"It's okay, Sister is just sleepy. Let's sleep with my mother. Ah Xue looked at her little sister and shook her head.

"That'...... Hungry ......" the little sister took two steps and walked back holding her stomach.

"Don't give the food to the little sister yet, you want to starve your sister to death." Jiang Minrou looked at Ah Xue like this, and the more she looked at it, the more angry she became.

She actually hates Ah Xue.

Hate before the end of the world.

After Ah Xue was born, she was originally very close to her son, and she liked Ah Xue more.

He said that Ah Xue was fragrant and wanted to sleep with Ah Xue.

But it's clear that her son slept with her before, saying that his mother was fragrant.

Her son used to pester her, but since she gave birth to Ah Xue, he has liked Ah Xue even more. Don't mom anymore.

And her husband.

Her husband likes to socialize very much, and before Ah Xue was born, he always socialized outside until midnight and did not come home, smoking and drinking......

But since there is Axue.

No matter how late it is, he has to go home, bury his head down, hug Ah Xue, and say that Ah Xue is his power bank.

Ah Xue said a bad word, and he no longer came back with the smell of tobacco and alcohol, except for necessary entertainment, he stopped drinking.

Ah Xue took the high school entrance examination, and the father and son were anxious as if they were something.

It's time to take leave and clean up, and get up early to make breakfast.

Especially the son, a high school student who was originally staying in the dormitory, actually ran home and went to school in order to make breakfast for Ah Xue.

Obviously, she called him so many times before to let him go to school, but he didn't want to. Ah Xue took a small high school entrance examination, and he ran back.

In his heart, his sister Ah Xue is more important than her mother.

Jiang Minrou knew that there was something wrong with her mentality, she had already tried hard to restrain herself, and even went to see a psychiatrist.

She's been working hard to change.

She tried to tell herself that this was her daughter, that this was her daughter, and that she could not be jealous.

She can't be jealous.

Later, it was indeed much better. Especially after the end times, she became pregnant with her little sister.

When she was pregnant, her husband and son often had to go out for supplies, and at this time, she would be afraid, afraid that something would happen to her husband and son.

At this time, Ah Xue will comfort her, give her hot water, tell her stories, tell her jokes, and divert her attention.

At that time, Jiang Minrou really regarded Ah Xue as her daughter, and she really thought that her illness was cured.

But all this was cut off when her husband and son died to save Ah Xue.

Her illness, not cured, became more serious.

She once again realized that in the eyes of her husband and son, Ah Xue was more important than their lives.

When they rescued Ah Xue, they didn't think of her at all, nor did they think of their little sister who was only a few years old.

Jiang Minrou cried for three days and three nights, and her hatred for Ah Xue also reached its peak.

She even took a knife and slashed at Ah Xue's neck.

But every time she wanted to use the knife, she remembered that these were the two lives of her husband and son.

She couldn't just kill Ah Xue, Ah Xue's life was saved by her husband and son.

She can't, can't kill Xue.

Even if she hates Ah Xue like this.

A mother hates her daughter so much.

Jiang Minrou knew that her illness had penetrated deep into her bone marrow.

Ah Xue's fingers moved, her head raised slightly, and she just looked at her mother.

Hate her mother.

Jiang Minrou was looked at like this by her, and her heart ached, and she avoided her gaze in embarrassment.

"Quickly give food to your sister, she's hungry. You, who are your sister, how can you be willing to watch your sister starve. ”

"Mom, I'm not really hungry, I'm sleepy, I'll fall asleep. When you fall asleep, you won't be sleepy. The little sister's little hand pulled Jiang Minrou's hand.

"Hungry is hungry, if you don't say you're hungry, your sister won't feel distressed." Jiang Minrou glanced at Ah Xue.

This glance, I don't know how much resentment she contains.

Ah Xue saw it, and her face was as usual.

The mother who gave birth to her hated her.

She knows.

At first, she was in pain.

She didn't understand, she was desperately looking for the reason why her mother resented her, she wanted to change, she loved Jiang Minrou, she loved her mother.

She thought it was because she wasn't good enough for her little sister, so she tried her best to be good to her little sister and desperately looked for supplies.

However, she later discovered that no matter what she did, her mother still did not like her as always.

Because her father, brother, died to save her, and her mother couldn't forgive her because of this.

She's so miserable, so painful.

But this kind of pain, as time goes by, and because she stays at the Hope Base for longer and longer, her pain seems to have faded.

It's so tiring.

She didn't have the energy to suffer anymore.

She was already so tired, and she really didn't have the energy to think about anything else in her head.

So be it.

It doesn't matter if you hate it or not.

At least, it's still together.

At least, her mother didn't think about killing her.

Her mother just hated her like that.

Hate is sometimes a kind of love.

Right?

"Take it. Eat less, it's tomorrow......" Ah Xue only felt exhausted.

Before she finished her words, Jiang Minrou took her little sister and turned out all the food left for tomorrow, and Jiang Minrou swallowed it herself while feeding her little sister.

After three or two clicks, I finished the food that should have been saved for tomorrow.

Ah Xue hadn't finished speaking, so she was stuck in her throat.

What can she say.

What else could she say.

After Jiang Minrou finished eating, she glanced at her, "Ah Xue, look at how hungry your little sister is, you still hide this bit of food." ”

Xue: "......"

Ah Xue didn't want to speak, she was tired, really tired.

She sometimes hated herself, why wasn't she the one who died in the first place.

Obviously, she could have died alone.

Why did Dad and Brother run back to save her.

Is there still a need for a person like her to live?

If Dad and Brother are still there, they will definitely not be careful because of a little bit of food, and they will definitely not let the little sister go to bed hungry.

They like Xiaomei so much, they will definitely let Xiaomei eat every day.

It's like her, it will only make the little sister cry hungry every day.

Ah Xue covered her stomach.

It's not like her, she's so busy every day that she can't even eat herself.

If only she were the one who died.

In this way, the mother should always love her, and not look at her with such hateful eyes.

If it weren't for raising her little sister, her mother would have wanted her to disappear in front of her eyes forever.

Ah Xue hooked the corners of her mouth a little self-deprecatingly.

It would be nice to live forever at the age of 16, and the repeated 16 years old is boring, but it is also very happy.

She was so tired, and although her stomach was still growling, Ah Xue was used to falling asleep with hunger.

She closed her eyes and fell asleep.

Jiang Minrou ate something, she didn't feel sleepy for a while when she had the goods in her stomach, she coaxed her little sister to sleep, and looked at Ah Xue, who had short hair and a dirty face, and the disgust in her eyes was almost overflowing.

Where did you go to play on the National Day, share your happiness with me.