"Xiao An, the person I once loved deeply, forget me, just take it as if everything we have is a dream." Xiao Mengxin.

"A dream, a dream." I burst into tears, my body trembled, I was trembling and muttering to myself, and I gradually shouted frantically, "A dream, a dream, Xiao Mengxin, do you treat everything we have as a dream?" Is everything we experience just a dream? ”

I threw the paper in my hand into a ball, slammed it against the wall, and roared angrily out of the window, "Xiao Mengxin, you are not human!! ”

"Ah!!h

Suddenly, I screamed in horror, and the blazing yang qi that was originally fused into Xiao Mengxin's body began to disappear rapidly.

Xiao Mengxin's aura was fading rapidly, as if the last traces of her remaining in my body were about to be erased.

"Nope." I cried out, and a fear I had never felt before, and my heart ached as if it had been cut in half.

"Ahhh I screamed in pain, fell on the bed, clutched my heart and rolled all over the bed, the flow of hot yang energy in my body was like a blade cutting my heart in half.

After a while, it was like a king-sized needle piercing my heart to drain my blood, and the pain was beyond human endurance.

"Ahhh I shouted angrily, and my heart tingled so violently that I rolled all over the bed, my body convulsed, and my whole body was sweating profusely.

"Ahhh I really can't understand why Xiao Mengxin's sudden goodbye caused me such serious consequences.

Why did it cause so much pain in my heart, it hurt even in my head?

I was spasming all over my body, my eyes were black, I was screaming, I wanted to faint at the moment, but every time I was in a coma, I would wake up again.

"Ahh I was crying out for Zen in my heart, and the desire to survive was strong, and at this moment I felt terrible, and I felt like I was going to die of pain.

However, Zen didn't make any sound, and let me roll around in pain in bed, and I couldn't even stand it anymore, and began to bang my head against the wall.

I rolled out of bed to the ground and tried to get up and go to the hospital, but I didn't take a few steps before I fell to the ground with my eyes blackened, and I rolled from side to side clutching my heart and head in pain.

A monstrous hatred gradually filled my mind, and I gritted my teeth and shouted viciously, "Xiao Mengxin, you are not human, you are not human..."

All of this now is thanks to her, and if I continue like this, I may really die of pain.

I clutched my heart and gasped violently, staggered to my feet, threw myself on the bed, gritted my teeth and endured the pain, and screamed from time to time.

I thought it would hurt to death, but as the hot yang qi in my body passed more and more, the heart-rending pain was gradually relieved, causing me to stop yelling.

But the stinging pain in my heart would make me convulse occasionally, and I don't know how long it took, until the sky was dark, and the pain in my heart was relieved a lot.

But it was only relieved, and the dull pain was still there, like 10,000 ants lying in my heart, gnawing at my flesh.

It's bearable, but it's really painful.

At this moment, my whole body was wet with sweat and my body collapsed.

And his face was full of tears.

I looked at the ceiling with blank eyes, and the figure of Xiao Mengxin lingered in my mind.

I will love for a while, hate for a while, two extreme emotions torture me, almost to death.

"Why, why..."I muttered to myself in a trembling voice, "Xiao Mengxin, you just left, just left, you said, everything about us is just a dream, and let me forget you." ”

"But, do you know how much I love you, how can you be so ruthless, let me forget it as a dream, how can I easily forget!" I trembled and groaned, and shouted at the window again, "Xiao Mengxin, you are a liar, a naked liar." ”

Her handwriting, like a knife, kept stirring in my mind.

She said that she couldn't understand our relationship, so she didn't feel appropriate, so she abandoned me, and even said her criteria for choosing a mate, saying that she had to be the right person and find a better man than her.

To put it bluntly, isn't it just that I dislike that I have no money, and the so-called right family is not just disgusted with my rural background?

To put it bluntly, she was saying that I didn't deserve her at all, which pierced my heart deeply, and I hated it.

I hate me, my whole body trembles!

"Xiao Mengxin, you are so ruthless!" I clenched my fists, and I couldn't believe that she had left so suddenly and without warning.

However, I really couldn't understand why she would have dated me if she hadn't thought about being with me, why she had bought me a dress and a big brother of 36,000.

Why did you roll the sheets with me again and say so many sweet and romantic words.

If she didn't want to be with me, why didn't she say it earlier and leave me early, but she abandoned me cruelly after having everything romantic with me.

If she had clearly distanced herself from me when we met, and clearly said that we were not suitable, I might not have been so sad.

But she rolled the sheets with me, told me to go to her parents, and finally abandoned me, which was equivalent to causing me 100,000 tons of damage.

Because, the love is deep, and the hurt is true!

"Xiao Mengxin, you play people, you play me, you liar." I looked out the window and shouted madly, "You liar, I hate you, I hate you, hahaha..."

I laughed like crazy, and I realized that I was the most ridiculous person in the world.

I actually went home happily and told my grandma and grandfather, saying that I was going to see Xiao Mengxin's parents, and that we were going to be together.

I was still foolishly fantasizing about our bright future, fantasizing about where the marriage would take place, fantasizing about us sitting on the reef together watching the sunset, and then hugging each other and saying I love you.

I still fantasize about how many children we will have after marriage, and we will have the names of the children in mind.

It turned out that all this was really my fantasy.

As beautiful as the fantasy is, the hope and happiness are as strong as the happiness.

Then, how disappointed and painful it will be when all these dreams are shattered.

Before, I was like a white-feathered finch soaring happily in the sky.

But now, it's like a person who fell from a height of 10,000 meters and fell into the mud, which is unbearable.

Bursts of sharp stinging pain, coming from my heart from time to time, coupled with those beautiful pictures turning into fragments, caused me to have a monstrous hatred for Xiao Mengxin.

"Xiao Mengxin, you play with me, you must be playing with me." My voice was extremely resentful, my fists clenched and rattled, and I gritted my teeth and said: "Xiao Mengxin, you dare to play with me, you traitor to the soul, I want to kill you and chop you to pieces, I can't solve the hatred in my heart!" ”

I've never hated someone so much, maybe I was stimulated and hit so much that I lost my ability to think rationally.