Later, Qiu Qingye came back, we still didn't get together in the end, maybe too many things happened in the past six months, the more I experienced, the faster I will grow, after the arrival of 25 years old, I seem to have suddenly learned how to live alone in a busy city, how not to let myself feel lonely and insecure, how to find the direction I should go in my relationship. I'm not afraid that because the years make us old, we will choose to live casually. Maybe the heart is strong. Don't be afraid of the unknown anymore. One day, in a restaurant, on a normal day, I said something he hadn't said to him before he left. I turned him down. Rejected a marriage partner who was the best at this age. Wen Dan thought I was crazy, but I felt that I had made the most straightforward decision in years.

That day, after listening to what I said, Qiu Qingye was quiet at first, then lowered his head, and finally raised his head, still looking at me with a smile. I don't know what kind of expression he had on his face or what emotions he had in his heart when he lowered his head, but all he left me with was a smile until the end. He said that he came back just to wait for me to have an answer, although he had guessed the answer, but before this answer came out of my mouth, he didn't want to give up, no matter how long as I didn't say it, he would wait, whether it was waiting for me to come out of Xiao Yu's relationship, or when I was willing to go to him. But if I decided that day and rejected him, he would leave. His brother was left in Chongqing, and his parents wanted him to go back with them and take care of his father's business, which he had done with a partner. He won't be back to Shanghai for a while. He said that there was nothing left in the city to hold him, so he was leaving. At that moment, I don't know why, I cried. Looking at me laughing at him, tears flowed. There is an indescribable taste in my heart.

He got up with a tissue and walked across from me, sat next to me, gently wiped the tears from my face, and said, Of all my looks, I still look the best when I smile. So don't cry in front of him.

There will always be someone in the world who will love you more than himself. I'm glad I met two of them.

Turning 25 is the beginning of maturity for many people, but my 25 years old started with sadness. In those six months, I seemed to be living a new life where I had to quickly throw away all my past and reshuffle my life after pressing the fast-forward button. Qiu Qingye is gone, and the company has not changed much, except that I have changed from Qiu Qingye's assistant to my partner Qiu Qingye as an assistant, continuing to learn design, copywriting, and the execution of activities. The whole company seems to be as calm as ever. It's just that without Qiu Qingye, he also seems to be like a person in a dream. Now that I have woken up, he is gone, and I am a person again. Everyone seems to be living the life that should be on track. It's just that I'm not completely ready. So when Qiu Qingye left, I couldn't say goodbye, and after Qiu Qingye went abroad, he would always send me messages, take nice pictures, and tell me about his life there, but I never returned to me. Italy in the photos is beautiful. But I didn't think about who I wanted to see such a beautiful view.

Until today, December. In the dead of night, when I was watching the TV series alone, I was unprepared, I received a text message from Chen Sheng, his text message reminder was still specially set with him, the moment it rang, I heard it very clearly, I picked up my mobile phone, and the text sent by him was displayed on the screen, I am getting married, this Sunday, I hope you can come to participate. The moment I saw the text message, I didn't know why, I cried. To be precise, it should be the tears that I didn't have time to feel the emotions become sad. It fell out of my eye socket. In the past six months, there will always be such a situation, even if the relationship with Xiao Yu has eased. But every time, a lot of small things suddenly poke my tears, and there is nothing particularly sad in my heart, but it is easy to cry, but fortunately, after crying, my heart will not be very uncomfortable. Those tears that flowed out were like unspeakable sadness in my heart. I think it may be Xiao Xiao's words in Suzhou, and Qiu Qingye's departure, there is a part of my heart that is indeed sad, and it needs to have a proper catharsis at a certain moment.

After crying for a while, I felt no more uncomfortable, I pulled a few pieces of paper and cleaned up my face with a handful of snot and tears, and I had no intention of watching TV series anymore, I lay on the bed, tossing and turning and couldn't sleep for a long time. I started to get a little upset, sat up, rubbed my hair, looked around the room, and there was nothing to do. In the end, I actually took the wine, with the red and swollen eyes on my face, opened the door and walked to the opposite door, facing the door of Xiao Yu's dormitory, raised my fist, and continued to smash it.

Xiao appeared in front of me in pajamas in less than a minute, looking at me in front of him, and the wine in his hand, he seemed to be startled, although because of Wei Yin and Suzhou so that we will not be particularly embarrassed, but our cognition is a big deal, even if it is only an old classmate who can only occasionally chat a few words, and now the relationship can be a little closer, not yet to be able to open up with each other in the middle of the night to talk about the past

"What are you doing in the middle of the night, like a ghoul dead in a garbage heap, standing in front of my door? Did any of your friends have an accident?"

I didn't look at him, just leaned my head against his door, my hair was scattered on my face, covering most of my face, I raised the wine in my hand, shook it, and said in a voice with some drunkenness, "Since you haven't slept, just drink some wine with me, do you see if it's in your room or mine" He didn't say anything, I wiped the hair from my face and looked up at him. The moment I saw Xiao Xuan, tears welled up again. I cried at him. He sighed at me.

"I really don't know what you're doing in the middle of the night, I only have two bottles of beer in my room, is it enough for you to drink"

"Then come to my room. I bought 20 bottles, I just want to drink myself out quickly, I want to sleep, I don't want to cry, my eyes hurt so much now" After saying that, I squatted down and cried out loud. Like a child, he doesn't have any scruples at all. After growing up, reality has made the number of times we can shed tears begin to become limited. The real world of adults, and all the people we meet, are telling us to be strong. Can't cry. So we all forgot that crying is something we can do no matter how old we are. There is no need to be tied down for any reason.

"The soundproofing here is not very good, you are crying at the top of your throat, you are not afraid to wake up others and open the door to see your jokes, hurry up, get up, go back to your room" He grabbed me and shoved me towards my room.

Closing the door, I slumped on the edge of the bed, leaning against it. Holding the paper and wiping away the tears that flowed non-stop.

"Try a little harder, try harder, the skin will be wiped off for you, tell me, what are you crying in the middle of the night" He opened a bottle of wine, sat next to me, and drank it himself

"Do you still have a connection with Li Yi," I asked, snorting my nose and looking at him.

"Your character is that there is nothing to be taboo when you drink, right, in the middle of the night, you are suppressing the clouds on the Internet, I am playing games and playing happily when you knock on the door and pull me to drink, you want to open your mouth to expose my scars, and you want me to suppress the clouds with the people in the circle of friends?"

Xiao seemed a little angry at the question I suddenly asked. With some sadness in his eyes, he looked at me and turned his head.

"No contact, what else to contact after breaking up" He quickly adjusted his mood, not just taking a sip of wine at random, but drinking all the bottles, and then gently placing them beside him.

"Young people, you have to learn to be able to hold and put down, these things are not a big deal between men and women"

"Then if Li Yi sends you a message at this time and asks you to attend her wedding the day after tomorrow, will you go?"

I put down the bottle I had finished drinking, opened another bottle and poured it into my mouth. After I finished speaking, Xiao Xuan didn't answer me immediately, but it took a long time before he answered what I just said.

"Co-authoring your play tonight is because your ex-boyfriend is getting married"

I took the paper and wiped the snot that came out of my nose. Looking at the effort, he smiled and nodded.

"I don't even know why I'm crying, and I can't stop crying, you say I don't look like a stupid person"

"It's pretty stupid, you're so ugly now, you know, I want to take a picture of you, and I'll send it to you after today."

"Xiao Xuan, can you stop being so poisonous at this time, and you can die if you say something comforting? I've been fighting since I was a child. It's been ten years now, and you still have to fight, can't you be a little more mature?" I crumpled a piece of paper that was wet again and threw it in his face

"I'll go, Xia Muqing, you're so disgusting. You're mature, you're mature, you're crying here in the middle of the night, and you're going to pull me over to admire your crying, you're crying, is it because you've thought about marrying someone else countless times, and now he's married someone else?"

"No, it was me who proposed to break up, but I... I... I don't know what to say," I said, and a new wave of tears welled up in my eyes. I can't say I broke up with my ex-boyfriend for him, how stupid

"Oops, okay, okay"

Xiao looked at me who started crying again with disgust. Reached out and patted me on the shoulder.

"Why every time I see you, either something happens or you want to cry. Where did you get so many tears, you are such a big person. It's the same in junior high school, and I cry on the table for a little thing."

"I don't want to cry either, I don't even know what's wrong with me, maybe I'm crazy, my ex-boyfriend is married, what am I crying about, in the middle of the night, I don't sleep yet, and I drink so much"

"That's right, if you have to bring me here to cry with you, you don't know what you're crying about, what are you crying about?"

"Why are you so like a tongue twister, hehe"

I picked up a can of beer next to me and poured another one. At this point, I already feel myself six points drunk

He sighed. He also took the wine and drank it himself.

After a while, Xiao asked me

"Is he good to you?"

"Well, so good that sometimes I wonder to myself, how can I be so too much of him. For three whole years, I felt really guilty about him" I answered the question without thinking too much.

"Then others have found happiness now, you should be happy for others, finally get rid of you, and live a good life."

"Xiao 㒎" I raised my voice and yelled at him

He smiled and looked at me, as if to avenge my revenge for revealing his scar just now

"Are you going to participate, have you figured out what to give?"

"I don't know, in the past three years, he has given me things, I have given him a watch, every time I want to give him something, he says, you are enough"

"So let's go and participate, he doesn't always say that having you is enough, you should be the best gift for him. People, hey, I just don't cherish it too much, I have to wait until it's over, and then I come to be hypocritically sad" After speaking, he also leaned against the side of the bed.

"Probably," we both looked up at the ceiling.

"How long will you get married, I'll go with you, hey, don't look at me, continue to look at your ceiling." I was surprised when Xiao Yu's voice came clearly in my ear, and I opened my eyes. Turned to look at him.

"All tell you to look at your ceiling"

He reached out and pushed my surprised face to the other side

"Thank you again for accompanying me through that difficult three-day breakup. But you have a round-trip ticket, I don't have any money. As an old classmate, the only thing I can support you now is my feet, and I will accompany you back to Chongqing, but I can't afford to support it financially. ”

"Heh, thank you, this time the feng shui turns, it's my turn" I picked up a can of wine and touched it with him. Neither of us looked at each other, but we laughed out loud.

"I can't cry."

"I can't cry"

"So what's going to happen now? Spend the night sitting."

"I'm just going to sleep while we're talking, it's air conditioned anyway."

I ripped off the quilt on the bed and threw it at him. I covered a corner myself. He also pulled a piece and put it on his body, and we just looked at the ceiling and chatted about it.

We drank a lot of wine that night, and we didn't know when we were chatting until we fell asleep, and when we woke up, our whole body ached, and we almost forgot to book a ticket back to Chongqing.

When Xiao and I arrived in Chongqing, it was already past seven o'clock in the evening.

I didn't expect it to be so long since I set foot on this land in Chongqing again.

The wedding was held at noon the next day. Xiao Yu took a taxi home first, and said that he would see Chen Sheng at the hotel where he got married at noon the next day. And I, after saying goodbye to him, went to the mall alone. At the moment, I just want to walk around alone. Take a good look at the city I've been away from for so long. I was choosing a gift for Chen Sheng, so I didn't inform other friends or tell my parents that I was back.

After shopping for a long time looking for a gift for him, it was not very satisfactory, until finally, on the way back to the hotel, when I passed by a bridal shop that I had forgotten, I was attracted by the suit and wedding dress in the window. After watching it for a long time, I suddenly remembered that Chen Sheng and I were standing outside this window, and I was reluctant to leave, and Chen Sheng told me that if we get married, or if we marry someone else, we must give each other these two sets of clothes. It was too young at that time. The moment of happiness in the future is forever. What we swore that it would not happen turned out to be one day before we knew it. After looking at the clothes in the window for a long time, I made a decision in my heart.

I pushed the door open and walked inside. The clerk came over with a look of surprise when he saw me.

"Miss Xia, you're here"

"Do you know me?" I said as I looked at the clerk who walked with small steps and smiled at me, but I was surprised that the clerk knew me. I don't think I've ever been in this store, and I've been away from Chongqing for so long, how can they know me? But she looked at me as if she had known me for a long time.

She adjusted her pace and walked beside me, speaking softly beside me

"Everyone in our store knows you and Mr. Chen, Mr. Chen is a typical good husband, Miss Xia, are you here to get the wedding dress and suit that Mr. Chen ordered for you today?"

"I don't quite understand what you mean," I was even more confused by the clerk's words. What to order a wedding dress and suit. Did they recognize the wrong person? Mistaking Chen Sheng's wife for me? Not really.

"It's okay, Mr. Chen has been ordering these two sets of clothes for a while, maybe he didn't tell you, so Miss Xia, you don't know, it seems that Mr. Chen is going to give Miss Xia a surprise, then Miss Xia, you come with me, you will know when you see it" I followed the clerk into a hall and was arranged by the clerk to sit on the sofa in front of a curtain. "Miss Xia, wait a minute, I'll take out the clothes and show you, can you see if there are any quality problems" I nodded absentmindedly, still wondering, when Chen Sheng came over to decide, he really didn't tell me about this in my memory.

After about five minutes, the clerk opened the curtain in front of me, and I saw a pair of models, the man was wearing what I said was a suit, and the woman was wearing the wedding dress he told me to buy at that time.

"Mr. Chen came to buy this wedding dress and suit more than a year ago, this thing is custom-made, and the material is very good, when buying, Mr. Chen took your photo and asked each of us to remember your appearance, saying that you will come to get it in a few days, and then let us bring this set of clothes to you after you came, but we have not waited for you, and no one answered Mr. Chen's phone, because you are our super vvvip customer, but also paid the full amount, We're guessing you've got something to postpone your wedding, so you've been keeping your wedding dress and suit here, and you've been cleaning your clothes regularly. It's no problem to wear it right now."

I couldn't even laugh when I looked at the clerk.

"Congratulations, you lovers have finally become married, I can see that Mr. Chen really loves you, Miss Xia is really happy to find Mr. Chen" The clerk looked at me and didn't react, and found a word next to me.

I still didn't pay attention to the girl who kept talking next to me, I got up, walked slowly to the two sets of clothes step by step, reached out and touched them gently. When you come into contact with these two sets of wedding dresses and suits, which can only be seen in the glass at that time. I can't tell if I'm happy or sad. It turned out that Chen Sheng came to tell me about getting married at that time.

"Oh, by the way, Mr. Chen left us a letter at that time, let us hand it over to you"

The clerk took out the letter from the box next to it, which was as brand new as it had been put in yesterday, and handed it over. My raised hand stopped a centimeter away from the letter, and I was a little afraid to take it. The girl looked at me and shoved the letter straight into my hand without asking. Then he quickly took off the clothes on the model and said that he would not disturb me reading the letter. She went to help me box these two sets of clothes first, and checked if there were any problems.

When I was sure that the girl was gone, I opened the letter. Inside is the ugly and big characters of Chen Sheng, which I am familiar with. Chen Sheng hated writing, saying that he thought his own handwriting was ugly, that he had little talent for writing, and that he could not write anything sensational. So when I first got together with him, I heard him say that every time it was an anniversary, I asked him to write something, and he wouldn't write at that time. I can't help it, so I'll go to Baidu to find some, write some by myself, and give it to me. I asked him why he wrote so much. He said that he really didn't know what to write, and that writing a big point took up space and looked a lot. lest I scold him for being perfunctory.

So the style on this letter is also the same style that he has always had before. But none of us expected that this would be the last letter he ever wrote to us.

I wiped my tears and looked at the first row of letters.

"Hahaha. Xia Muqing, I didn't expect it. Brother, I actually prepared such a surprise for you. Your Korean Oba Lee Hyuk-jae can't do that. So your Chinese brother, I, kindly came to help him fulfill this wish that you have been looking forward to for many years. From the moment you read this letter, you will have two older brothers in the future. As for which brother you love more in the future, you can figure it out in your own heart and watch it yourself. Think about who is the one who spends money on you, feeds you, and spoils you. But don't worry, brother, I won't force you. It doesn't matter if you love you more Li Hyuk-jae, after all, this is not a real person, and my brother and I are not so stingy, competing with a person who appears in a Weibo video, but don't force my brother to me, don't say in my ear every day that I want me to love you like you. Brother, the only thing I love most in this life is you, and I will never fall in love with a man. You're going to die of this heart, even if you replace my brother's mobile phone wallpaper and avatar with Lee Hyuk-jae, my brother and I will definitely not have feelings for him, at most, it's appreciation, at most that's it. I've written so much, I've said so much about you, Oba Lee Hejae, now I have to officially talk about the two of us, let me guess, if your big baby is crying again now. Bear with it. You must hold back for me, I have already made the content as funny as possible at the beginning of the letter, if you cry, then you will waste your brother and my thoughts. You also know how mature and successful I am in reality. It's hard to make a joke, and you can give some face to cooperate. I've written so much.,The clerk should have enough time to give you these two sets of clothes.,Then I'll make a long story short when I have to speak.,Hurry up and finish writing.,But it doesn't seem like there's anything to say.,If I write a typo.,You're not allowed to circle it with a red pen for me.,How embarrassing.。 I'll do the math, if you don't get the clothes, you won't be able to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau the next day. Then I'll give you a holiday tonight, and go and have fun with your little sisters. All the expenses will be calculated to me tomorrow, and I will report them all to you. But I remind you, I've already counted a good life, and tomorrow is a good day to get married, so Xia Muqing, I warn you, you are not allowed to cry at night if you cry now, you can have as much fun as you can at night. It's okay if you don't sleep, but don't forget to wait for me at nine o'clock tomorrow morning with your household registration book at the Civil Affairs Bureau. Remember, you must not cry. Speaking of crying, I'm going to get married, so I'll give you a confession, in fact, I have a truth that I have held in my heart for a long time, and I didn't dare to say it before, but I really can't help but say it when I write it here today. I lied to you when I said that you look good when you cry. The way you cry is the ugliest way I think you're looking. When you cry, tears, snot, a lot of it flows out, it looks disgusting, your eyes are already small, when you cry, it becomes a slit directly after it is swollen. Doesn't you always think your face is bigger, let me tell you, this is the ugliest time in your life, not uglier. So don't keep crying if it's okay in the future, it's really ugly, it's as ugly as my words, for so many years, I think I'm ugly, I really haven't written any words again, so the ugliness of your crying is for I won't see it in the future, I promise you that I won't let you cry without any major accidents. I'm going to tease you like a big fool every day, and I'm happy to face me every day. This is my ambition after Chen Sheng. Writing this, I read such a long article, I am really tired of my hands. The heart is tired. The brain is also tired. This letter is more sincere than the previous anniversaries, and I will tell you the rest of the sensational words face to face. I won't write it. I really can't write anymore, I don't feel like I have written so much in elementary school writing essays, but in the end, this sentence is the most important, I still have to write it, although I have to say it again tomorrow, thank you, my baby, my baby, my heart, my everything. Thank you for being willing to spend your life with me. I love you.

I finished reading the letter written by Chen Sheng on two large sheets of paper. A lot of the past with him came to mind, thinking about how I used to do that to him. My heart felt like someone was holding and pulling it.

That night, I had a dream. The past me in the dream came to the present me. I don't regret it after asking. In my dream, in the face of my past self, I still firmly said that I would not regret it.

The next day, Xiao Ying and I walked into the hotel where Chen Sheng got married, and handed Chen Sheng the clothes with a smile. Chen Sheng was also a little surprised when he saw this outfit. The girl next to him jumped up for joy when she saw this outfit, saying that she had always wanted to buy this set, but Chen Sheng was unwilling. It wasn't until I saw the girl next to me that I had some impression of her, this is the person Wen Dan sent me on WeChat after I went to Shanghai, she said, Chen Sheng is with her. I looked at it and thought it wasn't anything special. So I didn't look closely, but now I see this girl standing next to Chen Sheng, and there is no hostility in my eyes. He also told me that he had heard Chen Sheng's friend tell me many times. I finally understood why Chen Sheng married her. This may be the stability he wants, a girl who can love him with all her heart. No more tantrums at him over all kinds of trivial things. There can be more understanding and tolerance in his love. He won't be as tired of being as loved by another person as he loves me

I looked at the girl with a smile and said, "If you like it, you guys can go and change it." I also bought matching shoes for you, but I just don't know if it's suitable or not, while it's still early, you can try it first, and then change it if it's not suitable" The girl was happy when she heard what I said, and after getting Chen Sheng's permission, she pulled the costume master next to her and left.

But Chen Sheng didn't move, he didn't speak, he just looked at me like this, and didn't take his eyes off. I didn't avoid his gaze, and eventually he turned and went to the locker room in the direction the girl had just walked.

After the two men walked out. The surrounding makeup artists and photographers couldn't help but express their admiration. Indeed, it is more appropriate for this girl to stand next to Chen Sheng. I pulled the girl to sit on the couch. Open the shoebox and hold her feet for her as she puts on her shoes

"It seems that my instinct is right, you are really a girl with small feet. Chen Sheng's ideal type is a skinny little girl like you. He's finally finding you now. I hope that the pair of shoes I gave you, you can wear them and walk towards a better life with Chen Sheng. ”

"Thank you, sister. I like it so much, I want to take pictures and send them to the circle of friends" Watching the girl carry her skirt to the place where the scenery was set up, she took out her mobile phone and kept taking pictures, she is really a cute and honest girl. Joy, anger and sorrow are directly expressed on the face.

I took out the shoes in another shoebox and turned to Chen Sheng, reaching out and handing them to him

"Let's put it on while the wedding hasn't started yet"

I didn't look at him as I spoke, I kept staring at my shoes.

He took it and stood in front of me without saying a word

"Okay"

"Okay, then wait and wear these shoes to walk to your her, I hope the shoes I gave you can take you to the road of happiness, Chen Sheng, I sincerely wish you happiness" After saying that, I looked up at him and smiled, he still looked at me with no expression

I didn't want to force him to say something to me, so I got up and prepared to walk down the hall. But when I turned around, Chen Sheng grabbed my wrist. Pull me hard.

I turned my head to look at him. His eyes suddenly turned red.

"Do you regret it?"

"What are you doing here?"

"I asked you to miss me, do you regret it"

"You let go"

"So many people look at it, Chen Sheng, don't you want to do this?"

No matter what I said, Chen Sheng didn't let go. I had to look up at him

"What else do you want to tell me, say it, when you're done, I'm leaving"

Chen Sheng still grabbed my wrist and asked me, "Do you regret it?"

"Do you have to answer?"

"Yes"

"Okay, then you listen well, although I saw this wedding dress yesterday, my heart was touched, and I recalled the past, but I don't regret it, I can bring them today, I really want to wish you happiness, can you let go?"

"I..."

"Don't talk, what you want to say is just impulsive, you've made a decision, don't do anything that will make everyone more embarrassed and uncomfortable, your bride is still waiting for you"

It seems that what I said made him dissatisfied, but he still refused to let go, so he pulled me for about five minutes, Xiao Xuan came to me, and saw Chen Sheng holding my hand and looking at me

"Mr. Chen, what are you?"

"You're his boyfriend now? Why, I want to say a few words to Xia Muqing, isn't this okay?"

"Mr. Chen, today's occasion is your wedding, and Xia Muqing in front of you today is my girlfriend, it's not appropriate for you to pull her like this now."

"Xia Muqing, do you hate me so much, you still have to bring him over when you come to my wedding?"

"What do you mean?" Xiao looked at Chen Sheng, a little confused, and turned his head to look at me

Chen Sheng should have recognized Xiao Cheng coming, he knew that Xiao Ma was the one who asked me to break up with him, I was afraid that Chen Sheng would tell more secrets, so I quickly opened my mouth to tell him

"Chen Sheng. I don't hate you, but I really thank God for having you in my life and making me feel how blessed it is to be loved. The three years you have been with me have really made me understand what love really is. But then our love is deformed, there is nothing wrong with our separation, now I, the current Xia Muqing is no longer the 22-year-old person you know who is still confused and doesn't understand love, and now I know what I want. I also know how to protect myself. I know how to love someone, and I will be very happy. Receiving your text message, to be honest, I cried that night, but that night, I also really let go, whether it was our past or the guilt I felt for you in my heart. But we can't go back, and we don't need to look back, we are already on the right path, looking at you and Xiao Ai together, I really think you are very good now, you are happy in love, I can see it. I brought Xiao Lan here, nothing else, I want you to see that now I am really living well, very happy, very satisfied, we have all met the right person at the right time, you are for me, at the age when I am with you, you are the most suitable person for me, you have taught me a lot of things, so I also hope that you can be happy with Xiao Ai in the future. After all, now you are also close to happiness, don't you, don't let down a girl who loves you so much because of me, it is really not easy to find someone who loves you more than herself, three years ago, I was lucky to have you, and now I see that you can also have a person who loves you, I am really very happy for you. I'm here to attend your wedding today in the hope of seeing you happy. This is what I want to see you the most after I separate from you, so let it go, we all live our lives well, I have witnessed your happiness, and you have witnessed my current love. We can really let go of the past, I will cherish this experience in my heart, from today onwards, we are all well, okay"

After I said this, I felt the anger in Chen Sheng's eyes dissipate a little

"I am really happy for you to find someone who loves you so much, and in the future, you will have to go well with her, she loves you very much, and she is also very suitable for you" I stepped forward and hugged Chen Sheng. Patted him on the back.

With a somewhat choked voice, he whispered in my ear, "Xia Muqing, I really loved you, and I hated you too, but everything, just let it pass, we all go will make us have a better future, goodbye, live up to the meeting"

"Goodbye"

Chen Sheng left without looking back.

It was Xiao 㒎 who grabbed me again

"What did he mean?"

"I don't know, let's go, the wedding is about to start" I pretended to be stupid, pulled Xiao Yu to the hall, and asked again, I was going to goof

I walked into the hall and sat down in the corner. Chen Sheng's former friends came over next to me and had a glass of wine with me. Seeing Chen Sheng on the stage, a smile finally appeared on his face. I breathed a sigh of relief.

"This ex-boyfriend of yours seems to really love you," Xiao said suddenly

"Well, he's the best ex I've ever met"

"Yes, other women's exes can't be together anymore because men don't love him, Xia Mu Qingqing's ex became an ex because you found out that you didn't love him, you can go and tell the director of your ex, you go to shoot your ex's girlfriend series" Wen Dan counted me down while eating

"You can't die if you don't speak"

I watched Chen Sheng salute, exchange rings, and kiss. Finally, hug Xiao Ai. I couldn't help but take a picture with my phone. saw that Chen Sheng was married. I was really relieved.

But at this time, Xiao Ai suddenly picked up the microphone. Let the gaffer turn the lights at us

"Take this opportunity to delay everyone for a few minutes, at the end of the wedding, I want to say a few words to Sister Mu Qing, Sister Mu Qing, thank you, you can come to my wedding, Chen Sheng is because we have a baby. The wedding was brought forward. So I'm scared, scared of a situation that I've thought about many times, but thank you for coming over today and handing me this happiness with your hand. Thank you also for giving me such a good man Chen Sheng. Who said that the predecessor and the current cannot be harmonious, in the future, you will be my own sister. I will definitely take this grateful heart and spend the rest of my life and Chen Sheng's life well. Don't worry, I'll take good care of him. Let him be happy. Give birth to a big fat boy next year, and then recognize you as a godmother. Thank you, Mu Qingqing, thank you really" Xiao Ai bowed deeply to me, looked up and smirked at me, waving. I smiled and made an OK gesture to her.

Xiao said sourly beside him

"Yes, the life of idol dramas continues to be staged, you are really the heroine of idol dramas, and the plots that were sprayed in the TV series have been staged one by one in you, but it seems that not all the current ones hate their predecessors, and Chen Sheng can be regarded as a good girl. It's just that this girl said it in front of so many people, it seems that emotional intelligence still needs to be practiced. In the future, when your godson and daughter are born, you, remember to wrap a big red envelope for others."

I clipped

"Thank you Sister Mu Qing, I still want to delay everyone for a while, the wedding is the end. I also want to say a few words, I secretly prepare to sing a song, this song I have been practicing for a long time, because this is my love song with my husband. After watching this movie, the two of us were together, so although this song is a little sad, I still plan to practice this song for a long time despite opposition and want to sing it for everyone on today's special day, so I will commemorate it. Today I got married, and today I can marry the person I love deeply, not because of age, not because of conditions, not because of various reasons in reality, I am really happy. From preparing for the wedding to completing the wedding now, I really feel that it is not easy to get married to the person I love, and when I was preparing for this wedding, I also met some people who broke up because of various things that occurred in the process, or the two families were never enough to run in. So I hope that everyone who comes to the wedding today must cherish the people who are now by your side with you, the Internet says that there are so many people in the world, it is too easy to meet, not to mention that we have become people who love each other, so if we can understand each other a little more and be more tolerant of each other in things, I believe that this fate will hold the hands of two people and go far away, no matter how the years change, we can have a beautiful love at any age, Then if there are some single friends at my wedding, then I hope that all of you who are not married will not have an ex in your life, only the current one, and the love you experience is beautiful. I also hope that you can not marry casually, I am stupid, I can't express what I want to say in my heart, but I hope you must remember my words, only at this moment of marriage, you can understand that you can marry a person you love, he puts a ring on you, you hear how happy it is to see so many blessings, so the matter of marriage, you must take it seriously, you must listen to the thoughts in your heart, and marry the person you want to marry. Whew, maybe I'm too excited, isn't it too much, then I'll talk about this is not verbose, and the next thing is the singing session that I have been preparing for a long time, I hope you don't dislike me for not singing well. If I really sing very badly, I will have self-knowledge and not embarrass everyone's ears, just wait for my husband who sings a good song to sing this solo, I will dance and play next to me, then music teacher, let's start."

Chen Sheng looked at Xiao Ai, probably didn't expect her to prepare this song, he took the microphone and glanced at Xiao Ai. Music plays. He sang anyway.

Don't pile up nostalgia and make the plot bloody

After loving for many years, why ruin the classics

are all adults, do not procrastinate, do not owe

It's a waste of time that I'm willing to lose

Like a curtain call, the actor watched the lights go out

It's too late to be vigorous

Just keep the dignity of farewell

I love you, I don't regret it, and I respect the end of the story

The breakup should be decent, and no one should say sorry

If you owe me, you dare to break your heart

In front of the camera is us

Hoarseness in cheers and tears

It was also decent to leave to live up to all these years

A picture of love and earnest giving

Don't let obsession ruin yesterday

I've loved you neatly and crisply

The most familiar street protagonist has been played by a different person

I cried until I choked up, and no matter how painful my heart was, I should break the cocoon

It's too late to be vigorous

Just keep the dignity of farewell

I love you, I don't regret it, and I respect the end of the story

The breakup should be decent, and no one should say sorry

If you owe me, you dare to break your heart

In front of the camera is us

Hoarseness in cheers and tears

It was also decent to leave to live up to all these years

A picture of love and earnest giving

Don't let obsession ruin yesterday

I've loved you neatly and crisply

Goodbye lives up to the encounter

None of us thought that the song Xiao Ai said was this song, and Xiao Ai sang a lot with Chen Sheng. But in the last few words, she put down the microphone. She just took Chen Sheng's hand and stood next to Chen Sheng. I know that Xiao Ai wants Chen Sheng to sing this song to me. I took the red wine next to me and poured a full glass. Raised it up to them and dried it down. Turned around and walked out of the wedding.

Now that you can be happy, then goodbye to you.

Live up to the you you met.

On the plane. I listened to the song with headphones. In the headphones is Tanya Tsai's re-enactment. I looked at Xiao Xiao who was leaning back in the seat with his eyes closed, and I picked up a headset and gently stuffed it into his ear. In the headphones, Tanya Tsai sang

Have you ever loved,

You love him more than he loves you, do you remember.

Have you ever loved,

He was a kind of genius, remember?

I looked at Xiao Xuan. Speak

"If I say it now. I want to be with you. What will you do?"

I remember it all. It turns out that I still love you.