Last time, Xu Wei promised to come to the house for dinner in the evening, and asked me to prepare beef noodles for her, I was full of expectations to wait for her to come, but later she called again and said that there was a temporary fact that she couldn't leave, so she didn't come.

I've been getting more and more hypocritical lately, just like Zhuo Yu said, I cry at every turn now, and my emotions are out of control at every turn.

I don't know if it's because I've changed, or if it's because it's like this in the late stages of pregnancy. Could this be the legendary prenatal blues?

My belly was getting bigger day by day, my calves and feet were starting to swell, and I was getting more and more tired with the pregnancy spots on my face.

After each prenatal check-up, I have to make a record of every change, my weight, fetal bone development, and amniotic fluid weight. Record all of them and file them in the hospital, all so that they can have a reference basis for future production.

Luckily, every time I went for a check-up, I was told that everything was going well, and that as long as I ate a healthy diet and moved around properly, I would have to wait for the child to be born healthy.

I'm not going to stay at home anymore today, I'm going to dress up and get ready to go shopping.

Maternity dress, cotton blouse, flat shoes, I pulled my hair into a simple bun and put on light makeup.

Look at yourself in the mirror, you are still beautiful.

I'm going to buy kids' clothes, diapers, covers, sleeping bags, socks, hats, bibs. We've already bought these, but who would have too much for the sake of their children.

My plan was good, but I didn't expect a change to happen halfway through. So as the saying goes, plans can't keep up with changes.

When I went out, I happened to meet my father coming to me, carrying a large bag and a small bag.

As soon as I saw him, I knew the plan had failed.

"Dad, why are you here?" I hurried to pick up his belongings, he was driven by the driver, and I wasn't worried about his safety.

"I bought you something, thinking you might need it." He didn't hand it to me, handed it to the driver on the side, "Are you going out?" ”

"yes, I just happened to run into you," I said, looking at the bags, which were from the baby boutique, "and now it seems that I don't need to go." ”

"No, no, what should you do or what you still do, just take me." His words were unexpected.

"What?" I don't seem to hear clearly.

"That's right, that's it, we father and daughter go shopping together," he said, laughing like a child, "Yesterday Weiwei told me that you are bored by yourself now, and it just so happens that the two of us are suffering from the same disease." ”

Yes, he was also a lonely old man, guarding a big house by himself, and although there were many people around him, they were all just servants, and none of them really cared about him, not even one who thought about such a small thing as buying him a pair of socks.

Xu Wei has to be busy with work, Xu Wei's sister is also busy with work, and no one is willing to stay at home with an old man.

It's like there's no one with me now.

"Let's go, go where you have to go, we'll be together." He came to me again.

Then let's go and spend time with my dad. I no longer hesitated to get in the car.

"Xu Wei doesn't go home often now, and she doesn't know what she's busy with every day." The performance of the car is excellent, and the driver drives very steadily, I feel good sitting in it, and the air conditioning inside is very comfortable.

"She and her sister are rarely at home now, they come late at night and leave early in the morning, and I rarely see them now." He said, his eyes couldn't hide the loss, "But fortunately, I still have you to accompany me." ”

"We accompany each other, Zhuoyu is so busy now and often has to work overtime, and I am too idle today to think about going out for a walk."

"Then Dad will take you to eat something delicious today." He blinked as he spoke, like a mischievous child.

Others say that old people become smaller, and it is not wrong at all, the older people are, the more they are like children, and the older they are, the more they need to be accompanied, taken care of, and coaxed.

Going to the mall with my father, I picked out a pair of shoes for him, bought a shirt, bought a few pairs of socks, bought two shirts and a tie for Juanyu, and when he paid the bill, his father insisted that he pay it.

"Your dad can still afford these things, let dad come." He used a credit card.

I stood next to him and watched him swipe his card and sign, he was very happy, but after all, he was old, and the hand holding the pen trembled slightly to sign his name.

"You have to raise children, and there are still a lot of places to use money in the future, and you can come out with your father, and your father is already very happy."

I looked at him, didn't say anything more, went over and took his arm and helped him to walk with me.

"When will the child be born, have you booked a hospital, have you made an appointment with a doctor, if you have any questions, tell your father, my father knows many famous doctors."

He looked pleased, and said as he walked.

"Okay, it's still early, I have to wait for more than two months, I have already booked a maternity and children's hospital, and I will definitely notify you to be a grandfather when the time comes." I patted his hand, no one had ever done this to me, and I felt as if happiness was about to overflow from the bottom of my heart.

"Well, if you are all busy with work and don't have time to take care of the children, you will send them to the house, there are many nannies at home, they will take good care of them, do you say?"

I saw the expectation on his face, and I couldn't bear to refuse him, so I just said that I would talk about it when the time came, and I would discuss it with Zhuoyu.

How bad it would be to put the children in their homes to take care of them. I had to go back and forth with Zhuoyu to pick them up, which was very troublesome.

We rested in the lounge area for a meal.

"It wasn't so prosperous before, it used to be a small mall, and there weren't as many things as it is now, but now it's changing so fast." We sat down and ordered something to eat, and Dad looked left and right, and sighed uncomfortably, "I brought your mother here before, and it was just a multi-story building back then, but now it has changed a lot." ”

When I heard him talk about my mother, I was stunned for a moment, "Mom has been here before?" ”

"Yes, it wasn't so high-end at that time, it was just an ordinary shopping mall, selling some daily groceries. Your mom loved to eat fried here at that time, and she was very happy every time she came. ”

My mom used to be here, she used to be happy here, but now it's a thing.

"What else, what do you come here for a lot, do you buy clothes?"

"Buy, buy everything, your mother was like a child at that time, everything she saw was fresh, and it was half a day to come here with her." When Dad said this, it was as if he was reminiscing about good things, and his eyes were fixed in a certain direction, as if he was in deep thought.

I think my mom at that time had just arrived in the big city and should have been curious about everything. A woman suddenly puts herself in the dazzling eyes of the prosperity of the metropolis, and is surrounded by a man who is as gentle as an elder brother and takes care of her, she should naturally fall into this happiness.

"Your mother is a very good girl, she just wears those clothes and something on her body, but she doesn't buy them, she is not a greedy person, and a little surprise can make her happy."

None of us are greedy people. When she lived with her mother, the most she did was help others.

She doesn't want anything from others, it's just her nature, indisputable, indifferent and casual.

"yes, my mom has always been like that. She's just good-natured. ”

Neither of us spoke, and began to fall silent.

Perhaps, this is life, and there will always be some regrets to seem tortuous.

The TV was playing local news at this time, and I heard Xu Wei's name.

"Xu's Group is a newcomer again, and Miss Xu Jiaer shows her business talent."

The news hyped Xu Wei's origin, saying that Xu Wei had been hidden by the Xu family to learn business knowledge, and now that she has returned from her studies, she is preparing to become her sister's helper, and said that the two sisters will definitely make the Xu Group more brilliant.

"Just look at these things, don't take them seriously." Dad just smiled at these and continued to eat, "What Weiwei is most afraid of is being captured by her sister and taken home for education, she has long been used to freedom, I don't know why she is working so hard now." ”

I didn't think there was anything, the video clips taken by the media were playing in the news, Xu Wei was dressed in a decent suit, there was a special person to take the documents, and a special driver opened the door for her, she was like a queen, as long as she walked forward with her head held high.

"Xu Wei's outfit is not bad, it's like that." I sincerely admire that Xu Wei's ability and understanding are not bad, she just doesn't want to work hard.

Xu Tianyi has always appeared in the sight of major media, and the brilliance does not fade, and now it is Xu Wei's turn, and the sisters of Xu's Group will definitely set off a big storm in the business world.

"Yes, Xu Wei is still very suitable for these things."

"Then are you proud, your daughters are very capable, they are no worse than anyone else, Tianyi is like this, Xu Wei is also like this." When I said this, I felt a little inferior in my heart, I am also his daughter, but I can compare to the two sisters.

"I'm most proud to have your three daughters, and you're the one I'm most proud of."

He knew what I meant, cleverly avoided my questions, and told me how he felt for me in another way.

"Xingzhu, there are some people that we can't avoid and escape, and some people's way of appearance is not something that everyone can experience, but as long as you still have faith and faith, then nothing will be difficult for you. Xu Wei can get to the point where he is now, and you must be able to, all you have to do now is to be happy, don't think about anything, don't worry about anything. Do you understand what I mean? ”

I don't have to feel inferior because of my current form, and I don't have to blame myself for the same status but the disparity in status and achievement.

"I don't want to be involved with you, I just want to live my own life well." My emotions were so high that I needed to vent urgently.

I am different from Xu Wei, I don't have fine clothes and food, I don't have a superior background, I even got my father not long ago, they are just bright, I am just an illegitimate child.

"I also want to be a child who makes you and my mother proud, but my starting point is really difficult, and my life is really hard."

I'm not complaining, I'm not resentful, I'm not reprimanding anyone anymore, it's just that I was growing up with too much missing.

"Dad, I want to be as accomplished as them."