Gu Jingrui was born in a complex family, and was under the high-pressure blow from his father from childhood to adulthood, so he went to an ordinary school in high school, and he was beaten in exchange.

But seriously, he really likes this ordinary environment, because there is not so much pressure, and there are no cram classes that cannot be attended every day.

When I first saw Xia Lichen, I only remembered that she was looking for something in a hurry, and she didn't pay attention to it and crashed directly into her arms.

At that time, he felt that the girl in front of him who looked delicate and quickly said sorry when he bumped into himself was very special, and after a simple inquiry, he found that she was still in the same class as himself.

It was probably then that he noticed her, but the novelty quickly dissipated, after all, he would be picked up by the housekeeper after school every day, and he would not have more free time like the rest of the class.

And what really made him notice the girl was that time she had an argument with another female classmate with a red face for a girl in the class, and yelled that if the other party bullied someone again, she would tell the teacher.

At that time, he was really shocked by the scene in front of him, because he had never seen a girl with such a strong personality since he grew up so much, and after the quarrel, she was so gentle to comfort the bullied girl.

His heart was violently touched, and a voice kept telling him that he wanted to get close to her, and he wanted it very, very urgently!

But she was such a cruel person, so he once thought that except for girls, it was really impossible for someone like him to have anything to do with her.

In this way, for a long time, probably before the third year of high school, he could only silently pay attention to Xia Lichen.

And the opportunity is also in the beginning of the third year of high school, the girl who was bullied before has been playing well with her, but I don't know why, the new semester has not come.

This was a surprise to him, but it seemed like an opportunity had come for him.

Because he had finally found an opportunity to communicate with her generously, whatever the reason, it would be nice to be able to talk to her, he thought.

But Xia Lichen's whole mood was very weird, and he didn't want to answer his question at all, and he was sarcastic to himself.

This was also a setback in his life, so Gu Jingrui was also very angry afterwards, and he couldn't understand why she refused to talk to him, but their previous communication was too little, so the more he was like this, the more anxious he became.

Finally, even if it was on her back, she suspected that she was in love with that girl, and he had to pester her over and over again as if he was obsessed.

It's just that after his private detective finally found out what was behind it, he stopped this entanglement.

Gu Jingrui could swear that at that time, he was definitely sorry for Xia Lichen, but for some reason, every time he saw her indifferent face, the more uncomfortable he became, and the more he wanted to be angry with her.

This kind of mood has been accompanied by his high school graduation night until the night of his senior year of high school, his mood has been very low, and he was even scolded by his father for being distracted during dinner.

Back in the room, he looked at the high school graduation photo on the table stupidly, and he was a little fascinated.

It was also after that night that he did not hesitate to spend a lot of money to let his people secretly take a lot of daily photos of Xia Lichen, and even the university she would go to in the future was found by him.

His father hoped that he could study abroad, but the consequence was that he was more obsessed with choosing a school than in high school, that is, to go to the same university as Xia Lichen.

Even this time, he relied on a hunger strike for a week after his father's outbreak.

But no matter what, he still won, for which the eldest brother has mocked himself many times openly and secretly, but he ignores these, he just wants to see her too much, no matter what the reason!

But when he finally found her, her attitude towards herself was still cold, as if she was some kind of beast to her.

Even if she took the initiative to talk to her, she would seem to deliberately keep mentioning the girl named Su Yarou.

knew that there had been such a change in their family, so his attitude was much better this time, but he just couldn't get used to seeing why Xia Lichen was always unforgiving, so in order to be angry, she could only make mistakes.

will deliberately mention Su Yarou in front of her, and even deliberately pretend that he really likes that girl very much.

Although Gu Jingrui didn't know why he did that, since he found out that every time he mentioned her, Xia Lichen would show an expression that seemed to be delicious, and he would secretly be very happy!

It's just such joy that he never thought that he would suffer so much in the next ten years.

I don't know when a man named Chen Shaohua appeared in her life, and at first he didn't take that man seriously at all.

Because they are the two major families in Maple Leaf City, he knows better than ordinary people that the only son of the Chen family has a very serious congenital disease, and insiders even rumor that he will not live to be twenty-five years old.

But why...... Later, he and Xia Lichen were still together! It's just that at that time, he still didn't recognize what his feelings were for Xia Lichen.

Is it the only ripple he stirs up in the high-pressure situation of living at home, or is it the funniest girl he's ever seen since he's grown up? He didn't understand.

For a long time afterward, he could only watch the two of them look so happy on campus from a distance, and sometimes it even sounded in his mind, Xia Lichen also said that he came to this school to be closer to Su Yarou, but his eyes were never on the girl.

So, Gu Jingrui kept looking at it from afar, like a third party who had peeped into other people's happiness, knowing that Xia Lichen didn't belong to him, but even if he looked at it from afar, he felt better.

Although this behavior is also very much like a pervert, he does know everything about them.

Not to mention before, because he was eager to know everything about Xia Lichen, he even heard her say in Su Yarou's mouth that the person Xia Lichen liked in high school was himself......

At that moment, he was rarely lost for a long time, he was happy and even more indescribably sour, and he couldn't even close his eyes all night.

So when I see those two together, of course, it will be very unpleasant, and I almost have the urge to tear everything up.

But no matter how uncomfortable it was, in those two years, they were still the same happy.

It's just that time confirmed that Chen Shaohua's body does have problems.

And he learned before Xia Lichen that someone's congenital heart disease had reached the point where he had to undergo surgery to change his heart.

In order not to let her continue to be kept in the dark, he wanted to tell Xia Lichen the truth when school started, but the result was that Xia Lichen accused himself again like crazy.

He was also mad, but he really didn't know anything about the rest of the matter, only that Chen Shaohua died on the operating table in the end.

Sad? He and Chen Shaohua are not related, and he really doesn't feel anything, but when he thinks that Xia Lichen will be sad because of Chen Shaohua's death, he can't persuade himself.

After graduating, he was arranged by his father to be under the hands of his eldest brother, the brother he hated the most since he was a child.

Although he still dreamed about her many times when he dreamed back in the middle of the night, after going through this, he was already planning to let go of her.

Then when he may be thirty years old, he obediently obeys his father's arrangement and marries a woman who is beneficial to the family instead of his beloved.

It's just that to his surprise, after Chen Shaohua's incident, he had already planned to forget about Xia Lichen, a woman, but she reappeared in front of him again, and this time she was also working in Gu's.

But even though the two are very close, the relationship still hasn't made much progress, and it was he who got the opportunity later, so the relationship with Xia Lichen slowly eased a lot, and it also made sense of many misunderstandings before.

In addition, in the summer vacation of his sophomore year, Xia Lichen also went to his own child who had the least sense of existence in the Gu family, Gu Yan worked as a special tutor, although that experience was also not very good.

However, Xia Lichen has completely regarded him as a bad person since that time, but she doesn't know that she also found out about this by accident, after all, it was just a task arranged by her father, and he had to do it.

In the end, perhaps it was because he saw Xia Lichen's desperate grief when he saw Chen Shaohua who came back from the dead, that he finally understood, it turned out that he had been thinking about her for so many years because he loved Xia Lichen......

It's a pity that he understood it too late, and without even realizing it, he and Xia Lichen had missed it for almost ten years.

The only thing that can be fortunate is that although Chen Shaohua faked his death before, he lost his memory after the operation, so Gu Jingrui understood, and this was also his last chance.

followed her desperately, wanting to make up for the sadness and regrets of the year, no matter how much Xia Lichen hated himself this time, he didn't want to let go easily.

Finally, perhaps it was such a heart that touched the heavens, and the moment he heard Xia Lichen say he was willing, he was so happy that he was about to faint.

Even if she only wanted to get shelter, so she replied to his proposal, but he didn't care, because he firmly believed that love could be cultivated slowly.

He began to arrange everything in her life for her like a qualified husband, caring for her in every detail, just hoping that she could fall in love with her again as she did back then.

And on the day of the engagement, he also specially sent an invitation to Chen Shaohua, who had lost his memory, not for anything else, but to find a breakthrough for the long-term grudge in his heart.

At the same time, I also imagined that Chen Shaohua proved that even if she still didn't fall in love with herself, then he, Gu Jingrui, would give Xia Lichen the best he thought was everything.