For the first time, Siyan had a sense of fear for the word quiet. She believes that this must be a reality that everyone cannot escape. Siyan doesn't know if she has been here for a long time, and she is the same as others. When I can't go for three or five years, I will be older, and the same thing in front of me is to start a family.

But will you start a family here? Then who do you start a family with? Siyan knew that if she really wanted to start a family in Hiratanigawa, although Guan Zhong was not her idol, perhaps, she was the best candidate. At this time, Siyan will have a deeper understanding of Guan Zhong.

Although Guan Zhong is not excellent in Siyan's heart, she believes that he must be a good man. Therefore, Siyan also felt sorry for Guan Zhong, why should he be Guan Zhong? Why did he appear in Hiratani? Why is he the way he is?

During those days, when Siyan was fine, she always asked questions that she didn't know how to answer. She is either embarrassed for herself, or she is idle, or she feels that the world is really unfair sometimes.

When I arrived in Shanghai, I found a job. Siyan realized: It turned out that her daily cranky thoughts were really idle. In Shanghai, how can you have time to think about those useless things? Because, every day you face being eliminated, every day you face a crisis.

In Greater Shanghai, you don't just walk in the bustling crowd every day. Rather, you don't know that you are on the fast track of life. The ever-changing life is pulling you every day, and the pace of development is pushing you away.

When her uncle introduced her boyfriend to Siyan, Siyan was still thinking, what kind of person was that person? Is he as tall as Tong Quan? Southerners certainly don't. Does that look as handsome as Tong Quan? Is he so gentle and delicate about Zhong?

When Siyan arrived in Shanghai, she experienced the life of her uncle's family. Those problems are no longer problems. It seems that such a problem can only grow on the land of the Hiratani River.

Especially after listening to my uncle, I painted a bright future for myself. Siyan knew that her vision was so narrow. It turned out to be that remote town, which limited Siyan's imagination of this vast world. The outside world turned out to be so exciting, and I was overwhelmed by the wonderful.

It was at this time when Siyan was at a loss that she met Anbang. When I saw him, I felt a kind of worship in my heart. At that moment, Siyan forgot whether Anbang had Tong Quangao? Is Tong Quan handsome? I also forgot that he was as gentle as Guan Zhong?

Suddenly, Siyan felt that those things, at this moment, were not a problem. The problem is that this seemingly inconspicuous man has an energy in his body that transcends everything. He is a Ph.D. and a high-end talent in the key talent pool of Greater Shanghai.

More importantly, this man can take himself out of the town that makes her hesitate and confused. can easily bring her to Shanghai. Because, Shanghai has such a policy for high-end talents.

Perhaps, Siyan's imagination is not far enough. Because, as my uncle said, Shanghai is not her final destination. Speaking of Anbang's current status, many countries want him to work. In the future, Anbang will take her abroad.

Abroad, when Siyan heard this word, she had great uncertainty. She has always felt that foreign countries are still far from her life. But when my uncle told her so easily. Siyan felt a kind of excitement and a kind of panic.

If you can come to live in Shanghai, you will be at the forefront of China. Although, he did not go to Shenzhen like Tong Quan and walked to the forefront of China's reform and opening up. But it's not a dream that an ordinary person can have.

Among Siyan's classmates, no one has yet been able to come to Shanghai. The best flow direction is also divided into the same city as the provincial capital. Such classmates are already enviable. If the students know that they have come to Shanghai, they still don't know how to envy it?

When she came to Shanghai to meet Anbang for the first time, Siyan's mind was full of big Shanghai, and Shanghai had even surpassed Anbang's position in her heart. But the excitement of going to Shanghai, before it passed, my uncle mentioned foreign countries again.

It's like just eating a crab and serving a plate of lobster while the delicious taste is still lingering in your mouth. With such a delicacy, who can not become numb to the mind under such temptation?

During those days in Shanghai, what hit Siyan's heart was always those fresh words and things she had never touched. Those so-called love and love have become very small here.

At that moment, Siyan felt that she had become great. The great only wants to recite the poem of the revolutionary: life was precious, love is more valuable, if it is for freedom, both can be thrown away.

Now, she understood. It's not that people in those small places are too ignorant, it's that they don't have the opportunity to stand on a high point in life. It's not that they are born with a liking for gossip among colleagues, and the trivial things in life. It's that they don't have the opportunity to let their minds go high.

When Siyan left for so long, and then walked into the small building that was preserved in the Japanese pseudo-period. Siyan felt a little unfamiliar, but also a little familiar. Strange because she feels that all this will have nothing to do with her. And familiarity, because her life has stopped at this place.

Siyan's appearance made many people look at them in surprise. Perhaps, Siyan's body is still wrapped in the breath of the metropolis. Perhaps, Siyan's smile flashed with a different color.

There are also some people who don't pay attention to where Yan went. When Siyan came back, she felt that there had been such a person in the agency. At that moment, I realized that Siyan seemed to have been away from here for a long time. Hiratanigawa is such a place that is easy to be remembered and forgotten.

After Siyan came back, she told the section chief that she was going to resign. The section chief knew that this was a reality that could not be avoided, but there was still a little surprise. I thought that I would have to wait a while before I could leave. When the section chief heard that Siyan was married, he was even more surprised.

The section chief doesn't understand, young people now, what's wrong? I didn't even prepare for such a big thing as getting married, it seems that I got married with that man without seeing him a few times, do you understand?

The section chief hurriedly reported to the organization and personnel department, and the organization and personnel department began to arrange the person who would replace Siyan. However, I still hope that Siyan can stay for a while longer and bring new comrades with her.

Siyan has no other opinion on this point. Because, Siyan feels that even if she is back in Shanghai, she can't look for a job, so she can only wait for news from Anbang. Now, Anbang has only been in the past for a month, and the matter of visiting relatives cannot be so fast.

In the evening after work, Guan Zhong still wanted to meet Siyan more. Anyway, there are not too many such opportunities. When Guan Zhong arrived at Siyan's dormitory, he found that there were a lot of people in her place.

Even when there was no one, someone would come over before Guan Zhong could say a few words after he went. Because, many colleagues knew that Siyan was leaving, and they also came to see her. Especially some female comrades, when they were together, Guan Zhong couldn't say anything.

On weekends, Guan Zhong has to go back to Lintong City, after all, he is also a family person. Besides, I just got married. Guan Zhong usually goes back on Friday afternoon and back on Sunday afternoon.

When I came back that Sunday afternoon, I went to Siyan's dormitory and found that Siyan was not there. Guan Zhong thought that Siyan might have gone to a colleague's house to play. So, I went back to my dormitory and slept for a while.

In the evening, after dinner, before Guan Zhong went to find Si Yan, Si Yan came to his room.

Guan Zhong said: Come back in the afternoon, I'll go to your dormitory to see if you're there?

Siyan said: I went to the section chief's house, and when I came out, I met Sister Wang again, and I had to go to her house. In the evening, I ate there again.

Guan Zhong said: Why did you remember to go to the section chief's house?

Siyan said: I have to leave tomorrow.

Guan Zhong was stunned for a moment and said: Why do you suddenly want to leave?

Siyan said: Everyone in the world knows that I'm leaving, how can I say it's sudden?

Guan Zhong said: Didn't the section chief ask you to stay a few more days?

Siyan said: Uncle sent a telegram, asking me to hurry back.

Guan Zhong said: Your section chief agreed?

Siyan said: He doesn't agree to leave immediately, and he is still a little worried about things at work. I said about Zhong Zai, what are you worried about? Later, I agreed.

Guan Zhong said: You put me in again?

Siyan said: I don't take you, who else can I take here?

Guan Zhong had no choice but to smile stupidly and said: Settle down, leave tomorrow?

Siyan said: If it weren't for you coming back, I would have wanted to leave today.

When Guan Zhong heard Siyan say this, a stream of heat still poured into his heart. He said: You are more interesting than Tong Quan in this regard.

Siyan said: I've always been very interesting to you.

After saying that, Siyan showed a smile that she couldn't tell what it was like. There was a little bitterness in that smile, but in that bitterness, it seemed that there was still a little sweetness.

It was at this time that Guan Zhong once again hugged Siyan into his arms. This time, Guan Zhong hugged Siyan tightly, wanting her to dissolve into his life. While Siyan hugged Guan Zhong around herself, she also hugged Guan Zhong's neck.

When their roles have changed dramatically, this is the first time they have hugged each other so intimately. It was also the first time that two familiar faces were so close. Each can see themselves clearly in each other's eyes.

At this time, the two people seem to have forgotten themselves and the world. The two kissed each other in unison. When the four lips were glued together, they felt as if half a century had passed. Today, I found it again.