"I'm going to get in the car......," Chunhua said slowly.

As soon as the words fell, a black and white train appeared in front of Chunhua out of thin air.

Chunhua got up, took the ticket, and slowly walked to the carriage.

The voice in my heart probably knew that Chunhua had an intellectual disability, and hoped that she would not be impulsive, and that she would find out what she really thought in her heart, and that she would know the price of getting in the car.

That is death.

Yes, Chunhua can get on the bus, but the person with the black ticket, because it was "killed" in the past, no matter what the reason, the person who got on the bus with the ticket died 12 hours later.

"I'm going to get in the car, I'm going to get in the car......" Haruka muttered.

She heard the voice of her heart, and she knew that when she fulfilled her wish for peace, she would die.

It doesn't matter, as long as you can fulfill your wish for peace.

And the desire for peace is to die.

Ping An died, Chunhua thought, it would be good to die with Ping An.

Actually, Chunhua doesn't understand the concept of death very well.

I only know that when a person dies, he can no longer speak, he can no longer open his eyes, and he can only be buried in the earth.

That is, Chunhua is a little reluctant to husband.

Chunhua slowly turned her head and looked at the closed room.

Because I heard someone say bad things about his son's peace, Ah Silly stepped forward to reason with people, and he could use his expression ability to theorize.

Others only thought that he was here to provoke, especially a fool, and it naturally turned into a fight.

Ah Silly's fight relied on his tall stature and brute force to get angry for his son.

Others, on the other hand, rely on being numerous, intelligent, and flexible.

If it weren't for the fact that Ah Silly pushed that person down in the end, and the back of that person's head hit a stone, this fight might not have stopped.

And the wounds on Silly's body are no less than those people.

The man was pushed down, and those people also realized Silly's situation, in this case, if he was really pushed by Fool like this, he was pushed to death.

That fool may not be sentenced, and if they die, they may die in vain.

So when they reacted, they thought about asking for some medical bills to come back, after all, Silly doesn't have a son with normal intelligence.

They also succeeded in asking Ping An for money and leaving.

But Ah Silly blamed himself for this, and his bipolar disorder also occurred, so he hid in the room, closed the door, and calmed himself.

Chunhua leaned lightly against the door before getting into the car.

Brother Silly, Chunhua is leaving.

Silly brother, I'm sorry.

Chunhua didn't know what to say, she only realized that this time, as soon as she died, the most sorry thing was the stupid brother who had always been good to her and defended her.

Once, she and Brother Silly were so looking forward to the arrival of peace.

They thought that the coming of peace was joyful and happy.

But in fact, it doesn't seem to be.

But she doesn't want to be happy, unhappy.

So, let her, the mother, fulfill the only wish of peace.

Chunhua finally slowly walked onto the train.

The fool in the room seemed to sense something for a moment, and his eyes looked out of the door blankly, but the next second, bipolar disorder flared up again, and he fell into pain again, hitting the wall in pain, and screamed.

probably knew that Chunhua was illiterate and would not fill in the date on the ticket.

So when I realized that Chunhua was going to be born before Hei'an, the pen on the carriage moved by itself, and I wrote the date on the ticket, and then the train started......

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"You two have problems with your body and intelligence, and if you give birth to this child, there is a very high chance that this child will inherit congenital diseases."

"I know that every woman has the right to have children or not, but you must know that if the child is really not good after birth, the cost of his treatment will be very huge, and it is not the money you can earn by picking up waste."

"And, although I hate to admit it, people in this society are really not very friendly to people like you. I think you should have experienced it firsthand, do you want your children to be treated like this? ”

"I think it's better for you to think carefully. I'll just say that, and if you really decide to want it, then I won't say it again. But if I don't, I can help with the surgery. ”

Chunhua was in a trance, and there was a moment of confusion in the face of the environment in front of her.

Then she saw the doctor she was familiar with in front of her, and saw her slightly bulging belly.

She thought about it for a while before she realized.

She went back to the time when Heian was not yet born and was still in her womb.

At that time, it was like this, this very good doctor was asking her and Brother Silly if they wanted to stay safe.

What he means is, not to stay.

But she and Brother Silly have to stay.

In the end, peace was left behind, and he was born, and then it was like that.

"Forget it, since you've decided to stay, then ......" The long silence probably made the doctor aware of their decision.

He also knows that this kind of person is the most stubborn.

To be honest, the decision to let them stay is not good for him, and it is even depleting his merits, after all, it is also a small life.

In four or five months, it has already taken shape.

It's like he's killing.

But he persuaded anyway.

Because he knows and has seen that this society is too unfriendly to people like Chunhua and Silly.

He doesn't want a child to face the darkness of society at such a young age.

In the future, I will even have to carry the old age of two disabled parents.

It was too bitter and too bitter for that kid.

However, he also gave his own advice, but it was the child's mother and father who made the decision.

"Don't."

Just as the doctor was about to get up and leave, Chunhua suddenly spoke.

The doctor thought he had misheard, after all, the two were looking forward to the arrival of the child and stubbornly wanted the child to stay.

"Don't want him to be born." Chunhua looked at the doctor and repeated word by word.

"Chunhua......" Ah Silly shouted next to him, very confused by Chunhua's sudden decision.

Chunhua turned her head to look at her husband and tried to express her meaning clearly, "Child, born, unhappy, unhappy, he will be very bitter and tired, he doesn't want to be born." ”

In the past 20 years, Ping An has been too bitter and tired, although she can't express it, she sees it in her eyes.

She remembered Ping'an's inferiority complex, grievances.

Remember the strength and weariness of peace.

Remember the helpless crying of peace.

Her peace is good, he is a very good child.

It was precisely because the peace was so good that she did not want to see such a good peace suffer and suffer again.

None of them are peaceful, and they don't know whether they are happy to come to this world.

They think it's happy, but in fact, it's not.

Since Ping An is not happy, let her fulfill Ping An's wish - let Ping An not be born. (End of chapter)