where you are today.

In the short time of a few decades of life, it may not be difficult for others to be with the people I like, but for me it is a wish that can never be achieved.

After Xue Ling left, I deeply realized this feeling, it is not easy to stay together, and I cherish it. ”

Huo Jianyuan said these words earnestly, undoubtedly hoping that his brother and sister-in-law could be reunited, after all, it is a very beautiful thing for a lover to eventually become a family.

"Go back and rest, I'm here."

"I'm still here to run errands or something."

"No, let me be alone with her for a while, I have a lot to say to her."

Huo Jianyuan thought about it and felt that they really needed to be alone, and as an outsider by his side, there might be something he couldn't say.

He nodded and instructed, "Then if there is anything, you call me." ”

"Okay." After Huo Jianxi saw Huo Jianyuan leave, he returned to the ward.

Xu is person who loves each other always has telepathy, even if he is light-hearted, Ouyang Qianxia in his sleep still frowned and slowly opened his eyes.

A handsome man dressed in a military uniform of pine branches and green came slowly from the light light. Ouyang Qianxia had just woken up from his sleep, a little dazed, listening to the muffled footsteps in the corridor all the way, the moment he entered the door, it was like a dream.

She moved slightly, Huo Jianxi strode over and shook her hand: "I'm here!" Don't be afraid! ”

His voice was very hoarse, and the people who listened to it felt very uncomfortable, Ouyang Qianxia had never heard him so flustered, seeing that he was thinly dressed, he said softly: "It's cold and cold at night, why don't you add a coat to yourself?" ”

The first thing she said was this...... Huo Jianxi was stunned for a moment, and his heart became more and more urgent: "Didn't I ask you to wait for me to come back?" Why? He asked bitterly.

Ouyang Qianxia had just woken up, and before he realized what was happening, he listened to his words before he began to look around and himself.

The memory came back, and everything was clear and clear from the time he had to have surgery to the present.

"I ...... I just felt a little tired at the time......" Her voice was hoarse, mixed with a faint cry.

Huo Jianxi couldn't stand her crying the most, because she was not as squeamish as other girls and rarely cried. But when she cried, it was very painful, and her nose and eyes were red when she burst into tears, as if she was pitiful.

"Don't cry......" He stretched out his hand to wipe her tears, she hid, he lowered his head, sucked away those tears with his mouth, and said what was in his heart: "Shallow, I don't want children, I just want you!" ”

These words were undoubtedly shocking to Ouyang Qianxia. A man who has received a traditional Chinese education should be deeply ingrained in his thinking about the things that ordinary people care about the most.

Did he really not care, or was he comforting her? Ouyang Qianxia looked straight at him, without blinking his eyes, as if he wanted to see the bottom of his heart to see if what he said was sincere.

Huo Jianxi kissed her forehead lightly, and said in a doting tone: "You are still a child yourself, I can't hurt you alone, how can you eat one more?" ”