Chapter 51, Yuechan's distress
Guan Zhong still felt that Yuechan's words revealed a bit of bitterness. At this moment, Yuechan continued: What I transferred was done.
Guan Zhong said: Isn't this a good thing? After running for so long, this is your biggest gain, you should be happy, right?
Yuechan heard Guan Zhong say this, and her heart hurt somehow. Yuechan knew why her heart hurt. It's a pity that Yuechan will never be able to tell Guan Zhong about the pain. That pain can only become a hidden disease for yourself.
Yuechan said: You know, I'll go to work there next semester? There may be fewer opportunities for us to meet.
Guan Zhong said: Every weekend, can't you all come back? It's okay to meet once a week!
Yuechan said: Not necessarily. If you are a class teacher, if you are busy with work, you may not be able to come back on weekends.
Guan Zhong said: It's okay, I don't have anything to do on the weekend. If you can't come back, I can go over and see you.
After Yuechan went through that time, she also matured a lot. Yuechan not only knows the world, there are many dark things, but also knows the intricacies of life. The ideal is a beautiful flower, and not all of them bear fruit. It is simply a young leaf that comes out in spring, and it always has to go through wind and rain and learn to grow up slowly.
Yuechan also thought about the matter between herself and Guan Zhong. Although she was not so deeply obsessed with Guan Zhong, during this time, she still had some feelings for Guan Zhong. In Yuechan's eyes, Guan Zhong is still a very simple big boy. But when I am with Guan Zhong, there will always be a kind of relaxation and beauty.
Yuechan also knows that if she goes on like this, there are still many uncertain things about the future between her and Guan Zhong. I came to see Guan Zhong today, and I also have plans to break up with Guan Zhong. can see that Guan Zhong likes himself so much, and his heart is also a little reluctant. Yuechan really can't bear to hurt such a heart.
Yuechan originally wanted to force Guan Zhong and let him take the initiative to speak out. At least, if it comes out of Guan Zhong's mouth first, Yuechan will feel much better. But Guan Zhong didn't say anything, he thought about it, but he still couldn't speak.
When I came, because I had the idea of breaking up with Guan Zhong, I was in a particularly bad mood. There is a kind of loneliness, and there is also an unspeakable melancholy. Now, seeing Guan Zhong's deep affection, Yuechan is still very happy.
In fact, Guan Zhong also knows that the days to come will definitely be more difficult. But no matter how difficult it was to walk, he still wanted to move forward until the day when he couldn't walk. At least, I did my best in the process. No matter what the outcome of the two of them is in the future, they are worthy of Yuechan and themselves.
Guan Zhong never dared to think about whether two people could enter a family and live a life that belonged to the two of them. It seems that those things are still far away from them. Sometimes, Guan Zhong doesn't even know if Yuechan really loves herself.
When everything is uncertain, Guan Zhong just wants to love her well. Let Yuechan feel her love and feel her goodness. But Guan Zhong didn't know that sometimes his love for Yuechan had also become a worry for Yuechan.
Those days, that was it. When there are fewer opportunities for two people to meet, there is also a lot of confusion in my heart. Guan Zhong went to the city to see Yuechan, and it was at that time that Guan Zhong saw Meizi for the first time.
Meizi is tall and thin, with short hair combed. The emaciated face shape is also very commensurate with her body. Meizi walked like a man. The speech is also very crisp, without the softness of a woman.
Perhaps, Meizi has long been accustomed to hearing Guan Zhong's name. Therefore, for Guan Zhong, Meizi does not have a sense of strangeness. I don't know if it's from the heart or deliberately pretending, Guan Zhong feels that Meizi has a good impression of himself and is very enthusiastic about himself.
Guan Zhong was at a loss during those days. He still deeply realized the difference between Yuechan in Pingguchuan and in the city. Yuechan has arrived at a new school, of course, to behave well. Yuechan is a homeroom teacher, and she actively participates in any activity in the school. Moreover, we have to fight for the first place.
The school Yuechan went to was close to the suburbs, so it was naturally not a key school. Therefore, the educational power there is not very strong. A large number of people are transferred back to the city from outside, and there are relatively few young teachers.
Yuechan's edge, as soon as it was revealed, was appreciated by the principal, and whenever there was an opportunity to perform in the city, let Yuechan go. At this time, Yuechan also wanted to be in the limelight. Because, she wants to prove that she can do it, and she is still very kind.
Once, when I went to the city to participate in a competition, I met the director. When the director saw Yuechan, he looked very enthusiastic. called her over and asked Yuechan how her work was during this period of time? When I knew that Yuechan performed very well and was very successful, I was also very happy.
No matter how Yuechan grows during this time, she is still a girl after all. As soon as I saw the director, I remembered the events of that night. So, I was still a little nervous at first. But once the two of them talked, they naturally relaxed. Yuechan felt strange, why did this man look the same for a while. I don't know which director and which one is the real him.
Later, the director said that if he felt that something was unsatisfactory there, he could come to him at any time. I can help transfer her to the experimental primary school. Yuechan knows that the experimental primary school is a key primary school in the city. Whether it's a student or a teacher, if you don't have a tough door, you can't get in.
It's such a difficult place to get into, and the director is so easy to say, and power is really a good thing. The director's words really made Yuechan a little moved. Even, forgetting about those violations of the director on himself. I think that the director, as long as he is not in bed, is still very righteous and a very good person.
Yuechan never dreamed that she could go to the experimental primary school. And now, such an opportunity is in front of me. But Yuechan thought that recently, the principal had such an important regard for herself, so she didn't realize that she would do so. Yuechan doesn't know if that will make people feel that they are too immoral.
So, I said to the director: Everything is fine now, and I won't move for the time being. Later, let's see how it goes!
The director said: Okay, as long as you want to move, you can come to me at any time.
Since the director talked to Yuechan that time, Yuechan began to feel that the director was okay, not the kind of man who did a lot of evil, nor was he an irresponsible man. Whether it was the principal's conscience that he couldn't get by, or he had other intentions, Yuechan didn't want to explore. Because, Yuechan doesn't want to move, she just wants to work in peace.
After a long time, when the shadows in my heart receded little by little, I felt that the occurrence of that incident was not as terrible as I thought, and even, I felt that the effort was worth it. But, at the same time, she also hates the power of men. Because, when men have power, they always want to use their power to get the benefits they want.
Women? Isn't she just a woman? Beautiful women, in particular, will always become the object of men's hunting. But what can a powerless woman do? What men want is so simple, simple and incredible, but after doing it, isn't that what it is? In fact, when a man is a hero in a woman, when he is proud, when he is satisfied. The woman has long stepped on the man's shoulders and got what she wants.
At that time, Yuechan knew. Sometimes, it's not how terrible it is to do it, but when you do something you shouldn't do, and when someone else knows about it, it's scary. Because the human tongue is a soft knife. When no one else knows, but only you know, as time goes by, some things seem to be a little unbelievable and have happened.
From that day on, I no longer hated the director like that. When there is no hatred in her heart, Yuechan is more relaxed when she is working. Knowing that he has a way back, no matter what he does, he doesn't need to be so cautious.
At the end of that year, when the winter vacation was going on, the school conducted a year-end evaluation. Because, this semester, Yuechan's class is the best class in the school year group, and she has also won a lot of awards in the bureau. Yuechan thought that the honor of this advanced teacher would definitely be given to herself. But in the end, it fell on someone else. Such a result made Yuechan very incomprehensible.
When Yuechan couldn't think of it, she went to the principal. The principal said, "You've been here for too short." This evaluation is based on the work of the whole year.
The principal said so, although Yuechan's heart was not convinced, but what could she do? I'm an ordinary teacher, and I'm so young, I have to admit it! In fact, after the principal said it, she also understood the principal's difficulties, and even matured a little.
When Yuechan admitted it, this matter did not end like this. Because, all the teachers in the school know that Yuechan has gone to the principal for honor. Moreover, there is nothing to be said about it. Some people who don't look down on Yuechan say: Such a person is really shameless, just after doing a little work, he asked the leader to ask for honor, do you want to be faced?
Especially the teacher who was commented on was even more bad about Yuechan everywhere. said how Yuechan got in, don't you know? There seems to be a deep meaning in that.
During that period of time, Yuechan encountered another low point in her life. Because only the principal knows about this matter, and if he says it, he must have said it.
It turned out that Yuechan had a particularly good impression of the principal. Through this incident, Yuechan knew that people's hearts were unpredictable. Because, some people's kindness just hangs on their faces. And the heart, it may be dark.
During that winter vacation, Yuechan had a very unpleasant time. Just in time for the Chinese New Year, I stayed at home for a long time. Although Guan Zhong went to accompany Yuechan every day, her mood was not better at all.