Everything that happened in school, Yuechan didn't tell Guan Zhong. There are actually many reasons why I don't want to talk about it. On the one hand, Guan Zhong felt that Guan Zhong didn't understand the things in school, and he also added to each other's troubles. On the other hand, I am afraid that saying too much will make Guan Zhong think too much.

Life is like this, some things have been done, even if they have gradually forgotten in your heart, it is still a knot that remains in your heart, an indelible knot. At some point, you still don't dare to touch it easily. Perhaps, it will really become a new pain.

Yuechan began to be disappointed with her current school. I also began to be disappointed in the principal who I had always respected. In fact, Yuechan is still not deeply involved in the world. In any unit, in every group, there will be such a thing.

The principal is also a human being, and he also needs to stand in his own position to balance many things. What's more, the principal also has to face a lot of sophistication. Sometimes, it's like this, whether it's honor or the distribution of benefits, there are public intentions and selfish intentions.

At that time, Yuechan still couldn't deeply understand the truth behind these lives, as well as those human feelings that can only be understood and cannot be spoken. Just like the principal, when he saw Yuechan's application form and the director's signature, he also saw the form and the story behind it. This is life, this is experience.

The principal didn't take advantage of the danger because he saw what happened behind Yuechan. There is no idea of wanting to take advantage of it, which is also a kind of morality. Of course, it is not excluded that he had such an idea, but did not have such guts. Or, because of the relationship between the director.

There are a lot of things in the world, you don't have to guess. Because, if you don't guess well, it will change your perception of people or things. When we have a good heart, everything we see, it is sunny.

Yuechan has been in this winter vacation, but it has not been bright. Yuechan didn't know how to get along with those colleagues after school started. I don't know how to face the principal.

It was at this time that Yuechan remembered the director. I remembered the experimental elementary school mentioned by the director. As a result, the heart that was once stable was alive again. This is a ray of dawn that Yuechan saw again when she was lost.

Before the start of school, Yuechan's heart lit up. But after the dawn, she was a little confused again. I don't know how I should face the director or which director I should face. It's the sanctimonious director in that office. Or face the director who is at home and takes off his sheepskin.

School started, but Yuechan still walked into the school. After more than a month of quiet school, there seems to be little change. The students are still those students, and the teachers are still those teachers. Yuechan, like everyone, greeted each other.

But Yuechan always felt that everyone's smiles at her seemed to be a little fake. Especially when she was sitting in the office, Yuechan felt a little lonely. That loneliness may come from a smile from someone else. Maybe it's to avoid her and whisper together.

When Yuechan walked to the principal, the principal was still the principal. The principal said: Yuechan! The new semester is about to start, and you have to keep working hard to get more credit for the school. I believe in you, you have the strength.

Yuechan came out of the principal's office without any joy. At this moment, she hated the headmaster's face. It seems that every word the principal has said lacks the sincerity it should have.

Back home, Yuechan felt very unhappy. Now, as soon as I am quiet, the words that the director said to myself will ring in my ears. The experimental primary school is like a shadowless line, holding Yuechan's heart all the time.

Although, Meizi persuaded Yuechan every day to let her work quietly for a while. I can't say it, after a while, forget about those unpleasant things, and I won't be so troublesome anymore.

Now it seems that Yuechan really can't wait! She thought about it and went to the director. What if, in the event of a long period of time, there is any change in the position of the director?

When Yuechan decided to go to the director, she was a little hesitant. Yuechan didn't know if she was going to the unit to find the director? Why don't you go to the director's house and find him? If I go to the unit, can the director do it for himself? If you go to home, will the last encounter be repeated?

Yuechan was lying on the bed, thinking about this matter over and over again, and also thinking about the night when she was looking for the director when she was transferred, those tragic clips flashed in her head again and again. When in memory, wipe away the dust of those years and open the pictures that have just been buried. I feel that everything is so sad.

Every time Yuechan thinks of this, she always feels as if there are a lot of ants gnawing at her heart. There is a kind of shame, trampling on the youth like the moon chan flower season. There is always a dark cloud, hovering over her head, not allowing her to open her heart and talk to the blue sky.

Yuechan asked softly, Seventh Brother in another world: What should I do?

Seventh Brother would not give Yuechan any answer, but she seemed to see Seventh Brother's smile. Yuechan found her lost self-esteem in the faint smile of the seventh brother.

When Yuechan found her self-esteem, she also knew what to do? Yuechan still decided to go to the director's office to find him. Perhaps, the director is really not such an excessive person, he should have given him, and he has given it. What's more, this time, it was the director who proposed to do it for himself.

After thinking about it like this, Yuechan laughed at herself, did she think too darkly. Perhaps, it was the unfair thing of the principal that made my heart unhealthy. After thinking about it, I also felt sleepy.

The next day, I asked for leave from the school and went to the bureau. It's okay, the director is here. But the director said that he was about to go to the city hall to hold a special meeting. Yuechan just wanted to say that she was looking for him. The director interrupted Yuechan and said: Now this matter has changed a little, or at night, you can go to my house and talk about it!

After the director finished speaking, he left, and didn't care about Yuechan who was standing in the office. But the director's sentence, when he came home at night, said that Yuechan's self-esteem that she had just found was shattered at once.

Yuechan silently walked back, wanting to give up completely. But as soon as I returned to the school and entered the gate, I saw the principal. The principal looked at Yuechan's gaze, which was very strange. It's about seeing from above, and from below to up. The principal looked at Yuechan like this, it was the first time, and he panicked Yuechan.

Yuechan asked the principal: Principal, is there something wrong?

The headmaster smiled wryly. Say: It's okay, go back!

Later, a teacher who was good with Yuechan came over quietly. Asked Yuechan to say: You went to the bureau?

Yuechan was very curious and said: How do you know?

She said: "I don't know, many people know.

Yuechan said: What's going on?

She said: This is what the principal said. There are people in the principal's bureau, as soon as you go, they will report it, who let you do it so red in the past six months.

This incident gave Yuechan another blow. I didn't expect such a thing to happen. Yuechan felt that there was no way to stay here. When I first came back, I still had the idea of giving up, but now, can I still give up?

Yuechan didn't expect that she had just come to work in the city and made herself like this. At the beginning, it was so impulsive, it was better not to go to the city to do this work, as Meizi said. It turns out that the bigger the place, the deeper and mudier the water.

Yuechan feels that she is forced to have no way out. The shameless director became Yuechan's only life-saving straw. It turns out that I want to try it again in the bureau? Now, there's no need to try. Because, at this moment, Yuechan wants success. Besides, if you go to the bureau again, the principal will still know, I don't know what kind of jokes will appear?

As soon as I thought of myself, there was a fire pit in front of me. Moreover, when I couldn't stop jumping, I felt chills all over my body. At this moment, Yuechan hoped that Meizi would be by her side and hug herself tightly.

Yuechan didn't know why she thought of Meizi instead of Guan Zhong at this time. But after Yuechan thought about it carefully, she understood, why? Because, Meizi holds herself in her arms, which will give her a kind of strength. And Guan Zhong hugged herself in her arms, which only made her heart more chaotic.

But at this moment, neither Meizi nor Guan Zhong was by Yuechan's side. Meizi told Yuechan the day before that she would be on a business trip for five or six days. Why is it that when I need plums, plums are not by my side? Although Yuechan is complaining about Meizi in her heart, she still understands Meizi's work and will forgive Meizi.

After Yuechan decided, she was no longer so distressed in her heart, wasn't it just a fire pit? If you jump, you won't be crushed. Isn't it a nightmare? Perhaps, the nightmare wakes up and a new dawn.

Suddenly, Yuechan had the bravery of a warrior, and there was an unstoppable firmness in her blood. No matter whether the cage was given to her by others or set by herself, Yuechan could only rush out. Otherwise, she would have been trapped inside.

In the past two days, when Yuechan went to school, she didn't look at other people's faces, nor did she look at other people's eyes. Because, as long as those eyes can't pierce their hearts, they will go to a new battlefield.

Yuechan gave herself a little time, and thought about it at home for another night, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that she really had no better choice. Yuechan silently told herself that there was no need to hesitate so much, just repeat some things again, and her fate could be changed, why not?

Although, Yuechan has the determination to see death as home. But when I walked to that place at night, I still had a feeling of panic in my heart. Is it fear? She replied firmly, no.