The morning after I looked for Shen Yan, when I turned on the TV to watch the news, an explosive news almost choked me to death with a mouthful of water.

Shen's Group, the son of a real estate tycodile, was photographed yesterday taking his pregnant wife out to dinner.

And the one who was photographed, the so-called big-bellied pregnant wife, was me.

The overwhelming news, newspapers, and magazines are all reporting the same news: the young owner of the Shen Group is secretly married, and he was photographed for dining with his pregnant wife.

In the photo, I was photographed with a straight face, and the most terrible thing is that there is another one of them is Shen Yan supporting me, and we are still talking and laughing. I don't even know what we were talking about or why I was smiling so happily.

For a while, Shen Yan's company was exposed, and the entrance of the company was surrounded by entertainment reporters, and the scene was uncontrollable.

"What the hell is going on, you say!" Juanyu slammed a newspaper in front of me, "When did you become someone else's wife, or a young owner, you are famous now." ”

Juanyu's eyes were swollen blood-red from anger, and his whole body seemed to be about to swallow me alive.

"Don't you know what's going on, it's a tabloid reporter scribble, I just went to have dinner with him yesterday and apologized for what happened that day." People don't believe me, don't you even believe me?

"Apologize, what kind of apology, now it's okay, as soon as the media reports, people will definitely dig up any background information about you, and you can't hide anything you want to hide now." The angry look of Juanyu is something I have never seen before, he is angry with me, he is blaming me.

"Can't you see it, don't you understand what I've done, don't you know if the report is true or not. You don't even give me this trust, do you just don't know me like that? "I felt terrified, and when I had a problem, I couldn't even get the trust of my loved one.

"I can see it, but have you thought about it for me, if other people see this, if people in the company see this, what will they think of me. I believe in you, what about others, will others believe in you? I told you a long time ago to stay away from that Shen Yan, but now it's okay, the matter is out, I'll see how you end. "I was chilled by Zhuo Yu's words, what he cared about was what the people in the company thought of, how he looked at me, and he was completely blaming me.

"Okay, I'll solve my own business, okay. I will definitely not affect you, I will explain it to everyone, I will explain it to the media. You just have to go to your class, okay? Okay? So you're satisfied, right? With that, I turned and went back to my bedroom and locked the door. When I quieted down, I realized that I was in tears.

Sometimes, there are some things that I still can't rely on others, I can only rely on myself.

"Xingzhu, I didn't mean that, you listen to me, I mean you have to be cautious in the future and don't deal with this kind of person anymore. We can't afford to play with them. At the end of the day, it's only us who suffers. "Li Lianyu slapped the door panel outside and educated me over and over again.

I feel so tired in my heart, I have to take on this matter, I have to learn the advice and suggestions given to me by Zhuoyu, and I have to think about how to calm this matter. I don't even have someone to rely on and bear.

Shen Yan called me.

"Xingzhu, it's okay, it's okay, you don't have to worry, as long as you stay at home quietly and don't go out, this matter will slowly fade out of people's sight in a few days. You know, don't think about it, what to do, okay. Don't worry about anything, as long as you don't come out, they won't pursue it anymore if they don't see you. Rest well, don't think about anything, I'll settle it. ”

Shen Yan's words seemed to reassure me, I climbed into bed, lay down, and forced myself to fall asleep.

Zhuo Yu knocked outside for a while and then stopped knocking, and I heard him talking to Xu Wei on the phone.

When Xu Wei came, I was sleeping in a daze, and they actually picked the lock.

"Do you know that you're scared us to death, it's not a big deal, why are you so scared." Xu Wei said and came over to hug me, she hugged me tightly, and her voice was choked, "The big deal is that you are the identity, you are originally a child of the Xu family, what are you afraid of." ”

I'm not afraid, I'm a child of the Xu family, the big deal is to let the media publicize it, in fact, the old man of the Xu Group was born out of wedlock when he was young. But I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that when the time comes, those people will dig up all the eight generations of people's ancestors to publicize and scribble, and I'm afraid that my mother will become a saboteur in the eyes of others and become the object of scolding. I'm really scared.

And what I'm most afraid of is that after this incident, the first thing that Juanyu thought of was himself, how he raised his head in the company. He couldn't believe me, not comfort me, not accompany me.

"What am I afraid of, I'm not afraid of anything, I'm not afraid of the person who broke the news, and I'm not afraid of my identity." I stood up and yelled, "I'm afraid you don't believe me. ”

Zhuo Yu and Xu Wei both came to pull me, for fear that I would fall off the bed if I couldn't stand steadily.

"How do you know what I'm thinking?" I looked at the sky, and my heart welled up with a sadness like a tide.

Xu Wei looked at me, looked at Lianyu, and looked confused.

"What's wrong with you, you guys, quarreling?"

"Xu Wei, you go out first, I have something to say to Xingzhu." As he spoke, he pushed Xu Wei outside, "You come back later." ”

"What's the matter, what can't I say to my face." Xu Wei was unwilling, breaking free and refusing to go.

"If you have anything to say, you can say it." I sat down carefully and tried to calm myself down.

Juanyu pulled over a chair and sat down in front of me. He breathed a long sigh of relief and tried to calm himself as much as he could.

"I didn't mean that, I didn't believe you," he reached out to touch my face, and I stubbornly turned away.

"Then what do you mean, you're not afraid that I will have a bad influence on you and affect your position in the company?" I sneered. "The young owner of the Shen family took your wife to dinner, and was photographed and hyped up. Aren't you afraid that others will look at you differently? ”

"I'm afraid, but that's because I'm afraid I'll lose you." Zhuo Yu's voice is very gentle, and he is still the person who was very tolerant and pampered to me before.

"You're afraid of losing yourself." I couldn't take it anymore, "You're completely obsessed with your own work now, you used to be the most family-oriented person, and now you completely treat your work as everything." You start to feel inferior in your heart, you feel that you are not as good as Xu Wei, and you are not as good as people like Shen Yan. I told you that I don't care, as long as we are happy, it doesn't matter how brilliant others are. ”

After listening to my words, Zhuo Yu didn't say anything more, and lowered his head.

"You can't compare with them, they have a foundation, and they are set as soon as they are born. We are just ordinary people who start from scratch, if you compare with them, care about them, care about their status, then you will always be the one with low self-esteem. It's good to see our own direction, start slowly, build a foundation little by little, and one day we can do that ourselves. ”

Ever since he knew Xu Wei's identity and status, he had been under pressure, and he also wanted to give me that kind of favorable conditions and give our children an innate sense of superiority, but he was too eager for quick success, and he gradually forced himself into a dead end and couldn't find an outlet.

"I understand your feelings, but the plan in your heart is not something that can be realized overnight." I went over and took his hand and took him into my arms, "You're just pushing yourself too hard." ”

Tight enough to disrupt our lives, tight enough to affect our feelings, tight enough to undermine our trust.

I'm not worried that he'll yell at me, lose his temper with me, and make a fuss about me, I'm just worried that he'll push himself into a corner if he continues like this.

"Juanyu, we will be like them, but we still need some time."