044 I don't want to see you again
"You're my daughter, if I'm not mistaken."
"What?" I exclaimed, "What did you say? ”
Hearing Uncle Xu say it, my heart jumped out. How can this be, what is the matter, he is joking with me.
"You're kidding me, aren't you? Hehe, I can't help but joke. "My mouth was shaking, and I couldn't speak.
"Xingzhu, listen to me, I'm really your father, I," he said and came over to pull me, I quickly jumped away,
"Juanyu." I yelled at Zhuoyu to come over, and I suddenly felt like crying, and I didn't know what it felt like, "Come here, Zhuoyu." I avoided him and reached over to take my hand, and when I saw Juanyu hurriedly running over, I hurriedly grabbed him, "Juanyu, let's go back to the room, go back to the room, I don't want to be here." Hurry back to your room. With that, I took Zhuo Yu's hand and walked into the room.
"Xingzhu, I'm really your father, listen to me, Xingzhu." Xu Wei's father followed closely behind and grabbed me.
"You go away." I shook off his hand and turned around and yelled, "Go away, don't touch me." ”
I suddenly felt my eyes ache, and my heart was hollowed out at this moment. I don't know what to say, I think we had a good conversation a second ago, and then he became a person I hated.
"Xingzhu, I've been looking for your mother all these years, I didn't know there was another you, really, I really don't know." He didn't dare to go any further, so he stood there still, and he cried as he spoke.
I didn't want to hear anything, my mind was so messed up, and all of a sudden, all of a sudden, all my memories from childhood came flooding back, and my mind was filled up so that I didn't know what to think. My mother worked very hard to take care of me, my mother worked very hard, my mother worked very hard to carry me to the doctor, my mother was very hard to hide from me and shed tears, my mother was very hard alone, and my memory was always the only one with my mother's hard back. Thinking about it, my heart began to hurt, and my mother was always very hard and busy for me.
"Why is it only now, why?" When I finished shouting this, my eyes went black and I didn't know anything.
When I woke up, I saw Juanyu lying next to me asleep.
"You're awake, but you're scared to death." I just raised my arm and he woke up, and he came to hug me after he finished speaking, "Okay, it's okay, I don't want to, I'm here." ”
Hearing him speak, my tears began to burst, hugging his neck and not wanting to let go, "Zhuoyu, you said this is not true, say that this is not true." ”
"Let's not talk about it, okay, I'll get you something to eat." Juanyu said and broke my hand and helped me up, "Come and sit down, I'll go get something for you to eat." ”
I sat down and thought about what had happened not long ago. My father, whom I have never seen since I was a child, who abandoned my mother and made her suffer so much, and made her unmarried and pregnant to endure so many strange eyes, has always been by my side, and I still respect him, I hate and chagrin myself very much when I think of this, why did I just let me meet him.
"Don't think about it, think about the child, you fainted just now, and you scared me," Zhuo Yu brought me chicken soup, "Drink this, your body is important." ”
I touched my belly, my baby, mom has to be strong even for you, and I took the chicken soup and drank it when I thought of it.
"Xu Weilai picked up her father, I didn't tell her what was going on, so you don't have to think too much about it, rest in peace." Juanyu patted my face and whispered.
"Didn't she come and ask what's going on?" I think Xu Wei should be very strange about what happened today.
"No, she came, and when she saw you unconscious, she said let me take good care of you and then took her father home."
How could Xu Wei be so calm, didn't she feel strange, didn't she feel that something had happened. It's strange when I think about it, there must be some reason for this, I have to figure it out.
"Help me call Xu Wei, I have something to ask her." I said as I got out of bed.
"Don't toss yourself, okay, if there is anything to wait for you to get better, don't be so excited, be careful of the child." Zhuo Yu came over and pulled me to lie down, "Do you have something to talk about tomorrow?" Obedient Xingzhu, lie down and rest. ”
"I can't wait, I've been lonely for more than 20 years, and now a father has popped up all of a sudden, I can't rest assured, you don't care about me, I want to ask for an understanding." I struggled and wouldn't give up, "You asked me to call, don't stop me." ”
"Xingzhu, are you obedient, I know you are sad now, but you have to be careful of your body, tomorrow I will accompany you to ask if it is okay, we will ask tomorrow what is going on, you can rest today and be obedient." After all, I couldn't get rid of it, so I obediently went back to bed and lay down.
It was so sudden that I didn't react at once. My hateful and resentful father actually appeared in my life in such a way. I originally persuaded myself that my father was dead, he was already dead in my heart after making my mother a poor unmarried mother, he was synonymous with irresponsibility in my heart, what I didn't expect was that life played a joke on me, the damned person suddenly appeared and admitted that he was my father, which made me difficult to accept for a while. I feel like I'm back when I was a child, as if I saw my mother working hard to make money in order to survive, in order to make my life better, and she is not afraid of suffering and suffering, as long as I can be healthy and happy. Every time I think of my mother trying to save me money and make myself suffer just so that I can eat better and live a better life, my heart hurts like a needle pricking. If it weren't for me, if she hadn't asked me and hadn't given birth to me, she wouldn't have had to work so hard, I was a person who shouldn't have been, it was I who broke her relationship with my grandmother, it was I who ruined her life that should have been beautiful, and it was I who put her on a difficult path.
"I will never forgive him." "I'm going to tell him tomorrow that I don't want to see him again, so that he never comes to me again." ”
I dreamed of my mother at night, it was still a rainy night, she was busy until late to pick me up from school because she had to catch a few jobs, on the way home I passed by the bakery, she bought me doughnuts, and then we walked happily, talking as we walked, and when we turned, a speeding car rushed towards us. I was awakened only to find that my clothes were soaked with sweat.
"I will never forgive you, I never want to see you again." I swore when I woke up, I swear by my mother, that I would never forgive you.