From that day on, Dad went out early and returned late every day.

I got a very hard job,

Didn't go to play cards anymore...

My mother's health is gradually getting better, my sister is a little fatter and bigger than before, and my father has found someone to renovate the family house, and I thought that life will get better and better.

An accident is back to square one, just while it was being renovated。。。。。。

A worker falls from the upper floor.

The retreat was broken, the money was lost and some were owed, and the family's life fell to the bottom again.

The atmosphere at home that night was so depressing that I didn't dare to speak.

I don't know when I fell asleep, but at noon the next day, my father and my mother went out to discuss something, so I secretly followed.

The father told the mother to give birth to one, saying that what is the use of two girls, they will be married in the future, and they need sons to pass on the lineage.

My mother was silent for a long time and said, okay, when you get pregnant, I will go out to work and send you money every month.

Dad is going to go away, why am I happy?

Isn't he my dad?

Hehe!

Maybe it's just a title!

I was so distracted that I was brought back by my mother, Xiaoxi, you go to the vegetable field to pick some chili peppers and come back, and I will make you something to eat today.

Okay, good,

I don't know why I'm so happy today, and I walked to this open space.

Looking at the vegetables in the field, looking at the blue sky, looking at the high mountains, I secretly swore in my heart that I must go to the big city in the future, earn a lot of money, and buy a house.

Then I lived with my mother, closed my eyes and began to think about a better life in the future.

After eating.

I met a relative, and my parents were greeting and chatting with them, and he said that his family had bought a TV and asked us when we had time to watch it.

I asked what the TV was, and my dad said that there were a lot of people in the black and white picture, and you could watch the picture inside by plugging it in.

Oooh.

So when are we going to see it, tomorrow, the next day after lunch, we went out and sent it,

Walked for more than 10 minutes.

Tired.........

I wanted my dad to carry it, but I hesitated for a long time and couldn't say it, and in the end, I should have finished the journey.

Finally arrived, a courtyard is just this TV, and it is extremely lively in a circle, except for the New Year, so many people will get together today.

And it's so happy, there is only this novelty in my eyes, there is no burden, no pressure, no helplessness, but time is always short.

When I returned home after dinner, the oppressive atmosphere reappeared.

Why can't we be like everyone else in the family, doing the same thing every day?

This morning,

Mom smelled the food and was nauseous.

Dad said yes, I guess yes, I didn't come this month, I know that my father is going to go out after my mother is pregnant

I'm also old enough to go to school.

When I think that my mother will be at home alone to take care of my sister and me, and to be pregnant, it will be so hard, but I can't be happy.

Suddenly, the sound of the uncle and the aunt next door fighting was deafening, they also fought often, and the aunt was also pitiful, although the grandmother liked her a lot.

The impression of the uncle in my heart is very terrible, quite unreasonable, showing off his might, calculating, and regardless of brotherhood, every time he quarrels and fights, his face is hideous.

Because he is tall and casual, the people around him are a little afraid of him.

I basically don't go to his house, I'm timid, I guess I provoke him, and I will be gone when he slaps me, anyway, it's terrifying to think about

It didn't take long.

Dad was ready to go out and sat by the fire at night, and they said worried things to each other.

I didn't feel any emotion or reluctance, but I was more worried about my mother.