Ah was stunned, stunned in place, still holding his wife with one hand.

He didn't understand why Chunhua suddenly decided not to have children again, but he moved his mouth, and he still didn't say anything more.

The child is in the belly of Chunhua, whether to give birth or not, it should be decided by Chunhua.

Although, he is looking forward to the birth of a child, looking forward to a soft, laughing child coming to them.

The doctor here was also surprised by Chunhua's sudden change.

"Chunhua, have you really decided? Don't want this kid anymore? ”

"Don't." Chunhua's attitude is resolute.

Thinking of what Chunhua just said to Silly, maybe Chunhua listened to his words and realized that if the child came to this world, life would be very difficult, so she chose to give up the child.

"Okay, now that you've decided, let's have surgery, when are you going to have surgery?"

"Quick." Spring flowers mean that the sooner the better.

"Okay, then I'll arrange it, and I'll have surgery in the afternoon."

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The surgery is done in the afternoon, and the doctor also needs to prepare and arrange the surgery.

Silly waited in the hospital with Chunhua.

The two leaned quietly against each other and didn't say anything.

Perhaps this last silence is their last love for this child who is about to leave.

Silent, wordless love.

Leaving the child is love.

Giving up children is also love.

They just make choices that are better for the child.

So, they didn't speak, but their hands were quietly on Chunhua's stomach, and they were saying their final goodbyes to the child.

Little by little, time passed quietly.

"Chunhua, it's time for you to have surgery."

Soon, it was afternoon, and it was time for Chunhua to have surgery.

Because Chunhua's belly has been more than four months and almost five months, there is no way to use medication to abortion, so she can only induce labor surgically.

Facing such a cold operating room for the first time, facing a doctor in a white coat, Chunhua was full of trepidation and fear.

Subconsciously, she grabbed her husband's hand and shrank back slightly.

Although scared, Haruka did not propose not to have surgery.

"Don't be afraid, come in with me." The doctor said in a gentle voice.

Silly wanted to go in with him, but was stopped.

How can anyone else enter a place like the operating room, especially if Ah Silly is still an intellectually disabled person, let alone a person.

In case he is in a bad mood and is in a bad mood, it is likely to affect the operation.

Haruka patted the back of her husband's hand and pointed to the chair in the hallway, motioning for him to wait outside.

"Spring flowers, I'll wait, I'll wait."

"You want it, all right."

Under the comfort of Chunhua, Silly finally sat down nervously, like a schoolboy, put his hands on his knees, his back straight, and was very obedient and obedient.

And Chunhua followed the doctor in.

I changed my clothes, got the anesthesia, and lay down on the operating table.

Chunhua is semi-anesthetized, but her lower body can't feel it, and she can't move, but her consciousness is awake and her eyes are open.

Soon, the operation began......

Chunhua just opened her eyes and looked at the cold white headlights on the ceiling, distracted, not knowing what she was thinking.

In such a strange environment, she was the only one who had surgery for the first time, and Chunhua was undoubtedly afraid.

The cold white light reflected the fear and horror in the depths of her pupils.

But she gritted her teeth, didn't speak, didn't speak, didn't voice her fears.

She's a mom and she can't be afraid!

She's a mother, and mom has to be brave!

She is a mother, a mother who wants to work hard to fulfill her child's wishes.

Spring flowers, not afraid, not afraid.

She kept reassuring herself in her heart.

She encouraged herself like this, and even though her heart was beating wildly, her emotions gradually calmed down.

Time just ticked by.

She couldn't see what the doctor was doing, because she was anesthetized and didn't seem to feel anything.

Just waiting, waiting, and suddenly for a moment, she seemed to feel something in her body, as if it came out of her body.

At that moment, she was suddenly stunned.

His eyes were wide open and full of confusion.

Before she could figure out anything, her tears had already slipped down the corners of her eyes before she thought about it.

At that moment, Chunhua realized that she had already reacted.

What had been stripped from her body?

What is it that has flowed out of her body?

It's her child.

Be...... Peace.

Chunhua knows that the child is not born yet, and it will die if it leaves the belly.

She knew that the purpose of the operation was to let Ping An come out, to make Ping An ...... Not born.

"Peace, Mom has fulfilled your wish."

Chunhua's eyes were still wide open, and her pale and dry lips moved, but she didn't make any sound.

"Peace, you want to be happy, you want to be happy."

Whether you want to be born or not, mom has no other requirements as long as you are happy.

If you are born and come into this world, you will be happy, then Mom and Dad are looking forward to your arrival.

If, being born, coming into this world, is not happy for you, then don't be born.

In that way, you will be happy.

But, she couldn't bear it.

Such a good peace, she can't bear it.

But she fulfilled her wish for peace.

She knew that she was a stupid mother, and she couldn't do a lot of things for safety.

But now, she can finally do one thing for Ping An, or fulfill Ping An's wish.

So, the spring flowers are happy.

Well, she should be happy.

Chunhua, who was lying on the operating table, tears were still surging uncontrollably, but a smile was on the corner of her lips.

She smiled, laughed happily, even with tears in her eyes.

The doctor inadvertently glanced at Chunhua, and when he saw her crying and laughing, he was stunned and a little puzzled.

He shook his head.

Spring flowers, their thoughts, emotions, how can they be normal people.

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Chunhua had surgery inside, and for as long as she did it, Silly waited outside.

Until Chunhua was pushed out to the general ward to recuperate.

And the children who were not yet fully formed, at the request of Chunhua, the doctor also gave them.

Chunhua saw that there was not much time left, rested for an afternoon, and left the hospital in the evening.

Together with Silly, the child was buried.

It was the dilapidated yard where they lived, with a few large sunflowers.

The sunflowers are blooming just right this season.

Under the sunflowers, they dug pits to bury the children.

Chunhua stayed in place for a long time, until the last time came, and the figure gradually dissipated.

She looked at the sunflowers, and there was a smile on her innocent face.

Just wait for the morning sun to rise and the sun to fall on the sunflowers.

What is the flower language of sunflowers?

Be......

Silent love, unspoken love......

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