What really brought me to the brink of collapse was that it didn't take long for her to bring back a man, and she gave birth to a daughter after a few months, I think it's a shame for me, she has cheated in marriage I have suffered a double blow in my heart and physiology, I still remember that she didn't let me touch her again, everything is traceable, it's too incomprehensible My male life has not been lost, is she still the person I liked at the beginning? Or the person who has shared the bed with me for more than ten years? I don't dare to know, for the sake of my freshness, abandon my husband and children, where did my original eyes go, once a woman starts crazy, it is crazy.

Every time I think of these, my heart hurts, I feel difficult to breathe, what makes me look down on myself the most is, I always look at her recent situation from time to time when I block her WeChat, to see if she is doing well, in fact, I also hope that she is doing well, when she was going to divorce, she always cried, I was afraid that she would not be able to think about it, husband and wife, there will always be some feelings in it, more than ten years, even if the kitten and puppy left or will think, not to mention people, I think she should be riding a donkey to me to find a horse

I have never beaten her for more than ten years, which can be regarded as a kind of happiness, the mood brought about by the divorce is extremely low, sometimes when others talk about something together, I feel that they are talking about me, and when I walk up to them, I am embarrassed to look up, my face is red, I don't like to talk, I don't want to talk with others, and my mood is low.

Finally, it was time for my son to go on summer vacation, so I arranged my son in front of my parents and told the child that I wanted to help my grandparents do more work, light the fire, wash the dishes, wash the clothes, and sell a few cows, and give the rest to my parents to raise, I want to go out for a walk, go out for a walk, and my parents also saw that I was in a bad mood, so they agreed.

With sad and sad pain, walking in the bustling streets, no matter how beautiful the scenery is, I can't soothe my pain, her betrayal, the eyes of neighbors, the incomprehension of relatives and friends, alas, this nonsense life is still messy, I went to a local tourist attraction, there are temples, strange peaks and strange stones, step by step climbing, a breath, a burst of heartbeat, climb on the stone plate of the seventy-two stools, turn around and look back below, there are not many people climbing up, and I suddenly feel what it can be like if I just roll down? After thinking about it, my body shuddered, and I shuddered for a moment, forget it, what do you think!

Step by step to climb to the peak of the seventy-two steps, when I reached the top of the mountain, I was tired and out of breath, after all, it was summer, although the sky was a little cloudy in the afternoon, but it still couldn't block the hot wind of the air, the jacket was tightly attached to the body, the lower body pants were tightly attached to the legs, the sweat ran down the eyebrows and ran straight down the eyes, the mouth panted, untied his backpack, oh mom I'm tired to death. Quietly looking at the mountains in the distance, looking at the mountains, this is probably what it feels like, a mountain has passed, and there is a mountain and then another, endlessly, undulating.

The breeze came gently, blowing the grass and trees, people suddenly relaxed a lot, once upon a time sleepiness came to my heart, I played a ha, I felt that my head was very heavy, my eyes were very heavy in the fight, I was in a sleep, I don't know how long it was, in a state of semi-awake and half-drowsy, my body felt a little cold around me, I realized that it was time to go home, suddenly got up, walked to the side, suddenly realized, no, this is the edge of the cliff, it was too late, the body was still shaking, the center of gravity was downward, and I didn't keep my balance at all, and the ability to save himself, just like this, the body swayed left and right and fell off the cliff, the sudden change, the brain was blank, and then I was afraid, and I don't know where the three words came from: "Father, save me"!

Then there was a thud in my ears, and I didn't know anything!