Chapter Eighty-Four: I'm Your Best Choice
Lin Yu withdrew his hand suddenly.
She looked at the young man in front of her in disbelief, vaguely sensing that the other party's mental state was very wrong.
Li Ying...... It's really as simple as a lack of love...... Is it?
She couldn't help but whisper, "Are you a pervert?" ”
The word pervert is not common these days, but Li Ying literally understood what she meant.
"I'm different from ordinary people, Ah Yu knows."
He said it was like his own appearance, not just his own appearance.
Lin Yu said angrily: "You think I don't dare to kill you!?" ”
She pounced on her and grabbed Li Ying's neck.
Li Ying did not resist, and was pushed back by her, and fell on the bed with a muffled sound.
Lin Yu pressed on his body, exerting all his strength, and seeing that the skin exposed on his upper body began to redden, he knew that he had begun to lack oxygen.
It is human instinct to survive, but Li Ying closed her eyes, not caring about life and death, but showed a smile, her expression was calm and serene.
He said he wanted to die at her hands. If death is not punishment for him at all, then killing him as he wants, is revenge still revenge?
For a moment, Lin Yu was a little confused.
Her three tragic deaths were painful because she couldn't get what she wanted, because everything she had was taken away from her, because she wanted to live but had to die.
What about Li Ying? How would he be in pain?
What does he want? What would be more uncomfortable for him to be taken away from him than to die?
He wants people to love him wholeheartedly.
So what can he be taken away?
Lin Yu didn't have much strength - if she wanted to strangle an adult male with her bare hands, even if she had the determination, she didn't have the ability. Fang Cai tried his best to pinch in anger, and he had exhausted his greatest strength, but he couldn't maintain it in the follow-up, so he had to relax his strength.
In the first life, she disobeyed her family and was forced to drink poisoned wine and died;
In the second life, she obeyed the family arrangement and married the crown prince. But in such a high position, you either become a chess player to manipulate others, or you are treated as a pawn in the way and need to be swept away. If you have no power, you will be wrong, and if you have no power, you should die;
In the third life, she was already trying her best to get out of the third way, and she did not hesitate to be named a princess, married Beirong and her relatives, and finally died in the power conquest.
She doesn't have much power to choose, and in this life, she has tried her best to borrow power to choose Li Ying and persist until now.
And it wasn't until this moment that Lin Yu realized that this time, he might have provoked one of the craziest people.
The most poisonous mastermind behind the scenes will appear in the most harmless appearance of humans and animals.
In the previous three lives, whether it was Chen Ci, Zhu Rongzhan or Cangtao, she could understand their thoughts.
Some of them are strict and self-controlled, advocating the way of a gentleman; Some are arrogant and capricious, but follow the way of kings; Some are ambitious and practice the way of the hegemon, but they are still within the scope of normal people.
Li Ying, Lin Yu couldn't guess his thoughts.
The man was too twisted for her to understand.
Lin Yu finally let go of his hand.
Li Ying opened her eyes, revealing a hint of disappointment.
Lin Yu couldn't help but scold again in his heart: Perverted!
She said with a cold face: "I still have something to ask you, you are not allowed to die." ”
Li Ying said softly: "Okay." ”
"I was assassinated last night, and the murderer is said to be Tang Chun, who escaped from your mansion. Do you have anything to do with Tang Chun? ”
Li Ying did not answer positively: "I already know about this matter, I will deal with it." ”
"What do you do?"
"If Ah Yu wants, I will have his head cut off for you. But he's not Tang Chun. ”
"Who wants heads!"
Li Ying hurriedly said: "Ah Yu doesn't want it, I won't give it, don't be afraid." I'm just afraid that Ah Yu wants a token and I'm sure he's dead. ”
"I didn't see his face, how do you know who you killed?"
"It's him."
Lin Yu looked at him.
"Are you so sure because he's your man?"
“…… Be. ”
"Why did your people kill me? You're going to kill me? ”
Li Ying hurriedly said: "It's not me!" ”
"Then why did your assassin kill me?"
Li Ying was silent.
There aren't many people close to him, and it's easy to guess who has this right.
Lin Yu said: "It's your nurse." ”
A hint of pain appeared in Li Ying's eyes.
"You say that I am important to you, and that someone wants to kill me, but you only use assassins, then it means that the person who ordered me is also important to you. So you only kill the assassin, but you don't move her. ”
He argued: "She ordered the Assassin to intervene, but before it could be done, she got rid of the Assassin with her own hands, and she could no longer obey the public, and no one would ever listen to her orders." ”
"Yes, you think that's enough," Lin Yu said, "I'm fine anyway, and I'm not dead, right?" Then I want to ask, if his assassination is successful, what if I die? ”
Li Ying did not answer.
"You may feel pain, you may regret it, but I'm afraid you won't kill yourself to stay with me, right? Without me, only the Li family needs you. You will continue to contribute to the Li family and plan how to snatch Zhu Rongzhan's crown prince. It's the same world you dream about. Lin Yu chuckled: "You keep saying that you are willing to give me your life, why don't you speak now?" ”
"My life was raised by a nurse. I'm willing to give it to you, but I can't let her get hurt. ”
Lin Yu said sarcastically: "You are still a loving and righteous person? ”
Li Ying asked rhetorically: "Isn't there such a person in Ayu?" Someone who values, cherishes, wants to protect? For me, you and the nurse are the most important people to me, and I want to protect them at all costs. ”
In an instant, a lot of memories poured into Lin Yu's mind.
Chen Ci's gentle eyes, Cangtao's hearty smile, and Zhu Rongzhan's aggrieved face......
In the end, she said coldly: "There used to be." ”
What used to mean is that it's no longer there.
"You don't want to be a fool." Lin Yu said: "If I kill you, how will the Li family let me go?" How could they let the Lin family go? ”
Li Ying sighed softly, and her tone was pitying: "Ah Yu can't even kill someone." ”
Lin Yu said angrily: "Are you mocking me? ”
"No, it's just...... It's a pity to call me pity. ”
She rested for a while, her strength recovered a lot, and when he was so angry, she pressed her whole body again, choked Li Ying's neck, and glared at him.
"Why are you telling me this? Do you dare to tell me all that I won't denounce you if I'm right? ”
"I said that I wanted to die at the hands of Ah Yu. If Ah Yu denounces me, I will be killed. ”
"You're dead, and what about your dead soldiers?"
"They have their own place to go."
Lin Yu was silent for a moment: "So if I kill you, I won't get anything but get into trouble, and I may be retaliated against by your subordinates." ”
"What does Ah Yu want?"
Lin Yu stared at him and said, "You should have guessed it, I know what you dreamed about." ”
In front of Zhu Rongzhan, she could still stay calm and pretend that she didn't know the past, but she couldn't calm down in front of Li Ying, and he could naturally see it.
He let out a low "um".
"But I didn't choose Zhu Rongzhan, but tried my best to get rid of him."
“…… Well. ”
"So you tell all your secrets...... Are you telling me, can you help me? Even if it's against the crown prince? ”
"The nurse just said that the pursuit of your sweetheart must show your strengths, I ...... Just gave it a try. ”
He exposed all his weaknesses in front of Lin Yu, as if he was at her disposal, but at the same time, she also knew how terrible he was.
It was fearful to walk with him, but he exuded such obedience that he soothed her possible fears;
At the same time, he will make Lin Yu understand that if he becomes his enemy, it will be even more terrifying.
Stay, be protected by him.
Or leave, the future is unpredictable.
How can there be such a person.
His obvious weakness is incomprehensible, but it can make people lose the courage to leave him.
He said, "I want to die at your hands." ”
But everything he does is saying, "You want me to die, I can die." But I know your situation, I know what you want, and if you keep me alive, I can help you. ”
You can't live without me.
You can't kill me.
Because I'm your best choice.
(End of chapter)