045 will never forgive you

"Xingzhu, listen to me, listen to me explain to you, okay?" As soon as I opened the door, I saw Xu Wei's father standing at the door, and when I wanted to close the door, he wouldn't let me.

"I don't want to say anything more to you, so let's go." I have a tough attitude, he is a negative person, let a mother work hard for so many years, what do I have to say to him.

"You let me finish talking about it, Xingzhu, why have I been sorry for your mother and daughter for many years, it's me who is not good," he tried to get in, "I didn't know that your mother was pregnant with you at the time, and your mother left suddenly, and I looked for her for a long time but didn't find her." If I had known that she was pregnant at the time, you wouldn't have left you two alone. "His voice was choked, but it sounded like he was acting to me.

"No, we're fine without you, so don't bother us now. You go, I don't want to hear what you say anymore, I'm grown up now, it's too late for you to do your duty, I don't need to. "I said coldly, that's true, we've all survived the worst of our time, and now there's nothing to worry about, I don't need his compensation.

"If it's possible, I really want to do it again, I really didn't mean to hurt you, please forgive me, I know I'm sorry for you, but please let me see your mother, I want to apologize to her in person, I was sorry for her back then."

"Apologize," I sneered, "no, my mother never wants to see you again, she's dead, and you're embarrassed to see her for ruining her life." As soon as I said this, he was stunned, and the hand that pushed the door drooped.

"What did you say, you said your mother was dead," he looked incredulous, "how could she be dead, how could she be dead?" ”

"You don't have to worry about it, our business has nothing to do with you, and you don't have to worry about my mother if she dies." I closed the door with that, and he sat down on the floor, no longer pestering me, and only muttering to himself, "How can you die?" ”

I closed the door and walked back to sit down, and Zhuoyu was staring at me without saying a word.

"Don't open the door to him!" I warned Juanyu, angry, and once again annoyed that I had been so enthusiastic about him before.

Juanyu didn't speak, came over and sat next to me and held my hand, "Xingzhu, it's not that I want to speak for him, but we have to give him a chance to explain, it's not terrible to make a mistake, I'm afraid that no one will forgive." Don't you think you should listen to his explanation. ”

"I don't listen, and I don't intend to have anything to do with him anymore. People make mistakes, but some can be forgiven, some can't, can he apologize in exchange for my mother's suffering for so many years, if I can I forgive him. "I'm stubborn, because as long as I think of my mother's hard work, when I think of her body being hit by a car, in my heart, there is nothing in my mind, only resentment and revenge. The person who made my mother so hard to endure will not be able to dissolve and counteract my hatred for you by inflicting ten times more pain and hardship on you than my mother.

"Then at least let him into the house, how bad is it for him to sit on the floor at the door with an old man, you say yes, the people who come out and go in don't know how to understand it when they see it."

Not knowing what to say, I got up and turned back to my room. Closing the door and sitting on the bed, I heard the sound of Zhuoyu opening the door and letting him into the house.

"Is it true that Xingzhu said that her mother died, isn't she angry with me?" I can hear his voice clearly, fake, who to show it.

"You sit down first, don't think about anything, take a break, I'll call Xu Wei and ask her to pick you up." Juanyu was still very polite to him, "Don't be excited, you have high blood pressure, and Xingzhu can't be excited now that she is pregnant." If you have anything to say, you will calm down, Xingzhu is in a better mood, you can talk about it well, don't say anything now. After Zhuo Yu finished speaking, I heard his voice dialing the phone.

"Xu Wei, your father is here with us, and now he is very emotional, I'm afraid that something will happen again, so come quickly." Xingzhu now locks himself in his room and refuses to come out, you come to persuade the two of them. Okay, I'll wait for you, you come over quickly. ”

I began to cry when I listened to it, I turned out to be sisters with Xu Wei, it was a ridiculous and coincidence. Xu Wei's sister is more than ten years older than Xu Wei, and I am the same age as Xu Wei, if I am her daughter as her father said, it means that he was married when he was with my mother, he was already married and had a wife, why do you want to provoke my mother, men are like this and watch the pot in the bowl, none of them are good things. I was very angry when I thought of this, because my mother didn't think it was worth it, Mom, why are you with such a person, why are you with someone who has no future.

I opened the door when Xu Wei came, and as soon as the door opened, I pulled her in and pulled her aside.

"Did you already know, did you already know about this?" The more I thought about it, the more strange Xu Wei was about his father's reaction when he saw me and knew that I was his daughter, so calm that I felt as if she knew in advance that this would be the result, and she knew in advance that I was his father's daughter. "When we talked that day, you asked me, what would happen if one of the two good friends found out that the other was actually his own sister, would you, right? You have always known but you have always pretended that nothing happened, Xu Wei, why are you like this, what kind of person are you, what are you thinking in your heart, you know the truth but you are okay, what is it for you to continue to be with me, your father's illegitimate daughter? ”

"I'm not as complicated as you say, I'm not as scheming as you think," Xu Wei also yelled back at me, as if he had been greatly wronged, "If I do it again, I will still choose like this, because I don't want to lose your friend just because of this, because you once said how much you hate your biological father, and I'm afraid that after I tell you that my father is actually your father, you won't even be a friend with me." Xu Wei cried after speaking.

I also cried after listening to her words, indeed, I have told Xu Wei more than once that I hate my biological father. I don't know when Xu Wei found out that her father was my father, but if I had known the truth at that time, I would definitely not be such a close friend with her again.

"I'm afraid that if I tell you that my dad is actually your dad, the one you have always hated here, you and I won't even be friends, so I'm hiding it from you. But then I thought you should meet your father, and I thought he should meet you, so I introduced you two to each other. At that time, I was secretly happy to see you talking very much, and I was secretly happy for a long time. I didn't mean to hide it from you, really, I just wanted to keep our friendship alive. ”

"Why are you so selfish, why do you arrange my life and my life, I don't want to know him and see him at all. If I had known that my dad was him, I would have said that I would not go to your house. You let me meet the person I least want to see in order to keep my friendship, why are you? ”

"I'm sorry, I just want to continue to be friends with you, I'm sorry Xingzhu, I didn't mean to, really, please forgive me." Xu Wei said, crying profusely, "I don't want to lie to you and don't want to hide it from you, it's just that sometimes I see my dad locked in the room all day looking at an old photo of your mother, I think he is very pitiful, so I think even if I don't tell him the truth, it's good to just let him meet you, I didn't expect that he happened to see your mother's photo here with you, and I didn't expect that you would want to recognize it." It's all my fault, if only I hadn't introduced you to you, if only I had told you the truth earlier. ”

Xu Wei's words made me feel even more betrayed and betrayed, I was like a clown, I was kept in the dark and jumped and screamed with joy.

"Xu Wei, how can you be like this, haven't you considered my feelings like this?" I asked, and for a moment I didn't want to see her again. "You go, I won't forgive you."