How could it be possible to let her go
The people who bullied her in the school were all offended by her, and Gu Shishu should be too.
He would sarcastically mock her as soon as they met, and later make things difficult for her, bully her, and pester her.
Even if it didn't hurt her substantially, but such an invisible thing was even more terrifying, she couldn't stand it, she was about to collapse.
Gu Shishu took a breath, as if an invisible big hand grabbed his heart, and it hurt so much that he couldn't breathe.
"No, no." He repeated, sitting on the edge of the bed and taking her in his arms, resting his head on the strands of her hair.
But how could he deny the explanation?
The unsightly things he wrote about her existed and could not be erased at all.
She was afraid, terrified of him.
"You didn't offend me, Xiaoqing, don't think about it, okay?" He said softly, for fear of disturbing his girl, "You promised me to live with me, didn't you?" Xiaoqing, you promised that you can't go back. β
He pleaded, trying to get her heart to soften.
The appearance of a low voice can indeed soothe people, and Shen Qingqing's expression couldn't help but be stunned.
She even thought that she could escape like this, to get rid of her heart that was pounding and pounding all the time.
However, it can't be at all, explicit text messages, his bad words, speculation and anger about the unknown in the alley, and from time to time they will appear in front of her.
Maybe one day it will be gone, but not now.
She couldn't bear it!
She thought for a while and said, "Gu Shishu, I didn't think about it, I won't lie to you...... I just think, our relationship is too fast, don't be so fast, don't you have to start holding hands to fall in love? Let's take our time......"
The clumsy lie, Gu Shishu could see through it as soon as he heard it, but he still believed it to himself, smiled lightly, and said, "Well, Xiaoqing, you are right. β
"You are meant to be mine, though. When we go to college, we'll be lovers, right? β
"Well, yes, yes......" Shen Qingqing hid the rejection in his eyes, his eyes were in a trance, and he nodded.
Gu Shishu was kind and seductive: "Well, Xiaoqing, be good." β
"Gu Shishu, I'm a little hungry."
"Okay, I'll go get some food." Gu Shishu touched her head and walked out of the room.
[Come on, host, the blackening value has dropped to 25, and it's very close to the target!] γ
Su Qingtang: No, these last points are the most difficult.
[Why?] γ
Shen Qingqing thought about it: The reason why Gu Shishu turned black was because I abandoned him, and now I still want to leave him, how can his blackening value go down?
[But, host, didn't you say that you want him to know that distance produces beauty?] γ
Shen Qingqing: Yes, distance produces beauty, so I was full of hardship at the beginning, and I didn't really want to abandon him. I chose to distance myself and fulfill the love that the two of us could not be together.
[Huh? What can't be together in love? The small tong was wrapped around and couldn't understand it.
Shen Qingqing concluded: In short, in my previous life, I hated the poor and loved the rich, and I was bitter!
γβ¦β¦γ
Shen Qingqing: Xiaotong, I think you have understood, I need to modify the settings!
Actually, I didn't understand it very well, but Xiao Tong still took the task with tears.
[Good host, it's just that I'm not as sensitive as the main system, and it may take a bit long for me to modify the settings......]
Shen Qingqing: Well, give you a year to give your small world, can you complete it?
[No problem at all, host, Xiaotong guarantees to complete the task!] γ
Shen Qingqing hugged the little robot with his cranial nerves: You are really my little baby!
γβ¦β¦ (shy face)γ
After eating in silence, Shen Qingqing sat for a while as if he had lost his soul, with a miserable and miserable expression.
Gu Shishu was a little distressed.
"Gu Shishu, I want to go to school in Γ Province next semester, can you send me there?" She said suddenly.
Stay with him for another summer vacation, and she'll leave.
How could Gu Shishu let her go?
"Xiaoqing, you don't have to transfer, I'll help you cancel the transfer procedures." Gu Shishu looked away from her face, ruthlessly, and said.
Shen Qingqing seemed to be greatly stimulated, and he couldn't suppress the temper of the eldest lady in his nature, so he lifted a soft pillow and smashed it on his body!
"Gu Shishu, why did you make a decision for me? You ......"
She began to sob, "Don't do this, don't revoke, which school I want to go to, you let me go......"
Gu Shishu held her thin shoulders and said word by word: "Wherever you go, I will follow, do you think I can't go into that school?" Xiaoqing, you are still very naΓ―ve. I'll tell you the truth, I can follow you effortlessly, so do you still want to go? β
Shen Qingqing's expression was stunned, and his hand hung down weakly.
She closed her eyes and said, "Forget it, I'm not going, you let me go back, anyway, where I go, you can find me, are you still afraid that I will run away?" β
Gu Shishu did not refuse again.
He did have self-confidence, and she couldn't escape his grasp.
was just a little unwilling: "Xiaoqing, didn't you say that you stayed here with me for a vacation?" β
Shen Qingqing shook his head and said, "We are still young, what do we live in!" Moreover, I regretted it, I hated it here, and I wanted to spend time with my dad and aunt. β
Is it, so?
Would she rather spend time with her relatives who only do superficial work than stay by his side?
Gu Shishu smiled bitterly, unwilling, but it was really not suitable, so he agreed: "Okay." β
The next day, he drove her back.
After such a fuss, Shen Qingqing was angry and ignored Gu Shishu for a summer vacation, Gu Shishu didn't push her anymore, he didn't dare to push people too hard.
This summer, Shen Qingqing was not idle.
She still remembered that Gu Shishu wanted to reimburse her tuition, and she didn't want to be entangled by him because she owed him money, so she had to draw a line anyway.
She went to find a summer job and saved a little money.
Time flies, and soon autumn begins, and a new semester begins.
Shen Qingqing frowned coldly, with distress in his eyes, and looked at the new question type of this semester on the table.
Gu Shishu observed her quietly, and suddenly spoke: "Xiaoqing, I don't want you to pay back the money, you can pay it back in another way." β
Shen Qingqing's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he said, "In what way?" β
Gu Shishu smiled: "Xiaoqing, we were admitted to university together, which is a very happy thing, so I want you to make up for me." β
"Make-up classes?" Shen Qingqing was surprised.
There was a long-lost anger in her calm and unwavering expression, and Gu Shishu was so soft that her heart was numb.
He nodded.
"Gu Shishu, don't make trouble, I will pay you back the money." Shen Qingqing said awkwardly, she felt that Gu Shishu was playing tricks on her again, he had such good grades, where did he need her teaching?
Gu Shishu rolled his eyes and said, "Xiaoqing, don't forget, I am the creditor." β
"You threaten me?" Shen Qingqing was angry again, "You still force me, right?" I obviously don't want to borrow money from you, okay? What kind of creditor are you, you are more deceitful than a loan shark! β
Gu Shishu was afraid that she would be stimulated again, so he hurriedly said: "No, Xiaoqing, I am kind, you believe me." β
Shen Qingqing had a cold face and did not speak again.
After school, Gu Shishu took her hand and took her back to the previous rental house.
He knew she would dislike it, but it was a place that held their memories, even if she didn't.
But for him, it means a lot.
Shen Qingqing glanced at him suspiciously: "Since you are not poor, why do you want to live here?" β
Gu Shishu's face did not change and said: "Maybe it's to pretend to be pitiful." β
Shen Qingqing was angry again by his natural attitude, not to mention, Gu Shishu lived here like a delicate prince in a fairy tale in distress, arousing the pity of others.
Wasn't she deceived by his appearance?
She threw down her schoolbag angrily and said coldly, "Didn't you say make up classes?" Don't waste time, I'm busy. β
Gu Shishu pulled the chair, and after sitting down, his eyes stared at her without blinking.
Shen Qingqing looked left and right, but couldn't find another chair.
She looked back suspiciously, and saw Gu Shishu patting her seat.
The chair can seat two people, but it must not avoid contact.
"You...... You're a scoundrel again! Shen Qingqing frowned and scolded.
Gu Shishu shook his head, extremely aggrieved: "Xiaoqing, there are no other chairs here." β
Shen Qingqing took back the book, put it in his schoolbag and wanted to leave.
Gu Shishu hurriedly grabbed her, held her with ten fingers, and didn't let her go.
He didn't want to mess with her anymore, so he compromised: "Okay, I'll find one for you, don't go." β
Shen Qingqing didn't dare to face him at all, but he still put down his schoolbag again.
In the end, he stayed.
said that it was for Gu Shishu to make up for the lesson, but in fact, it was Shen Qingqing who was made up. He will patiently point out the loopholes in the explanation to her, and the two of you come and go, but Shen Qingqing has benefited a lot.
After the end, Gu Shishu also settled her salary seriously.
If it had been in the past, Shen Qingqing would have been embarrassed, but she knew the true face of this pervert, and she deserved it.
She suspected that she had been with Gu Shishu for a long time, and her skin was a lot thicker.
Anyway, he threatened to force himself, and she didn't do it voluntarily at all!
The two have their own hearts and minds, and they ushered in their first harmony after the last summer vacation.
After some hard work, Shen Qingqing made rapid progress.
In the first monthly exam of the new semester, she was hovering around 50 in her grade, but this time she soared like a ladder and was admitted to the top 20, ranking 17th!
She was pleasantly surprised, of course, Gu Shishu contributed a lot.
But, she holds a grudge and can't easily forgive him!
The time of the third year of high school is busy and fulfilling, and in order not to leave regrets, students have to work hard once.
Gu Shishu still didn't choose to be escorted, the last time it was because of Zuo Xiaoqing, this time he didn't care, with his experience in two lives, college courses were no longer important.
He made up his mind to keep Zuo Xiaoqing by his side.
The two-day college entrance examination deprived Shen Qingqing of all his energy.
She doesn't joke about her future, but she can't help but waver in her heart.
She had been bewitched by Gu Shishu's gentleness and affection, but at the same time, she was a little scared of him.
After the college entrance examination, summer vacation.
At night, the two walked side by side on the road, and under the orange street lamps were the shadows of the birds, and the dust of the vehicles seemed to be swallowed up by the shadows, and they could not be found.
Gu Shishu stared deeply at the girl's side face, her white face and rouge-like lips in the moonlight were attracting him.
His heart was always throbbing.
After a few days of getting along, he got to know her better.
She is gentle and kind, and occasionally a little playful and unusually cute.
He even suspected that the so-called past life was just a nightmare, and now when he wakes up from the dream, he says that the dream is the opposite of reality, and perhaps, he is like this.
But he knew it wasn't.
He was fascinated by her, and he was relieved that moths to fire would not care even if they would be crushed.
That's how he loved her.
"Xiaoqing." He called.
"Huh?" The girl looked back, and the soft light of her eyes instantly dispelled the darkness in his heart.
"Do you like me? A little bit will do the trick. Gu Shishu asked, lowering his head, his earlobes turned red at this moment.
He knew that she was reluctant, that he was despicable, but he still couldn't help but hope that he could get her favor.
Shen Qingqing saw him like this for the first time, like the beginning of love, even if she didn't know if he was pretending to be a disguise, she still softened.
She was stunned, turned her head away from him: "How is it possible?" Don't think about it, how can I like such a pervert as you! β
"Then why don't you dare look at me?" Gu Shishu smiled, "Xiaoqing, you blush." β
When Shen Qingqing heard this, his mouth was extremely stiff: "Of course you are angry, don't comfort yourself." β
"It's okay, I just know." The young man lowered his eyes gently, and there was a little star-like light floating in his eyes.
"You like me, Xiaoqing, you actually like me as a pervert, you are also a pervert. We are the same, the most compatible. β
His tone tended to be stubborn, and the strong affection burned Shen Qingqing's face: "You, don't talk nonsense!" β
As she spoke, she covered his mouth.
Gu Shishu grabbed her hand, put it to his lips, and kissed it.
Shen Qingqing's face became even hotter.
[The actor's blackening value has decreased, and now the blackening value is 15! ] γ
"Xiaoqing, let's get along."
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When Shen Qingqing returned home, he was told that his father's condition had worsened again! She rushed to the hospital without stopping.
"Xiaoqing, my own body knows by itself, and I can't hold on for long."
People are about to die, their words are also good, the left father has been vigorous and resolute all his life, and now his temples are gray, and his heart is filled with regret and remorse.
He was ashamed of his daughter, and ......
Shen Qingqing's heart trembled, and he couldn't say anything: "Dad, don't talk nonsense, you'll be fine." β
"Xiaoqing, good daughter, don't cry." Zuo's father touched her head, "I called you today because I have something to tell you." β
Shen Qingqing wiped his tears and nodded.
The eldest lady who used to be arrogant and domineering has now transformed and looks a lot more mature.
Zuo's father was a little relieved, and through her face, which was similar to someone's, his expression became trance-like.
"Your Mother ......"
"Her death was not an accident."
"What?" Shen Qingqing was so surprised that he stopped crying, and he had an ominous premonition in his heart.
She remembers that her mother died in a car accident...... The perpetrator has not been found, and it has been ten years since the prosecution period has passed.
"When her body was found, it was humiliated to death, she ...... Die with a grievance or everlasting regret. β
"So, what about the murderer?"
"After police testing, it was the same person as the perpetrator of the car accident, a man named Gu Peng. Xiaoqing, if this person is caught in the future, you have to tell me. β
Shen Qingqing staggered out of the hospital, his little face pale and bloodless.
The words of the left father were still echoing in his ears.
She held on to the stone pier at the door, and sat down regardless of whether there was dust on it, and pressed her chest to breathe, almost in unbearable pain.
How so?
Gu Peng?
Isn't it Gu Shishu's father's name?