Chapter 1: Advent
Morning
A loud cry was remembered in this countryside surrounded by mountains.
The moment the father saw that it was his daughter, he sighed helplessly, how could it be a girl again.
What is the way to give birth is not something I can decide, my mother is so weak that I see the back of my father leaving,
Two years later, the mother had a baby again.
Dad was very happy, but I was not happy at all, he was not at home all day, and I used to sit at the door and look at the way home.
Hasn't your dad come back yet?
Without a mother,
Turning her head to see her mother with a big belly, she was a little sad. Mom does everything in the house.
After entering the house, my mother and I washed up and fell asleep, and I don't know when my father came home.
Seeing that Ma Ma's belly is getting bigger and bigger, the situation at home is getting tighter and tighter, and the rice tank is gradually bottoming out.
Ma Ma took me down to the field, dragging my clumsy body with tools, and it looked very small on the land over there.
Because he was too young, he could only sit next to his mother, and it was particularly heartbreaking to look at the beads of sweat on Ma Ma's face.
Why didn't my father do these things, because he gave birth to me, because I was a girl, so I didn't want to pay attention to the family affairs?
Walking the stream, I was woken up gently, and followed Ma Ma and asked, where is Dad?
Let's play cards.
But isn't there no money at home, your uncle who borrowed it, knows how to play cards all day long, and you have to go to borrow money for nothing at home, and Ma Ma's voice is choked.
I didn't continue to ask, and when I got home, my mother was too tired, so I lit the fire and cooked.
Because of the lack of strength and height, I knocked over the kettle, from my head to my face, to my arms, and to my waist.
It was so painful, and when I heard the cry, I immediately rushed to see it, and I was frightened.
Hesitating to leave the hospital for a few hours, the family has no money, and my father has not come back, Ma Ma used scissors to cut the old recipe for clothes, and after applying the medicine, I endured the pain and looked at my mother with red eyes.
She cried, why does your dad always not come home, why do you have to play cards when you are so poor, the first time I saw my mother crying like this, in current words, maybe it is broken defense, I can't hold it.
The next day, life was still business as usual, and my mother began to work as usual with reddish eyes.
The sun had just set, and I saw my dad, mom and dad were back, oh, I didn't want to say a word more,
Dad, you're back,
Well
I didn't ask a word when I saw the injuries on my body, I was so disappointed, so uncomfortable, but I didn't dare to say more, I didn't even dare to cry, I hate such a father,
Followed my father into the house, it was very quiet, except for the sound of my mother cooking, no one spoke, people talked,
After a long time:
That, wait for you, this child gave birth and I was going to go out to find a job, but my mother still did the work at hand and ignored it.
After dinner, each of them entered the room separated by wooden planks with their own thoughts, and I don't know how long it took to come.
I'm in another world, where it's dark, I'm so afraid,
But I couldn't scream, and I couldn't move.
After struggling for a long time, I suddenly woke up, it turned out to be a dream, even the dream is so terrible, shouldn't the dream be beautiful?
Dad began to prepare some things for the new little life.
The sun was shining on me that afternoon, with reeds in my hands, fiddling with my little florist at the gate
The sound of waw wow wow scared me so much that I went to the side of the house, is it my brother or sister?
If it's my brother, isn't there anyone who loves me anymore.........
Is it my sister's words to live as carefully as I am, and walked to the door to see my father come out.
The unhappiness on his face made me know the answer.
It's my sister,
The moment they ragloped shoulders seemed like two strangers.
Mommy, are you hungry? Want to eat?
Mom didn't pay attention to me, and I knew she must be very uncomfortable, but why did Dad want a son?
Looking at my poor little sister, I touched her, and after a few days, my mother's body became weaker and weaker, and her face was so pale that she couldn't even get out of bed.
Dad said malnutrition, then you don't go to buy meat and come back, this is the first time I dare to speak to Dad so loudly, Dad turned around and left.
I didn't find meat at home for a long time, it was slightly dark, I saw my grandmother collecting chickens, and I had an inexplicable idea of stealing it.
Why steal?
Because my grandmother didn't like me and my mother, it was always a good thing to hide secretly, and the stewed chicken was also stewed at night.
After my grandmother finished counting the chickens, she closed the door and got ready for bed, so I secretly opened the door of the chicken house and found the smallest one.
I won't kill it, but it started screaming, and I had to cut off my head with a single sword, and blood was everywhere.
Mom heard the movement and came out and saw it.
Where do chickens come from?
Grandma gave it?
You wouldn't steal, would you?
Mom picked up the tree stick and hit it, I said a few times that I grew up stealing gold from a thief needle, you still head grandma's family, don't you know how ruthless she is to us?
I didn't shed a single tear, my mother stopped when she saw it, Mom, I want to give it to you to replenish your body and wait for me to return the money to my grandmother when I earn money in the future.
In the future, no matter what happens at home, you can't hear about this kind of thing.
I whispered to me that I know, my mother is a very gentle person, and she didn't say anything about where to put the chicken and take me to sleep
It was just dawn.
I heard my grandmother scolding who stole her chicken.
I know there's a big war today: it's inevitable.
Mom let me stay in the room and take out the chicken, and grandma saw it and gave my mother a slap.
Mom, who almost didn't stand firm, kept apologizing that Xiaoxi was ignorant, she wanted to make up for me, can I accompany you in the future?
What to accompany you, you can't even give birth to a son, what qualifications do you have to eat chicken.
Isn't the eldest sister-in-law and the second sister-in-law also the first daughter? Why did you do this to me?
How do they give birth to daughters? They are promising, you look at what kind of life you two are living, what else can I expect from you............
Mom didn't speak, only saw a tear left, and I immediately rushed up and hugged Mom.
I was afraid that my grandmother would beat my mother again, and then my father came back.
Holding something in a big bag and a small bag in his hand, he guessed what was going on when he saw the chicken, and his father's bloodshot eyes glared at his grandmother and said.
The chicken is dead, either pay you back, or wait for a while to lose your money, grandma saw that Dad was in a bad mood and said to ask for money.
After returning to the house, my father stewed a pot of soup with the things in his hand and gave it to my mother, saying that during this time, the affairs of the family would be handed over to her, so that my mother could take good care of her body.