It may have been the great pain and sadness that caused me to lose my ability to think rationally.

At this moment, I suddenly felt that she was just playing with me.

Otherwise, why be with me, happily look forward to a better future, and then abandon me, she is not playing with what I am!

This was my first love, and she was my first woman, and she simply couldn't appreciate how much I loved her, even more than I loved myself.

However, as much as you love, you will hate as much as you want.

At this moment, I really have the heart to kill her, no, killing her feels cheap for her.

I'm going to chop her up and feed it to the dogs, no, I'm going to chop her up and eat the dumplings so we won't be separated.

"Xiao Mengxin." Like a madman, my eyes were red like a beast, and I squeezed the words out of my teeth, "I will definitely find you, I will kill you, you traitor, you traitor to the soul!" ”

That's right, traitor, she's a traitor!

In my opinion, since she is my other half of the soul, she should have been with me, but she abandoned me.

So what is not a traitor?

I'm going to have to find this traitor and ask her what she thinks, and I'm going to grab her by the neck and ask hard.

The words on the letter came to my mind again, and she actually said that she likes a mature and stable man who is older than her, isn't this just disgusting my young age?

Damn, I don't dislike her for being older, she dislikes me for being young?

Besides, you dislike me, why are you rolling the sheets with me?

Since you like older and mature men, you can be with older men,.

No, to be precise, she may have had a sweetheart a long time ago, so under my comparison with that mature man, she finally abandoned me and chose him?

I was completely carried away by the anger and began to make up the images of her with other mature men, even the pictures of rolling the sheets.

The more I thought about it, the more my heart hurt, and the more intense my hatred became.

I stood up abruptly, looked out the window, and felt the urge to buy a ticket to Hualian City immediately.

Even if it is digging three feet into the ground, I will find out Xiao Mengxin and ask for an understanding.

The most important thing I want to ask is, if you don't want to be with me, why do you want to roll the sheets with me.

She also offered to let me go to her parents and said so many happy and sweet words.

And so she went.

It's like hurting me.

Wait, that's not right.

It occurred to me that the affectionate eyes and sweet words she looked at me, and the request to let me go to her parents, didn't seem like a lie.

But why did she suddenly leave without saying goodbye?

Is it simply that they think I'm young, that we don't fit in, or that I am poor?

But if you dislike me for being poor and young, why do you roll the sheets with me?

My mind was completely confused, and the two questions were like a vicious circle, constantly colliding in my mind, and I had a splitting headache.

"Xiao Mengxin, I must find you and ask for an understanding!" I was trembling and about to rush out of the hotel.

But suddenly, a sharp pain in my head caused me to fall on the bed again, as if I had been hit by a hammer in my head.

There was a clicking sound like a broken cup, and then under my shocked inner vision, I found that the illusory Danzhu that had just been formed in my mind was actually shattered, like a puff of smoke, disappeared, and then it was weakened by the tide, spreading all over the body.

I was shocked to find that my cultivation had fallen from the Great Perfection realm back to the late stage realm in an instant.

"How so, how so!" I roared unwillingly, but I didn't expect Xiao Mengxin's departure to cause severe pain in my heart and head, and the realm also fell.

As if she hadn't been here, I had nothing left.

"Xiao Mengxin! Ahhh "I was completely mad, took out the big brother in my arms, and lifted it up to smash it to pieces.

But the hand stopped halfway through, this big brother is thirty-six thousand, and he is a little reluctant.

The words that Xiao Mengxin said when he gave my eldest brother suddenly appeared in his mind, "Xiao An, this is not thirty-six thousand, this is my friendship for you, can you accept it?" This is a token of love. ”

"Xiao An, you are the man I like deeply."

"Xiao An, from now on, I will be your woman."

"Xiao An, no one can stop me from being with you, not even my parents."

Xiao Mengxin's words echoed in my mind like a ghost, and the once sweet words have now become a sharp weapon to hurt me, inserted into my heart one by one.

"Ahhh I yelled and threw Big Brother the bed.

Then I lay on the bed like a corpse, staring blankly at the ceiling.

The scene after meeting Xiao Mengxin kept flashing in my mind like a movie.

I would cry, laugh, and curse angrily.

Crying, after she abandoned me, I felt that my home was gone, causing me to be like a wandering child wandering under the dim street lamp, unable to find a home, helpless and confused.

Laughing, a happy giggle that reminds us of our sweet words.

The anger is monstrous hatred, hatred for her abandoning me like this, so ruthless.

Wait, no!

I sat up abruptly and whispered like a demon, "Xiao Mengxin is too sudden, she must be joking with me, how could she bear to leave me?" It has to be so, yes, it has to be so! ”

I burst into tears and laughed, her affectionate gaze was the only belief that supported me to still have a glimmer of hope, after all, eyes are the windows of the soul, her love for me must be true, eyes do not deceive.

"Mengxin, you must be joking with me, right?" I picked up Big Brother like crazy, trembling, and dialed Xiao Mengxin's number, but the number was still empty.

I was unwilling to dial her number over and over again, accompanied by the prompt sound of the empty number over and over again, gradually, I was once again filled with despair.

The terrifying feeling of the sky falling enveloped me again.

"Is this true, not a joke?" My voice trembled, my whole body trembled, I clutched my face in despair, tears welled up again, and the corner of my eye suddenly skimmed the two bedside tables.

"Will she leave me anything?" For some reason, such a strange thought suddenly popped into my mind, maybe it was a soul reason, or maybe I knew her.

I hurriedly opened one drawer after another, and finally found a photo upside down in the bottom drawer.

"Mengxin, is that you?" With tears and snot streaming down my nose, I slowly stretched out my trembling hand and picked up the photo, and then slowly reversed it in my excitement and fear.

A girl wearing black mink and black pants, black high heels, parted shawl hair, big silver earrings in her ears, noble temperament, hot figure, and beautiful face came into view.

The girl was beautiful, smiling, and looking at me with very affectionate eyes, but in the deepest part of her gaze, it seemed to hide a deep sadness.

She is Xiao Mengxin, but the background behind her is indeed the door of the hotel, which was obviously taken when she left today.

Xiao Mengxin, is this a souvenir for me?

"Mengxin." I couldn't help but hold the photo in my arms, as if I was holding her, and I was reluctant to let go, as if she was right next to me.

But in an instant, the affectionate love in my mind quickly disappeared and was replaced by monstrous hatred.

I looked at her photo violently, and said resentfully: "Xiao Mengxin, since you made me forget you and treat it as a dream, why did you leave me this photo, it will only make me fall deeper and deeper, you scum, brute, you devil, devil!" ”

"Devil!" I yelled bitterly that I was going to tear the photo to shreds, but I didn't want to.

But the monstrous hatred prompted me to put her photo upside down and still in bed, smashed two punches with my fist, pointed at her and cursed, "Xiao Mengxin, you devil, I must find you!" ”