No.

Li Ying is alive now, and it is indeed more helpful to her than to die, but she is afraid of this, marrying Li Ying and being protected by him is by no means the best choice.

Lin Yu's hand was still pressed on his neck, and she tightened her strength and said, "I want to see that assassin." ”

Li Ying's speech suddenly became difficult: "Hmm...... For...... Why? ”

"He is very skilled, such a powerful person, it is not easy to cultivate. He was originally a knife, someone used it to kill people, and the murderer did not die, but let the knife die, what is the reason? ”

The Assassin was able to fight Cangtao and escape under his men. Although it is due to the unfamiliar terrain, it is already very powerful.

Kill Li Ying, whose hands will these dead soldiers fall into? No matter who takes it over, it will not be inherited by Lin Yu.

But if Li Ying is alive and says that she is willing to do everything for her, then she may get involved in this right.

In her three lifetimes, what she lacked most was the strength to protect herself.

For example, now, Lin Yu is extremely short of a high-strength guard.

She used Cangtao to contain Zhu Rongzhan before, but now Cangtao can sneak into the Lin Mansion casually, and enter and exit her courtyard as if entering a no-man's land, Lin Yu must have someone who can stop him.

It is impossible for her to ask Zhu Rongzhan for someone, only Li Ying has someone available here.

The dead soldier has been abandoned by Li Ying and the nurse, it is really embarrassing, the pawn that others can kill at will, but for Lin Yu, it is a precious resource.

Li Ying sighed: "Then let's call the nurse in like this?" ”

Lin Yu was bored and said, "Less nonsense! ”

Li Ying obediently stopped talking, he stretched out his hand, there was a thin rope at the head of the bed, hidden in the curtain that was tied, he pulled it gently, and there was a bell sound outside.

In front of the nurse, Lin Yu is always bad at continuing to pinch him, their relationship is as close as a mother and son, Li Ying is willing to be hurt by her, it doesn't mean that the nurse can also watch him be hurt, and it will only be Lin Yu who will suffer at that time.

She let go of her hand with a cold face, and the nurse pushed the door in, and when she saw the situation in the room, she couldn't help but be stunned.

Li Ying was disheveled, her shirt had been removed, and she collapsed on the bed, her hair scattered.

Lin Yu pressed on his body, this posture, no matter who saw it, would feel that it was not suitable for outsiders to disturb.

But Li Ying is still injured?!

But when he thought about this position, he didn't have to move his shoulders......

She was thinking that it could be ...... Could it be that he accidentally touched it, and was about to withdraw quickly, Li Ying, who was already slightly weak, said, "Bring Shu Yin." ”

The nurse was taken aback: "Childe?!" ”

"It's okay, Ah Yu wants to see you."

The nurse was shocked, I don't know how Lin Yu could know about the dead man, could it be that the son even told her this? But isn't this exposing his weaknesses and handing over his net worth and life!?

But seeing Li Ying's calm expression, she didn't believe that he would be controlled by Lin Yu, so she was afraid that he had other plans.

With her trust in Li Ying, the nurse withdrew with an unpredictable expression.

Looking at her distant back, Lin Yu suddenly asked, "Is she Tang Chun?" ”

Li Ying smiled: "How could Ah Yu think so?" ”

Because everyone thought that Tang Chun was a man, but they couldn't be arrested.

The various script-killing routines that she had played before the crossing flashed quickly in Lin Yu's mind, so that compared to the ancients, she "opened her brain" and noticed a lot of dead ends in her thinking - for example, maybe Tang Chun was a woman.

Although Zhu Rongzhan had sent people to visit Tang Chun more than ten years ago and forced him to become a seriously injured soldier, who knows if they had seen Tang Chun's face.

Did Tang Chun wear a face towel? Covered? Will it be easy to seem?

Is it possible for a man to dress up as a woman, or a woman to dress up as a man? And the government only stares at the male search, and "he" becomes a woman, so he can hide from the world?

Lin Yu said firmly: "It's her." ”

Li Ying looked at her and didn't speak.

His attitude says it all. He said that there were only two people who were most important to him, one was Lin Yu, so he didn't want to lie to her, and the other was a nurse, so he couldn't tell Lin Yu the truth.

He could only be silent. Silence is the answer.

"If I kill you, you'll be happy. If I kill your nurse, you'll suffer. ”

Li Ying showed a helpless smile, he looked at her, like looking at an ignorant child: "You killed me, I was willing, but if you do it to her, it will only be you who will die." ”

"If I'm going to kill her, and she's going to kill me, who are you going to help?"

"Nature will help you."

"Because I can't kill her, you naturally have to protect me from being killed by her?"

Li Ying smiled bitterly.

Lin Yu asked again: "Do you care so much about me because of my sincerity to Zhu Rongzhan?" ”

"In my dreams, I was indeed extremely envious, but before I dreamed, I was already happy with Ayu."

"Aren't you surprised?"

"What's weird?"

"I did it again, but I left Zhu Rongzhan. Why do you think so? ”

"Ah Yu thought that he was abandoned by him and victimized by him."

"Then you said that Zhu Rongzhan didn't fail me, aren't you afraid that I will return to him?"

Li Ying looked at her gently and said, "Then Ah Yu won't stay here at the moment, tell me this." ”

"What do you think it's for?"

"Because Ah Yu wants to live freely, and the prince's side is too constrained and too dangerous."

“…… Then you won't be disappointed? My sincerity is nothing more than that. ”

"Ah Yu guarded him for a lifetime, and even his life was gone, which should be enough. I just thought that if Ah Yu is willing to stay by my side, I hope that in the future, Ah Yu will think of her choice and think, 'Fortunately, I chose Li Ying'." ”

"Do you think I kept him for the rest of my life, is it sincere?"

Li Ying looked at her confusedly.

"The image you like of Zhu Rongzhan is just me in your fantasy. I will never give up on Zhu Rongzhan, just for myself. ”

"I don't understand ......"

"I refuse to leave Zhu Rongzhan, just because there is no other place to go, you think too much, I don't have the sincerity you want."

Li Ying looked at her in a daze, and the crimson color that had already faded gradually blurred under his eyes.

"That means ......"

Lin Yu thought he was disappointed after being disillusioned, but he didn't expect Li Ying to cry, but said bitterly: "That is to say, if I show my face like now, Ah Yu will not be disgusted with me...... If at that time, I told Ah Yu that Ah Yu had a better place to go, would Ah Yu probably come with me? ”

"Maybe. Look at me this time, didn't I take the initiative to fall in love with you? Lin Yu was stunned, he didn't expect the angle he cared about to be so strange. She laughed at herself: "I misunderstood Zhu Rongzhan a lot before. For example, he thinks that he really loves my maid, and I am just a shield for his sweetheart. ”

Li Ying was silent, but his expression was painful as if Lin Yu had stabbed him in the heart.

Lin Yu: "......"

She really couldn't understand what Li Ying was thinking.

He would be suffering because of such a thing?

Because with her missed?

Does he want to be sincere?

But her "sincerity" is just a helpless compromise.

"So...... If you don't have the sincerity you want, do you still want me to stay with you? ”

Li Ying: "Hmm. ”

His face was pale, and he didn't seem to have recovered from the pain of them missing a lifetime and finally killing Lin Yu with his own hands because of his cowardice.

"I knew that sincerity was rare, and I never dared to force ......"

Lin Yu looked at him, sometimes, she felt that he was incomparably strong, and sometimes she felt that he was incomparably weak.

It is true to be strong, and it is true to be weak.

It's true that you want to die in the hands of Lin Yu, and it's true that you want her to stay by your side.

Sincerity is true, simplicity is true, and shyness is true.

Indifference is true, scheming is true, and indifference to life is also true.

(End of chapter)