060 Some things are really hard
I am different from Xu Wei, I don't have fine clothes and food, I don't have a superior background, I even got my father not long ago, they are just bright, I am just an illegitimate child.
"I also want to be a child who makes you and my mother proud, but my starting point is really difficult, and my life is really hard."
I'm not complaining, I'm not resentful, I'm not reprimanding anyone anymore, it's just that I was growing up with too much missing.
I can accept you, I can accept my identity, I can accept this fact, but can these be exchanged for the love that I have lost in time?
No, it's a foregone conclusion, what I want to do is to live my own life and not compare myself to anyone.
"I'm not targeting you, I just want to be loved, I just want my mom back." I cried, I had low self-esteem, I had no one to encourage, no one to share my joy, I was completely on my own. It's been so long, so long that I don't know how to use others.
"Okay Xingzhu, Dad knows." He patted me on the shoulder, gently, like a comfort, like an encouragement, "Daddy will always be behind you." ”
I was so excited that I finally didn't have to work overtime, and with Shen Yan's countless warm invitations before, we decided to go to dinner with Shen Yan on the day when the sun was shining today and it was a rest day, of course, we also called Xu Wei.
"Second Miss Xu's Group, you are really a real person." We all sat down, and Shen Yan looked at Xu Wei and teased, "The hotel I came here today won't also be yours." ”
"Your father is no better, most of the real estate industry belongs to him, Shen Gongzi, you are not shallow." Xu Wei and him complained to each other and complemented each other. "How about it, Diamond King Lao Wu, how can you have time to invite us to dinner today, don't you do your father's company."
"My company is officially established, so how about welcoming you friends who have just met in the city to celebrate with you?" Shen Yan began to order, but the others did not want to talk deeply.
"It was done so quickly, didn't you say that funds were tight? Why, your dad promised to invest again. "I'm curious, I don't know anything about business, but I think if I start a company, the process will be very troublesome.
"Hey, you don't understand Xingzhu. Who is he, who is his father, and who in this world doesn't give him face. Xu Wei explained to me, looking like there was something to make a fuss about, "Let me tell you, now everyone else wants to please him, the prince." It's no problem for him to open a company, he opens a private state. ”
When I heard this, I fell into a sense of loss again, and this is the difference between people.
Some people are destined to have unlimited scenery in their lives and are destined to be able to turn the clouds and rain.
"Okay, don't talk about that," Shen Yan closed the menu and leaned back in his chair casually, "It's still that nonsense, how about Xingzhu help me?" ”
I looked at them, and Juanyu's expression was very uncomfortable. He has always been a bit stressed in front of these people because of his job and position.
"I really want to, but I think your company has just opened, and it definitely needs elites to lay a good foundation, and I am half-baked now, and it won't help if I go." I'm telling the truth, and I really can't figure out a question, that is, why Shen Yan always proposes or even strongly recommends me to go to his company.
"Yes, Shen Yan doesn't know what your idea is, she has a family and a room, look at it, her belly is so big," Xu Wei was open-mouthed, and said whatever he wanted, "Li Huanyu, he is seducing your wife." ”
"Shen Yan is a righteous gentleman, how can he be like you say, right?" Jian Yu couldn't help it, and raised the water cup to salute Shen Yan, "He is taking care of us, I thank you Shen Yan in advance." ”
Shen Yan hurriedly raised the cup in front of him and clinked glasses with him, "You are too polite." ”
Xu Wei pursed his lips and didn't say anything.
"Xu Wei, you are so busy that I can't see you." I began to complain, complaining about my bitterness, "You are all busy, I am alone at home every day, I really envy you for having something to do to pass the time." ”
"Don't be in the blessing and don't know if it's good or not, if we can change it now, I will change it with you without saying a word, who is rare like this every day." Xu Wei said that work was like seeing an enemy, "I'm forced to do it, do you think I'm willing." ”
"But at least I can pass the time, like me, it's like a year." I touched my belly and gave birth quickly, maybe I wouldn't have thought so much and complained so much when I was busy with diapers and breastfeeding every day.
"Just let Zhuo Yu ask for leave, I will accompany you every day, so as to save you from being bored, or you go and tell your father to let him promise to replace me to serve you." Xu Wei always thinks of some strange ideas, and I actually admire her humorous mind.
"Aren't you doing a good job, look at which media is not scrambling to report on you now," I patted her hand, I couldn't help it, so I could only persuade her like this, "Work hard, Dad needs you, and the company needs you." ”
"How do you know how much effort I have to put in behind the glamorous," Xu Wei was very discouraged, drinking water like a gamble, "I only realize my sister's hard work now, fortunately, my father retired early, otherwise he may not live long, and the pressure is too great." ”
As soon as Xu Wei spoke, he promised to say whatever he had. What does it mean to live for a long time?
"Don't talk nonsense, your mouth is one less door. Starving, order. I didn't want to go on and look at the menu, "I'm going to eat something delicious today." ”
The meal was late from noon to three o'clock in the afternoon, and it was finally over.
When we went out, Xu Wei planned to go to my house with us, but as soon as her sister called, she went home.
"My sister said that she was looking for me urgently, I won't go to your house today, and I'll see you another day."
"What's the matter, what's the matter, it's nothing, right?" I wonder if I can't even have a good weekend.
"I didn't make it clear on the phone, I'll call you again when I get home," Xu Wei hurriedly got into the car, "I'll go first, you guys be careful on the road." ”
We said yes and waved her off.
"You go back in my car, and I'll see you off." Shen Yan's driver had already driven the car over, and Shen Yan opened the car door for us, "Let's go in." ”
I looked at Zhuo Yu, and it was all there was to it.
"I don't mean to offend, Xingzhu, is the old man of the Xu Group your father?"
On the way, Shen Yan asked me politely, he was in the front seat, I looked at her and answered truthfully.
"Yes, I'm his daughter."
"Nothing interesting, just wanted to make sure." Shen Yan turned his head with an apologetic look in his eyes, "He is amazing, the most famous sightseeing ski estate of the Xu Group is his creativity, and the most precious thing about him is that he knows what he wants to do." Where should you really look. ”
Shen Yan's words seemed to remind me of something.
Hui's Group Sightseeing Ski Manor.
I didn't even hear anything I didn't know.
"How much do you know about him, a lot?" I'm very curious, why Shen Yan is interested in me, my father, my family, what is he going to do, what is he going to say to me, "What is your purpose?" ”
I was already alert at this time, and grabbed Zhuoyu's hand and didn't let go, and Zhuoyu was also very nervous by me.
"Shen Yan, you don't have any purpose, right?" Zhuo Yu couldn't help it.
Shen Yan hurriedly explained, he sensed my nervousness.
"Don't be nervous, I have absolutely no ill will." Shen Yan also saw and felt our emotions.
His eyes were genuine, and I couldn't think of anything he'd done against us since we met him.
"My dad and I only met recently, and I didn't get anything out of him. If you're his business rival and want something from me, I've probably let you down. ”
Shen Yan realized that the matter was serious and ordered the driver to pull over.
"You're mistaken, really." He unbuckled his seatbelt and turned to his seat, "I just want to say I admire your dad, he's a true artist." My hobby is advertising, and I just admire his creativity. You guys really misunderstood. ”
I began to feel a headache, could it be that Shen Yan deliberately touched me, he is not that kind of person.
"What the hell are you for? I believe that we met by chance in Lijiang, we didn't know each other at that time, but now you suddenly invited me to your company, and you are still so enthusiastic about us. I'm really confused, what do you want from me? ”
Shen Yan looked at us, no longer in a hurry to explain, and spread his hands to let us relax.
"Not what you think. We did meet by chance before, and we do now. I just like you very much, I want to be friends with you, don't get me wrong, don't misunderstand you, I really don't mean anything else. If you think I have any intentions, then I will stay away from you from now on, and I will no longer harass you. ”
I tried to calm myself down, Shen Yan was definitely not using me, he should really be friends with me.
I was short of breath when I was nervous, and I wiped my chest for me.
"Shen Yan, don't talk yet, you let her calm down, we may have misunderstood." Juanyu was also very nervous to see me like this.
I've always had very few friends, so I've always cherished hard-won friendships, but now I seem to feel like I'm being taken advantage of.
Shen Yan and Zhuo Yu stopped talking, and I seriously recalled the front and back by myself.
"Shen Yan, I regard you as a friend, I just hope that everything you say to me is true. And I want to tell you that I never expected to get a penny from my dad, I just wanted to live quietly. ”
"Xingzhu, you really misunderstood, I don't have any purpose, I just want to express my respect for your father to you. It's true. ”
I tried my best to relax myself, and I believed that what Shen Yan said was true, he just wanted to be friends with me and us.
Perhaps, it's me who really thinks too much. But right now, there are some things that I'm really hard to accept.