046 Your joke is too big
Xu Wei played me like a clown.
My best friend, her dad turned out to be my real father, and I never saw someone I never wanted to see was actually there for me all along. Moreover, my best friend turned out to be a half-sister to me.
The joke is really too big.
"Xu Wei, why are you, am I willing, am I willing to know him, whose father is he has to do with me. Haven't I grown up so big as usual without my father, what kind of good person are you now, what does it matter to me whether he is dead or not. "I was so angry that I didn't care about anything.
I think about the suffering that my mother and I suffered over the years, the desperate eyes of my mother when she died, the humiliation I suffered when I was a child, and then look at the old man over there, I want to cry but I don't know why I cry, I don't know how to laugh when I want to laugh.
Zhuo Yu came over to help me sit down and wiped my chest vigorously.
"You be careful with your body, and if you have something to say, it's okay to talk slowly."
"What to say, what to say," I yelled at whoever I caught, "I, now I have a father, my father has come to recognize me, how happy I am." I'm in a hurry, I'm happy, look, I have more sisters, more fathers, how happy I am. I said excitedly, pointing at Xu Wei and then at her father.
"Zhuoyu, do you say that you are happy for me or sad for me, I have two more relatives at once."
"Xingzhu, don't blame Xu Wei, I asked her to bring me to meet you, and I asked her to introduce you to me." Xu Wei's father stood up from the table and walked over and said, "I'm sorry for you, it's me who has nothing to do with Xu Wei, she is still your good friend." ”
"What kind of friends, you father and daughter are happy now, why are you so hateful, are there people like you?" I pointed at Xu Wei and then at her father.
I really think it's funny, this father and daughter think of me as something, I can admit it if I want to, and I can say whatever I want. "Especially Xu Wei, why didn't I find out that you are such a scheming person, did you already know about this, you deliberately made friends with me, right? What found out that I was your father's daughter, and why your father was sad about this photo, you made it all up. How did I make such a friend of yours? "I found that my madness is really not comparable to ordinary people, and I can scold any vicious words.
Xu Wei cried a mess, and Baba came over to take my hand, but I shook her off.
"Xingzhu, it's really not what you think, I really don't know that my father is your real father, I really wanted to be friends with you at first, but I slowly found out later, you believe me, I really want to be friends with you."
"It's what you say, anyway, now I don't want to see you father and daughter, you let me go, go." I said and pushed Xu Wei out, and pushed her father out, "Don't come to me again in the future, no matter what you say in the future, I won't listen to it again." Walk. "
"Xingzhu, can you calm down, be careful of the child." Zhuo Yu came over and hugged me and didn't let me move again, "Xu Wei, you and your father should go first, when Xingzhu calms down, let's sit down together and talk about it, today's incident is too big a blow to her, she can't accept it for a while, you go back first, let her calm down." ”
I was held by Zhuoyu and couldn't move, so I had to scold them and let them go.
"Okay then," Xu Wei's father sighed and said, "You take care of her, let's go first, and tell us if there is anything, Xu Wei and I are waiting for your news." ”
"Let's go, it has nothing to do with you, don't come back in the future." I struggled to chase them away.
"Xingzhu, don't do this, you be careful with your body, if I knew that the consequences were like this, I would never say it, and I would never tell my father. Xingzhu, I beg you, don't be like this, okay. Xu Wei cried and came to pull me, but when I got rid of her, she still came to pull, crying pitifully.
"Didn't you already say it, I won't forgive you, you go." I'm really going crazy, throwing whatever I catch. Juanyu hurriedly hugged me and turned around,
"Let's go, Xu Wei, don't worry, Xingzhu will take care of it." Don't be too sad, go back. ”
I watched as the two of them walked away one step at a time, opening and closing the door and disappearing from my sight.
"Okay, you've made enough trouble, they're all gone, you can calm down, okay?" Juanyu settled me into the couch and brought me a glass of water.
"Why are you so nice to them, I never want to see them again in my life, you know? Don't let them in in the future, or I'll finish it for you." After I finished speaking, I stood up and went to the bedroom, I was so tired, Xu Wei's joke today, his father's joke, really made a big joke.
"Xingzhu, Xingzhu, listen to me." Juanyu came after me, and I slammed the door behind me, and his voice disappeared behind me.
I've always been stubborn, I just didn't show it.
Close the door, find a picture of mom and sit on the bed.
"Mom, that's not what I want." Looking at the smiling bright mother in the photo, my tears broke down again. The man she dedicated her life to turned out to be what he is today.
"Mom, do you think it's worth it? This man actually has a family, do you think you are worth it when you fall in love with him? ”
Whatever the reason my mom fell in love with that man in the first place, I think it was a test and a challenge for my mom.
"Aren't you afraid that others will laugh at you, aren't you afraid that you will regret it, and aren't you afraid that you will live hard in the future? You also need courage to fall in love with such a man, right? ”
Xu Wei has an older sister who is more than ten years older than her, and when my mother fell in love with that man, he had been married for more than ten years.
"If you were asked to choose again, would you still live like this?"
If you choose again, Mom, will you still fall in love with what you shouldn't love, give birth to me that shouldn't exist, and live this miserable life that doesn't belong to you?
"Mom, you're so stupid, you're so stupid." I cried and stroked her photo over and over again, the smiling face, the corners of her mouth, and her smiling eyes all showed that she was a woman in her prime, but she was such a woman, staying at the age when she should be blooming beautiful.
Only I could see the sadness in her eyes, only I could see the pain behind her smile, and only I knew that she had been living a very hard life.
"When I was younger, we could live happily in the most difficult times, and now that I have grown up, I know how to live, and I don't need the care that doesn't belong to me. Mom, I won't forgive and won't accept this man. ”
It was as if I was assuring her, as if I was seeking justice for her.
"The person who didn't appear when we were desperate, even if he works hard and is brilliant now, I won't lose half of his backbone to him." I locked the door of my heart, and I would never be soft on anyone, so easily.
"Xingzhu, open the door, Xingzhu, open the door and listen to me." Juanyu was shouting outside, and his tone was very nervous.
I got up and walked over to open the door.
"Xingzhu, let's talk about something slowly, don't discount your impulsiveness, be careful with your body." Juanyu said and helped me to the edge of the bed and sat down, only Juanyu was my dearest person.
"Don't worry, I won't mess around. I know it in my own heart. I snuggled into his arms, "After that, I will have nothing but you." ”
Juanyu was taken aback by my movements, probably thinking that I was changing so quickly.
"Okay, as long as you understand it yourself, I won't worry. Have a good rest, don't think about anything, today's events will be as if nothing happened, tomorrow we will get up and go for a walk together, no one will disturb us, okay? ”
"yes, okay." I nodded in agreement, forcing myself to swallow my tears.
As long as I still have Juanyu, as long as I still have our children, as long as I still have people who love me, then I will not be afraid of anything.
Dad, I'm a stranger, so strange that I can't do it, Xu Wei, used to be my best friend, but now I can't face her quietly.
Only Li Junyu, the father of my children, and my husband, are now the only ones who accompany me on my way. With them I am enough, those fatherly love, friendship, I have survived without me before, I believe it doesn't matter if there is in the future.
"Zhuoyu, you must not give up on me, you must love me well, love me well, love me and protect me, I will only be left with you." I muttered, so small that I couldn't hear it myself.
Xu Wei, your joke this time is really big, I used to like to talk to you heartlessly, like to talk to you, like to talk to you, like to talk to you, now I don't have to, because you really hurt me this time, your father is my father, you deliberately arranged for us to meet, deliberately let the two of us recognize each other, you are not afraid of whether I am angry or not, whether I accept it or not, whether my heart hurts or not. Xu Wei, your joke is really too big.
If we meet again, I really don't know how to face you, whether to thank you for giving me a dad, or to thank you for being so selfless to give me your dad, or to thank you for letting me know that my mother is actually a third party who destroyed your home, so she deserves to be alone for the rest of her life.
When I think of Xu Wei, I think of all the good things before me and her. We slept in the same bed, we shared a bowl of beef noodles, we exchanged clothes, we went shopping together, we discussed boys together, and we went to eat the newly opened Malatang together.
Thinking about it, I cried, "Xu Wei, why are you doing this, if you don't say it, how good it would be for us to go on like this." ”
Listening to this, I complained, didn't speak, just hugged me tighter.
I don't know if I've lost or gained, I've been told I have a dad and I have sisters, but I'm not happy.
Xu Wei, you really played a big joke with me.