That day, Ning Xin won a lot of money in an upset.

Boss Qian said that there were more than 130,000, but she didn't count them.

Sheng Yu's plane is expected to arrive at Beidu Airport at 2 p.m. on Saturday, and then take the shuttle bus arranged by the company to the city.

Ning Xin got up early in the morning, tidied up the house neatly, and before going out, she faced the mirror and used cheap foundation to cover the scars on her forehead.

She took the bus to the city early and waited there without much emotion.

The shuttle bus from the airport to the city comes and goes.

She watched the flow of people coming and going.

There are those who leave.

There are returnees.

There is a send-off.

There is one to greet it.

And she can't define herself, whether to greet or farewell.

When Sheng Yu got off the ferry, he waved goodbye to his colleagues, and then began to look for Ning Xin in the crowd.

The moment the eyes collided, a smile appeared on Sheng Yu's face and he pushed the suitcase towards her.

Ning Xin's heart was like a dead lake, finally stirring ripples.

At that moment, she changed her mind, and she wanted to run over and hug him.

Say you're so uncomfortable.

He said that he had no mother and no home.

There is no student status, no future.

But she didn't move.

He is such a wonderful being.

It's all the sparkle in her vision.

But he shouldn't just be in her sight.

Sheng Yu approached, loosened the suitcase, and hugged Ning Xin directly.

His voice was warm and his tone was smiling: "Why are you stupid?" ”

A familiar and secure hug, she raised her hand, wanting to hug him back.

Her hand did move.

Her hand hurt her bones, and the movement of her hand was slightly painful.

She froze as her fingertips touched his clothes, then moved between the two of them and gently pushed them away.

Sheng Yu didn't know why: "What's wrong?" ”

He missed her so much that he hugged her again, wanting to be intimate: "Hug again." ”

Ning Xin raised her head and looked into his eyes: "Sheng Yu, let's break up." ”

Sheng Yu wanted to hold her hand stiffly in the air again, but felt that he had heard it wrong: "What? ”

Ning Xin said again: "We broke up. ”

Sheng Yu's expression was a little flustered, he immediately sensed that Ning Xin was wrong, and held her arm with both hands: "Is something wrong?" Tell me what's going on. ”

Ning Xin raised her arms and easily broke away.

Sheng Yu was stunned for a moment, then didn't start again, and told her gently and firmly: "Xinxin, I said, nothing can separate the two of us, we will face everything together, you are what I believe to be for a lifetime." ”

Ning Xin clenched her fingers, looked at him, and asked very calmly: "Without love, how can you live a lifetime?" ”

This question made Sheng Yu dumb for a long time.

His mute voice was the sharpest blade for Ning Xin.

Sheng Yu came back to his senses: "What's wrong with you?" What are you talking about? ”

Ning Xin lowered her eyes and didn't look at him, and took half a step back: "Sheng Yu, don't deceive yourself, where is love between us?" Those in our high school are just ignorant good feelings, where are the lifelong feelings? From the beginning, we didn't have a normal relationship, and we were always just survival partners. ”

Sheng Yu walked forward and denied: "It's not like this......"

"How not?" Ning Xin stepped back, looked at him resolutely, and retorted, "Do you dare to say that you don't have a 'debt' and 'responsibility' for my feelings?" ”

Sheng Yu couldn't speak, he couldn't refute it.

His flustered gaze made Ning Xin feel that the world was instantly quiet.

She was drowning in a deep sea, so cold that she couldn't breathe.

There was no more light around her, and she fell helplessly.

The question of Sheng Yu's mother in the hospital flashed in her mind.

- I don't understand! You guys, why are you suddenly inseparable!!

Right.

They have not been sure for a lifetime, and there is no inseparable emotional accumulation and foundation.

The ignorant love sprouted in high school.

After her college entrance examination, he made a youthful confession.

The day he confessed, it was also the day her father died, and she fell into the abyss.

Their love is obviously just a new sprout that has just broken the ground, and it will be broken by a little wind and rain.

And in the face of such a sudden change, he, who had just become her boyfriend, never gave up on her, taking her pain as pain, her responsibility as responsibility, and her survival as survival......

Why?

Because he blames himself, he feels guilty.

All that the two of them were silent about was dissected at this moment.

Ning Xin swallowed her saliva, and her throat was dry: "So, break up." ”

Sheng Yu raised his eyes, grabbed Ning Xin's wrist, and shook his head: "I won't break up with you, Xinxin, I won't." ”

Ning Xin's hand bones were dragged and painful, but she shook them off very hard, and she cut out his heart word by word: "Back then, it was because you asked me out to confess that my father came to pick me up and died in a car accident!" It's because of you that I don't have a father! My mom just became like that!! That's how I got it!! ”

Obviously you think so.

That's how you feel.

So, in your indebtedness, your guilt, and your responsibility, you love me without reservation.

When Ning Xin said this, she was also ripping out her heart.

She turned around and ran as fast as she could.

But it gradually slowed down.

She began to walk.

In the end, even the pace of walking slowed down.

She paused slowly, her gaze falling on her toes.

If a person sinks into the deep sea, if she reaches out, if someone grabs her......

Ning Xin turned around.

The bustling crowd is scattered, all with unfamiliar cheeks.

She was in the depths of the sea, admittedly laying down her hand.

Ning Xin took the bus back.

She remembered the first time she was in the city.

She took her mother and took a long hard seat with a large bag to arrive in the city, and it was Sheng Yu who came to the train station to pick them up and take them on the bus.

In the past few years, scenes in this city have been replayed in my mind like movie screens.

I clearly believe that I will get better when I grow up.

Thinking like this, I survived day after day.

But why, it's like this...

Ning Xin didn't cry.

In fact, these days, her tear ducts seem to have been installed with switches, and she can't shed tears.

She herself was amazed.

Ning Xin sat down.

She walked back down the street.

Suddenly, a bicycle popped up and stopped in front of her, forcing her to stop.

He Dongfan stepped on the ground and tilted his chin slightly: "Teacher Ning, I called you several times, didn't you hear it?" ”

He wore a short T-shirt and a long-sleeved jacket tied around his waist, looking youthful and vibrant.

Ning Xin stared at him and didn't answer immediately.

He Dongfan tilted his head, looked at Ning Xin's ears, and joked with a smile: "You didn't listen to the song either." ”

Ning Xin still didn't respond.

Under the bright sun, her eyes were godless.

He Dongfan's smile dissipated, and a pair of eyes looked at Ning Xin: "What's wrong with you?" ”

Ning Xin's eyelashes fluttered, and she opened her mouth slightly, dry: "I'm distracted." ”

"Oh-" He Dongfan smiled disappreciatively.

He was just about to say something more, but Ning Xin crossed the bicycle and walked forward: "I'll go home first." ”

He Dongfan looked at Ning Xin's back, and then rode up to follow.

He followed the speed of her pace, and the bicycle swayed from side to side with difficulty: "Teacher Ning, I am here to find you." ”

Ning Xin tilted her head: "Looking for me?" ”

"I called you the other day and you didn't answer."

"I'm sorry."

He Dongfan felt choked by this apology, and said, "I also sent you a text message, did you see it?" ”

Ning Xin shook her head.

He Dongfan sighed, thinking about his intentions, and smiled: "My uncle gave me two tickets for the opening ceremony of the Olympic Games, do you want to go?" ”

"I'm not going." She refused.

He Dongfan was stunned for a moment, lost his mind and didn't keep his balance, his body followed the bicycle to the right, and he immediately stepped on the ground with one foot to support it.

Ning Xin didn't stop for him.

He Dongfan looked at Ning Xin's back and was extremely puzzled.

It wasn't what he imagined.

This ticket is hard to find, and people outside are fighting for it.

She didn't even think about it, and refused directly.

He Dongfan scratched the back of his head, rode up again, and was speechless to her: "What's the matter with you?" It's such a rare opportunity that you don't want to go. ”

Ning Xin glanced at He Dongfan: "Thank you, but at that time I should..."

She paused slightly, then said, "Not anymore." ”

"Absent?" He Dongfan raised his eyelids and asked, "Where are you going?" ”

Ning Xin didn't talk.

He Dongfan frowned, stepped on the pedal violently, and the bicycle rushed out directly.

He pinched the brakes, put his feet on the ground, turned his head sideways, and waited for Ning Xin to approach and grabbed her arm: "Are you going to leave Beidu as soon as you graduate?" ”

He Dongfan had a lot of strength, and he was a little inadvertently excited.

Ning Xin's body trembled in pain, her eyebrows twisted, and she withdrew her hand.

He Dongfan's gaze moved downward, and he immediately let go, panicking: "What's wrong with your hand?" ”

Ning Xin didn't care about the emotion, and gently supported her right arm with her left hand: "It's just a little injury." ”

He Dongfan lifted the head of the bicycle and blocked Ning Xin's way: "Did you go to the hospital to see it?" What do doctors say? ”

"There's no need to look at it."

He Dongfan retorted: "What do you mean it's unnecessary?" Are you a doctor yourself? ”

Ning Xin hung her head and shook her head slightly.

What's wrong with her?

He Dongfan didn't understand.

He was silent for two seconds and said in an inquiring tone: "I'll take you to the hospital, okay?" ”

She shook her head, lifeless.

He Dongfan lowered his head slightly, and his voice was soft, as if she would be more painful if she was louder: "But I see that you are in so much pain." ”

Ning Xin's entire back stiffened.

She was in real pain.

Arm pain.

Heart, more painful.

She was in real pain.

It hurts.

He Dongfan was wondering why she felt weird now.

As a result, in the next second, he saw Ning Xin's shoulders trembling, and tears fell down the line.

Seeing this, He Dongfan held a big breath, and stroked her shoulders twice with both hands helplessly, but finally didn't dare to fall.

His tongue trembled: "Teacher Ning, Teacher Ning, you, don't ......"

Ning Xin just shook her head.

Tears welled up in her eyes and landed on his pants, and he scrambled out of the car.

He buried his head and approached her, according to his own understanding: "What's wrong with you?" Is it a hand ache? I'll send you to the hospital? Hit 120? ”

Ning Xin shook her head.

He Dongfan asked again: "Is someone bullying you?" You tell me, I'll go find him! ”

Ning Xin still shook her head.

He Dongfan was silent for two seconds, and was a little stumbling: "Did you quarrel with Brother Sheng Yu?" ”

As soon as these words came out, he obviously felt that Ning Xin paused, and then squatted down directly, crying uncontrollably.

This, this, this...

Where has He Dongfan seen this scene?

He panicked.

Moreover, this is still on the street, pedestrians come and go watching.

He Dongfan squatted down, hesitated for a while, and couldn't hold back a word.

In the end, he untied the coat on his waist and put it on Ning Xin's head, and then sat down on the side of the road without being dirty, crossed his legs, leaned his head close to him and whispered, "I'll sit here." ”

He Dongfan accompanied her.

He originally thought that there was a quarrel between lovers, and she would cry for a while, but she cried for more than ten minutes, and every time he wondered if she was not crying, she sobbed and inhaled in her coat and whimpered twice.

He Dongfan couldn't stand it.

He raised his hand and put it on top of her head, through the fabric of his coat: "I'll take you to Brother Sheng Yu, okay?" ”

The head in the coat shook.

He Dongfan paused for two seconds, and begged for mercy: "Why don't you say a way for you not to cry, okay?" ”

didn't hear Ning Xin's response for a few seconds, and He Dongfan's whole body was numb.

Just when he thought she wouldn't respond, he heard a few words mutter.

He didn't hear clearly.

He propped up the ground with one hand, lifted the corner of his coat, and put his ear on it: "Be louder." ”

Ning Xin choked up and said again.

He Dongfan immediately said okay.

Ning Xin stood up from the ground, and her whole body was groggy.

She was helped to the back of her bike, her coat still on her head, not taken away.

He Dongfan took her to the back gate of Beidu University.

I searched for it twice, but I couldn't find it.

He said to her through his coat, "I didn't see the roasted sweet potatoes you said." ”

After a while, Ning Xin gently lifted her school uniform and looked to the side with red and swollen eyes.

Her eyelashes were wet and wet, her eyes were red with tears, her cheeks were watery, and her hair was sticky.

It's embarrassing.

It's broken.

She looked at it for a few seconds, pulled the school uniform, covered her eyebrows again, and shook her head: "No, not there." ”

After speaking, he whimpered uncontrollably and cried again.

He Dongfan didn't understand why she had an emotional breakdown again for a roasted sweet potato.

He hurriedly asked, "Isn't it good to have other baked sweet potatoes?" ”

The head in the coat shook.

He Dongfan got out of the car and went to the stall next door to inquire about the 'unique' roasted sweet potato stall, and after inquiring, he went to buy a bottle of water.

He walked up to Ning Xin and placed his palm on top of her head.

This action, as if signaling to her, is him.

He lifted a little corner of his coat and handed the water in: "You make up some water." ”

The water bottle was pulled from his hand.

He Dongfan bent down and comforted her: "I'll take you to the old street around, maybe you can meet it." ”

In He Dongfan's impression, that day, Ning Xin really cried for a long time.

He felt like it was raining all over the world.

He took her around most of the old street, and later, when it got dark, he didn't find the roasted sweet potato she said.

His back was already soaked with sweat, but he was tireless, and he didn't tell her 'forget it', and continued to shuttle through the streets and alleys of the northern capital.

In the end, it was Ning Xin who pulled his clothes.

He stopped and half-turned back.

She had pulled her coat all back, revealing her face.

He Dongfan looked straight at her.

Under the dim street lamp, her eyes were red and swollen, her nose was also red, and there were traces of tears on her face.

The first time he saw her shattered like this, he was really overwhelmed, and he didn't even dare to breathe.

Ning Xin's plump lips moved: "Go home." ”

He Dongfan looked at her for a while before he said 'um'.

Let's go again.

Ning Xin pulled off He Dongfan's coat in its entirety, folded it in half and hung it on the crook of her hand.

The cool night breeze blew through her dry and aching eyes.

She closed her eyes, and after a while, opened them.

She saw the sweat behind He Dongfan.

It was already dark, and the whole city was covered in darkness.

Ning Xin didn't know where He Dongfan had taken her around today, but she knew that he didn't stop.

From day to night.

About half an hour later, He Dongfan sent Ning Xin downstairs to his home.

She got up and got out of the car.

He Dongfan also came down and framed the car next to him.

The street lamps in the distance stretch the shadows of people.

Ning Xin's face was much better, her eyes were slightly bent, and her eyes were very clear.

She seemed to fit everything into her eyes, and she didn't even seem to fit a single one in front of her.

She handed him the clothes: "He Dongfan, thank you today." ”

Her voice was still hoarse, like a grain of paper rubbing against a person's heart.

He Dongfan took the coat and grabbed it in his hand casually: "Are you better?" ”

Ning Xin smiled at him and nodded.

He Dongfan's heart tightened, and he couldn't sort out his complicated emotions.

He was at a loss to pick up a topic: "By the way, can you help me make up for math on May Day?" There are two problems that have not been solved. ”

Ning Xin was stunned for a moment and shook her head.

"Do you have a part-time job?" He asked.

"It's not." Ning Xin said with relief, "I'm so tired." ”

"That's right, it's fine." He Dongfan chuckled lightly, and made up for it uncomfortably, "Rest when you're tired, I can solve it myself, it's not difficult-"

His voice was cut off suddenly.

Ning Xin stepped forward and gently tiptoed to hug him.

He Dongfan stiffened, the coat in his hand almost slipped off, and he was pulled by him again, and his body trembled.

Ning Xin said softly: "He Dongfan, I wish you a smooth college entrance examination." ”

She let go of him, tilting her face slightly and looking at his eyebrows carefully.

Her eyes were moist again, but she kept smiling slightly.

She said to herself.

Bye.

My students.

My allies.

It's mine... Friend.

Thank you so much for today.