Please let him start from the beginning

"My dad went missing, and my mom went to a mental hospital."

At the time, he spoke of his family in a cold, uncaring manner.

Her heart softened a little. It has nothing to do with him...... Maybe he also lived in the shadow of his father?

However, he's a pervert, he has a criminal record.

She thought again.

It's scary.

Gradually, this fear turned into guilt for his mother.

She actually fell in love with the enemy's son.

Yes, she likes Gu Shishu.

His methods are not bright, but he is really gentle and meticulous, and he is very good to her and almost meticulous, even a girl can't help but open her heart, right?

What's more, he is so partial to himself and has helped her a lot.

She's tempted, and it's normal.

Fortunately, she is not deep enough to take it back.

The next day, when the girl walked into the rental house, her red and swollen eyes were like two lanterns, which looked funny and pitiful.

Gu Shishu couldn't help frowning: "Xiaoqing, what's wrong with you?" Ever cried? Don't worry, your grades must be good. ”

He thought she was struggling with her grades.

Shen Qingqing stepped forward, hugged him awkwardly, buried his head in his shoulder, and wet his shirt with tears.

This was the first time she had taken the initiative to hug him.

Gu Shishu's hand trembled and said, "Xiaoqing? ”

With a pain in his heart, he hugged her back, kissed her soft hair, and comforted her: "It's okay, it's okay, I'm here." ”

Shen Qingqing grabbed the fabric of his clothes on his back hard, and scratched them all wrinkled, as if he was enduring something.

"Can you tell me what's wrong?" Gu Shishu asked, how keen he was, he had already sensed that something was wrong with her.

Shen Qingqing leaned on his shoulder for a while, and his voice was flat: "Gu Shishu, let's break up." ”

"Gu Shishu, let's break up."

Overlapping with countless text messages from previous lives......

This sentence deeply touched Gu Shishu's nerves!

[Host, the hero's blackening value increases!! 】

Shen Qingqing turned a deaf ear.

"What did you say, Xiaoqing?" Gu Shishu was still very gentle, almost numbly asked.

"I said, let's break up." Shen Qingqing wanted to push him away, but found that he couldn't push him, and the difference in strength between the two was so obvious, "You remember, I said that I would get rid of you sooner or later." ”

Gu Shishu persuaded softly: "Xiaoqing, if you take back your words, I can treat it as if nothing happened." ”

"No, I've got to finish, I've already made up my mind." Shen Qingqing slammed it word by word, regardless of the spikes piercing him.

"I can't stand such days, in fact, I've always looked down on you, what are you? But how can a lowly man be worthy of me? ”

"You still threaten me and stalk me, why are you? Gu Shishu, who do you think you are? I'm disgusted with you, you're ......"

She couldn't say the next words.

Because Gu Shishu kissed her, she couldn't break free, as if she had fallen into a bottomless abyss with him, such a feeling was green and sad.

"Zuo Xiaoqing, let me ask you, what is the year you have spent with me?" After the kiss, Gu Shishu asked her in a soft voice, as if he hadn't heard her fierce scolding just now.

For a whole year, he didn't believe that she didn't have the slightest temptation.

In this life, it must be a different ending!

He didn't allow it, and in the end she still had to leave!

"I was threatened by you, I didn't do it voluntarily." Shen Qingqing said, there was a trace of unnaturalness in his eyes.

This poked Gu Shishu's sore spot, he shook his head, and looked at her persistently, as if he wanted to see her through thoroughly: "Xiaoqing, I don't believe it!" I don't believe you haven't had a little bit of a heartbeat! Don't push me, okay? Do you know that I can't do without you at all, do you want me to lock you up so you won't leave me? ”

Shen Qingqing was like a frightened bird for a moment: "You are crazy!" Gu Shishu, are you sick? ”

"Yes, Xiaoqing, I'm sick, I've been sick for a long time, what I said was true, I didn't joke with you, I thought about it many times and wanted to lock you up, but ...... I like you, I don't want to do that to you. ”

Tears slid down her cheeks and dripped into Shen Qingqing's palm, and she clenched and squeezed them apart.

Speechless for a moment.

Gu Shishu buried it in her neck, calmed down, and asked, "Xiaoqing, you still owe me money, do you want to repay the debt?" ”

"I'll ...... Give it back to you. Shen Qingqing cried, unable to cry.

Gu Shishu couldn't see her crying the most, he was so distressed that he hugged her and was silent.

"I don't want to do this either, I don't want to ...... like this," she said suddenly.

Gu Shishu grabbed something, his eyes became extremely dark, and after a moment of sharpness, he returned to the ancient well without waves.

"Xiaoqing, what happened? Tell me, do you have a hard time? He forced himself to calm down.

At this moment, he seemed to have cleared the haze and mist, and the bright moon was still in front of him, within reach.

[The hero's blackening value has decreased, and now the blackening value is 5 points! ] 】

There was no soft response in his ears for a long time, Gu Shishu's shoulders sank, and he looked down.

The girl was tired of crying, her red and swollen eyes were closed, and there were still water stains on her eyelashes. She leaned on his shoulder, like a young bird found a harbor, and fell asleep.

Gu Shishu hugged her to the bed, covered her with the quilt, and stared at her sleeping face for a long time with long and narrow eyes.

I don't know how long it took, he covered his face with his hands and buried his head in it, like a trapped beast.

"Xiaoqing, you were mine in your last life, in this life, in the next life, you are destined to be with me......" The paranoid voice echoed in the room, lingering for a long time.

Shen Qingqing: Huh? What did he say? The wind was too strong for me to hear.

[He said that you can only be with him in your last life, in this life, and in your next life. 】

Shen Qingqing raised his eyebrows: Please help me convey it, I'm sorry, it's impossible in the next life, after all, I'm going to the next world.

【……】

Regarding the truth about Shen Qingqing's threat to break up, Gu Shishu found out effortlessly.

She has a hard time.

At that time, Shen Qingqing was in a daze with the admission notice in his hand.

She almost couldn't believe that she was really admitted to the top 1 university in China!

In addition to the surprise, I thought of something again, and turned to melancholy.

After several changes in expression, they were all taken into Gu Shishu's eyes.

He took her hand and said aggrievedly: "Xiaoqing, let's not break up, okay?" Don't you want me to ......"

"Hmm." Shen Qingqing nodded dumbfoundedly.

She was already reluctant to leave him.

[The hero's blackening value has decreased, and now the blackening value is 0! ] Congratulations to the host for completing the task, the progress of the Black Moonlight Whitewashing Project has improved, continue to work hard, Xiaotong will advance and retreat with you! 】

Shen Qingqing: Huh? Black Moonshine Whitewashing Program? What is it?

[Host, Xiaotong has been renamed, from the Black Moonlight playing system to the Black Moonlight whitewashing system, and your mission plan has also been renamed......]

Shen Qingqing: Well, that's a good change. It's hard to hear, but it's practical.

【……】

Shen Qingqing: The mission is complete, do I still need to stay?

[In order to prevent the accident of the hero's blackening value rising again, the main system decided to let the host stay in this small world for a while.] 】

Shen Qingqing: How long?

[Probably, five years.] 】

Shen Qingqing frowned: What about five years from now?

[If the blackening value does not increase, the host will die after five years due to an accident.] 】

Shen Qingqing: It's a bit cruel.

[Yes, but we have to hurry up to the next world, or it's too late......]

The speed of time in small worlds varies, but they are all flowing, and if it passes too late, once the blackening value of a child of luck in a small world exceeds 100, it will cause an irreparable crisis!

Shen Qingqing lowered his eyes, and the corners of his mouth were reluctantly pulled.

[Host, don't be too sad......] Xiaotong is also a little sympathetic to the hero.

Shen Qingqing raised his teary eyes: What accident will I die for? Will it hurt? Isn't it good for me to die naturally......

【…… Host, you're pretty open-minded. 】

Shen Qingqing: Well, he wasn't my actor in the first place, but he had the original match, so I can't dismantle someone's official CP.

[......] How do you feel that the host has the attribute of a scumbag who is both a scumbag and a stand?

University opens.

Gu Shishu suppressed the urge to go to Shen Qingqing and gave her time to digest the miscellaneous things and clean up the turmoil and guilt in her heart.

Until Gu Peng was found and brought to justice.

Gu Shishu had a childhood shadow of being beaten and abused by his father, so he was so melancholy and autistic in his previous life, and although he can't now, he can't have any feelings for Gu Peng.

He treated him indifferently, not to mention that Gu Peng was still a heinous rapist?

He even disgusted himself for a moment, disgusted that he had the blood of such a criminal in his body.

When Shen Qingqing took the initiative to find Gu Shishu, he was washing his hands and almost rubbing his wrists to peel.

On the cold white wrist with blue tendons, there are red marks.

Seeing that her eyes hurt, she hurriedly stopped it.

The two reconciled.

Five years went by in a flash.

During this time, Zuo's father died of a serious illness, Zuo Manhua found out that her husband was raising a mistress outside, and quarreled with the other party for several days, and finally divorced, the two had two children, and the court sentenced one to one.

I heard that Zuo Manhua has recently been involved in gambling and his family property has been lost......

As for what happened after that, Shen Qingqing didn't have time to know.

Because she was hit by a car and died instantly.

Gu Shishu got the news and hurried to the scene, walking in a hurry, and his mobile phone fell to the ground.

He cried, but the blackening value did not rise.

He understood in this moment that she was free, and always had been.

It's just that his obsession trapped her, tormented her, and wrapped her breathless in the name of love.

She compromised because she loved him.

It's just that...... Does he have another life?

Will he be able to be reborn again and meet her again? She is still waiting for him, still the arrogant, arrogant and soft-hearted eldest lady of the Zuo family?

If there is, let him start from the beginning. This time, he is no longer despicable, and will love her with the most gentle young attitude.