Anbang's matter dragged on for half a year before it was all done. In this way, Anbang went abroad smoothly. When Siyan was alone, she felt how important Anbang was when she was around. If there is one less person in life, all that is left is loneliness.

Because, when people are accustomed to a life, they also create a balance. If the equilibrium is broken, there will be some discomfort in the new gravitational magnetic field. Although, Siyan can't say how much she loves Anbang. However, Siyan has made Anbang a part of her life.

Sometimes, when she took out her marriage certificate, Siyan still felt that the certificate had some strangeness and felt a little unreal. But the photo of himself and Anbang was posted on the card, so that he couldn't help but face the reality.

Sometimes, Siyan smiled at herself and thought, isn't this her own life? Isn't this your future? Perhaps, the pace of life is too fast, when your body has entered a new life, your soul is lagging behind.

After Anbang left, Siyan knew that it was time to go back to Pingguchuan. Because, she knew that it wouldn't be long before Anbang's work over there was settled, and it would be time for Siyan to visit her relatives. Visiting relatives is not as troublesome as working abroad in Anbang, and it can be done quickly.

That evening, Guan Zhong finished dinner and did not go out. Lying on the bed, read Jin Yong's martial arts novel "The Condor Heroes". When "The Condor Heroes" was first published in the mainland, it was a total of four volumes. These four volumes were not published at once, but one by one.

Therefore, since Guan Zhong bought the first volume and read it, he was in a hurry to read the second volume. Therefore, every time I go to Lintong City, I have to go to the bookstore and ask. When the four volumes were put together, it took nearly a year.

That night, when Guan Zhong was fascinated by it, there was a knock on the door. At first, Guan Zhong didn't pay much attention to it, thinking that he was knocking on someone else's door. Because, for a long time, no one has come knocking on their door.

In the end, I found that I was knocking on my door, so I hurriedly said: Please come in!

With this pleas, the door opened. A bright figure stood in the middle of the half-open door. When the figure stood there, it happened that the last ray of the sunset was also put in.

Guan Zhong greeted the sunset, and he couldn't see the face of the figure clearly. But, that graceful figure had already told him that it was a woman. Guan Zhong immediately sat up and took a closer look.

Then the woman spoke.

She said: I've only been gone for so many days, what's the matter, you don't know me?

While Si Yan was talking, Guan Zhong also saw her face clearly. Guan Zhong said in surprise: My God! Why did you suddenly run back on your own?

Siyan said: If I don't come back by myself, can you still pick me up?

Guan Zhong said: You write a letter in advance to tell me, at least, I can pick you up at the train station!

Siyan said: If I write a letter, before my letter arrives, people will arrive first. What's the use of writing a letter in that case?

While Siyan was talking, the person also walked into the house and closed the door, and the sunset was blocked out again. Guan Zhong also stood up while he was talking, took a few steps forward, and greeted him. In this way, the two people came together unconsciously.

The two people are looking at each other, and they are also looking for each other, and the changes that have occurred in each other during this period of separation. Because, the separation of people will create distance in space, and in time, it will add a sense of strangeness to each other.

When standing face to face, Guan Zhong had some thoughts, but he still hesitated. Guan Zhong wanted to hold Siyan in his arms, but he didn't know if he could still hold her in his arms now, and whether he should hold her in his arms. More importantly, can Siyan accept this hug after her own changes.

Siyan stood in front of Guan Zhong, still unable to hide a joy in her heart. After so many days, I haven't seen Guan Zhong, and it seems that he has circled him out of his world. But whenever Siyan thinks of Hiratanigawa, the first person who comes to mind is Guan Zhong. Even if Siyan left here, she was still very grateful to Guan Zhong from the bottom of her heart.

When Guan Zhong saw Siyan, he was very happy and joyful, and he couldn't help but hold her in his arms. Only this time, Guan Zhong hugged it very lightly, as light as grasping a leaf. Siyan didn't hug Guan Zhong back, but just gently put her two hands on Guan Zhong's shoulders.

In this subtle change, the relationship between the two people is well interpreted. Because, both of them clearly know who they are. It is also the first time that two people have stood together in such a relationship.

I remember when Siyan was uncomfortable with her sudden marriage, and she hadn't completely come out. In Shanghai, she received the news of Guan Zhong's marriage. The first feeling in Siyan's mind was that Guan Zhong was lying to herself?

But after calming down, he felt that Guan Zhong didn't need to lie to himself. Siyan couldn't figure out why Guan Zhong had no idea of getting married before she got married. And as soon as he got married, Guan Zhong also got married.

Could it be that he didn't marry before, so he was with him? When I knew that I was married, I felt that I didn't need to be with me anymore, so I got married. That woman, why is she in such a hurry to marry him?

For so many days, many questions have been stuck in Siyan's heart. This is also a question she wants to know after meeting Guan Zhong. Because, Siyan herself doesn't understand that a man who is nearly thirty years old will not get married for a long time. And all of a sudden, why did God get married without knowing it?

That night, although the weather outside was good, they did not go out. After the beginning of autumn, the hot and dry weather has already changed. The town is the most knowledgeable about the seasons, and it always allows you to feel the change of the seasons in peace.

Although, they didn't go out. Guan Zhong opened the window, and the cool wind came from the river. When they pour into the house, it's always very pleasant.

With such a coziness, there is a sense of beauty in the cottage. The two of them are in this beauty, telling each other about those inconsequential partings. Siyan and Guan Zhong talked about everything they had done during their time in Shanghai.

Although, Siyan also said some bits and pieces in the letter. However, it is not as detailed as today, just some outlines. In the process of telling her story, Guan Zhong found the lost history of Siyan in her life. It is also in her depiction that she has a clear impression of the greater Shanghai.

Guan Zhong also told Siyan the story of what happened after she left. Although it sounds bland, Siyan still feels that there are many things that make people always a little incredible. Perhaps, in life, this is true. Because, there are many real things, without color, but always unexpected.

After Guan Zhong finished talking about himself, he talked about some things that happened in the unit during this time. Which people's jobs have changed, and which departments have merged. And bits and pieces. Although it doesn't have much to do with Siyan, after all, it is some story that happened in Pingguchuan.

Finally, Guan Zhong asked Siyan: How long can you stay when you come back this time?

Siyan said: When I came back this time, I came to go through the formalities. Because, when Anbang settles down there, he will send me a family visit.

Guan Zhong said: So, you are also going to Japan soon?

Siyan said: This is exactly what my uncle meant. He said that since they are both married, they can't be separated like this, and it's better to be together.

Guan Zhong felt that what Uncle Siyan said was very reasonable. Anbang's departure is two or three years. The two of them were so divided that both of them were very lonely. When the heart is lonely, it will be damp. Besides, the two people don't have much time together, and the relationship they have just established can't withstand the erosion of the years.

Guan Zhong knew that Siyan's days in Pingguchuan were really over. He can accept this. Because, Siyan was originally a swallow resting here temporarily, always having to fly away. Hiratanigawa was not supposed to be the destination of Siyan's life, but just a station in her life.

At the beginning, Tong Quan jokingly said: I don't believe you, you will stay in Pingguchuan for a lifetime, and you will leave sooner or later. On this day, I may not be able to see it in Hiratanigawa, and I believe that I will walk ahead of you. Although you don't have such a plan now, the day you leave, you will be more resolute than me.

At that time, when Tong Quan was talking, only he was very serious. Everyone took this as a joke, and even Siyan herself didn't take Tong Quan's words seriously. But when Siyan calmed down, she still had to ask herself. Will you leave yourself? What day was that? What year is it again?

When I asked this, I was still hesitant. Siyan didn't know if she would leave, but she hoped that Tong Quan's words would come true. But if you leave here, where can you go?

But if you don't leave here, you'll have to live here for the rest of your life. This is also a question that makes Siyan herself afraid when she hears it. I never dared to face such a reality. But reality is reality, if you can go out, it is to fulfill your wishes, if you can't go out, you can only succumb to reality.

When Siyan was lost and seemed helpless, she also thought: Aren't others also mixing well here? How many people come here the day they wish they could leave, but in the end they are quiet.

How different are you from them? Is it because you have a diploma? But aren't there more and more people with diplomas outside?

Someone once said to Siyan: Pingguchuan is a place where you want to leave when you come here. It's like a person getting into a sphere and having a feeling of not being able to breathe. But when you breathe freely, you feel like you can't get out. Because, the outside world, there is no such thing as quiet here.