Die, why did she live so long.

When will Ah Xue die?

If only Ah Xue's death could be exchanged for the lives of her husband and son.

Why?

Why?

Axue is living well.

Her husband, her son, and the two people she loved the most died because of Ah Xue.

When they die, do they only have Ah Xue in their eyes?

Why don't you think about her, don't think about your little sister.

Ah Xue fell asleep deeply, she didn't sleep well.

She dreamed, she dreamed of her father and brother, and at that time, she was still very happy.

She dreamed that on her birthday, her busy father, who pushed a lot of work, rushed back to celebrate her birthday.

My brother made a very large and beautiful strawberry cake with his own hands.

They sang her birthday songs, and she made a wish with her eyes closed.

But when she opened her eyes, her father and brother's faces suddenly shed bloody tears, and they were still singing birthday songs in their mouths.

Then, it was my mother's blame after blame.

"It's all you!"

"It's all you!"

"I blame you!"

"If it weren't for you! They won't die! Why aren't you the one who died? Why? ”

"You say! What qualifications do you have to live? What qualifications do you have? They're all dead! Why do you live! ”

"Why didn't you die!"

One after another.

Xue was awakened.

After waking up, by the moonlight, she looked at Jiang Minrou's face, slowly moved her hands and feet, and hugged herself.

She was also wondering why.

Why the hell?

How did she survive.

Ah Xue thought about it, and before she could think clearly, she fell asleep again.

No way, her body doesn't allow her to think too much.

She couldn't afford to think too much.

The next morning, Ah Xue went out hungry.

There is no food at home, of course there is no breakfast, but fortunately, she has always been hungry like this before, and she is used to it, but it is not particularly difficult.

This road, Ah Xue has walked many, many times, and she can walk right almost with her eyes closed.

She walked with her steps, expertly searching for food.

Today's harvest is not ideal, Ah Xue is not a particularly powerful ability, her ability is very ordinary, not powerful, and it is only reluctant to raise three people.

To be precise, it was very reluctant to raise her.

She also has to take care of her mother and sister again.

This is equivalent to dividing her already small amount of food into three portions, and she can only eat one portion.

I couldn't eat enough, but after I divided it, I couldn't eat even more.

Moreover, this kind of sharing is not evenly divided, every time, she eats the least portion.

Eat the least amount of food and do the heaviest work.

You won't starve, but you'll live hard.

Ah Xue didn't gain anything today, not at all.

She dragged her tired steps back.

As soon as she went back, she lay in bed, and Jiang Minrou, who stayed at home to take care of her little daughter, was still looking forward to her when she came back, but when she saw her lying on the bed as soon as she came back, she immediately understood that Ah Xue had no gain today.

Her face changed in an instant.

"It's so early, what are you doing when you come back? What about the food you bring? Not at all? ”

"Nope. I can not find. Ah Xue was face down, and her tone also revealed tiredness.

She couldn't find it.

There are so many people, so many people, and there are many people who are more powerful than her.

How can she fight for so many people by herself.

"Can't find it? If you can't find it, keep looking. What are you doing when you can't find it? Is it an eyesore? Ah Xue, my expectations for you are already very low, just bring some food back. But what about you, the food you brought before was getting less and less, and I didn't say anything about you. ”

"Until now, you haven't brought back even a single bit. If...... If your dad were with your brother, he wouldn't ...... I won't be able to bring anything back. Jiang Minrou said as she thought of her husband and son again.

She hugged her little daughter and sat on the ground, tears welling up in her eyes.

Since the death of her husband and son, she and her little sister have been starving every day.

Xue is not a person who can find food at all.

They followed Ah Xue and starved every day.

The little sister's nutrition is not good, and with Ah Xue, she can't eat anything.

If...... If her husband and son were still alive and hadn't died because they wanted to save Ah Xue, why would she and her little sister starve.

Jiang Minrou hugged her little sister and began to cry with a whin.

When the little sister saw her mother like this, she also started crying.

Xue: "......"

Ah Xue was troubled by their quarrel.

No, she already had a headache.

I had a headache a long time ago.

But it's not that she can't bear it, she's used to it, it hurts, and it won't affect anything.

But it hurts a lot to be noisy from them today.

Ah Xue knows that her mother is very good at crying.

In the past, my father and brother would coax her whenever my mother cried.

But now, she doesn't even want to coax herself, let alone coax her mother.

She doesn't have the heart, she doesn't have the strength.

So be it.

Her mother cried for a while and didn't want to cry.

Ayuki has experience.

No one coaxed, and crying was just a joke.

Sure enough, Jiang Minrou stopped crying after crying for a few minutes.

It's the little sister, who is crying breathlessly, crying all the time, crying all the time, Jiang Minrou can't stop coaxing after crying.

I cried until the end, and my voice was hoarse.

The little sister sobbed and shouted "sister" and "mother" in a much hoarse voice.

"I'm hungry."

Jiang Minrou's eyes were red, and tears fell again.

She glanced at Ah Xue hatefully, then turned her head and patted her little sister.

"Mom knows, Mom knows. But your sister is useless, she can't find anything to eat. Mommy's baby, Mommy I'm sorry for you. It's all my mother's fault, my mother shouldn't have given birth to my sister......"

Xue: "......"

Again.

Again.

When exactly is it going to be said.

The little sister is worthy of being the mother's daughter, so she doesn't deserve to be born, right?

She knew that her mother hated her, but she didn't expect that her mother would hate her like this.

Or maybe she knew, but she always didn't want to believe it.

She was still deceiving herself, telling herself that her mother actually loved her.

Mom just couldn't accept the death of her father and brother.

She has to be considerate of her mother.

She's an adult already.

She's an adult.

Be considerate of your mother.

But what to do?

She can't understand.

Isn't she used to it?

Why is it still heartbreaking every time I hear my mother say this?

Why?

She is so envious of her little sister.

She likes her little sister, but sometimes, she is actually jealous of her little sister.

Jealous of the little sister getting her mother's liking.

Mom likes her little sister so much, and she is willing to spend time with her little sister.

Sometimes, she shouldn't have gone out.

As soon as she appeared, her mother, who was originally smiling at her little sister, would be very unhappy, and her face changed.

Perhaps, she shouldn't have lived.

Why wasn't she the one who died in the first place?

Why dad and brother?

She has no father and brother, and no mother.

Right now......

It seems that even the little sister is gone.