After I was too suspicious and misunderstood Shen Yan that day, I didn't contact him for several days, and I felt very embarrassed and sorry for him.

I thought about it at home for a few days, and I always thought that it was my dad who disturbed my peaceful life, but it was actually me. Shen Yan simply invited me to his company, and had no other ideas, Xu Tianyi came to me just to let me see myself clearly, and not to do anything more than I lost.

All of this is just the reason why I am too nervous.

So I decided to go to Shen Yan today and apologize to him in person, I was so uncalm.

The weather was getting hotter, so I put on a thin cotton skirt and went.

I felt embarrassed to go empty-handed, but I didn't know what to buy, so I bought a fruit basket at the fruit store and counted it.

The rush hour at work has passed, and I didn't encounter a traffic jam when I took a taxi, so it was very smooth, and I soon arrived at the office building where Shen Yan's company is located.

I remember that Shen Yan told me the address, followed the memory to find it, asked about the property, and said that it was on the tenth floor, but there was no way, so I had to take the elevator up.

After I went up, I realized that Shen Yan had rented all the 10th to 15th floors, and it seems that the company should not be too small.

"Who are you looking for?"

The front desk lady at the door stopped me, she was very young and beautiful, and she spoke in a nice voice.

"I'm sorry, I'm looking for Shen Yan, is he there?" The air conditioner here is very open, and I feel very comfortable, so my mood is better.

"You are looking for Mr. Shen, do you have an appointment?" The girl was still polite and polite.

"No, I still have to make an appointment," I was in trouble, it seems that the boss really didn't want to see him, "Then please inform him, he said I can come to him at any time." ”

It should be so, Shen Yan said that if I consider coming here to work, I can always look for him, and he will arrange it.

"Okay, you wait a minute, I'll try to contact Mr. Shen. What's your last name? The girl smiled politely and began to dial the number.

"Oh, my surname is Sue." I hurriedly said.

"Hello, I'm the front desk, can you please help me transfer Mr. Shen," the conversation was a little midway, let me look at this girl, she looks very sweet, she is also kind, and she speaks very politely. "Hello Mr. Shen, it's like this, there is a Ms. Su downstairs who is looking for you, ah yes, pregnant Ms. Su, okay, I'll notify you immediately." What you come down in person, well, I'll let her wait a minute. Okay, Mr. Shen. ”

The girl hung up the phone and smiled at me, "You can sit here for a while, and our President Shen will come down immediately." "She said she came to help me, and I was so grateful.

"Thanks, sorry for the trouble." I like polite people, especially beautiful and polite people, and this little girl is very nice.

"How is your company, how is your work, are you nervous?" I said something casual to her, which was kind of breaking the silence, and it was kind of talking to her. Looking at her appearance, she should be a person who has just graduated from college and just come out to look for a job, if someone can share her work feelings with him, it should be regarded as a kind of support for him.

"Fortunately, our boss is very good to people, our company is more unconstrained and casual, and I am quite surprised by this kind of working environment." The girl is quite satisfied with her work, which should be good.

"yes, your boss is a very good person, you shouldn't have any pressure."

I remembered when Shen Yan and I were in Lijiang, he was very quiet and casual at that time, the only thing that made people feel depressed was that he was always in sadness, and later I learned that he was his fiancée and died suddenly, and he couldn't accept it. If it weren't for that misfortune, he would have a happy home and a satisfied man by now.

"Su Xingzhu, why are you here?"

I was recalling, Shen Yan's voice came into my ears, and he was very happy.

"I'm coming to see you, the company is open, I haven't come to congratulate you yet, I'm just here to come and see it today." As I spoke, I stood up, and the little girl at the front desk helped me up.

The little girl respectfully called Mr. Shen good, and then went to work.

"What do you think, it's okay?" Shen Yan looked around, his eyes were very proud.

"Well, it's not bad, I admire you, you can do whatever you say you can do right away." I really admire Shen Yan, the decoration of this company is very different from the general one, the style is very casual, there are impressionist spray pictures and picture frames everywhere, even the tables, chairs and benches are scattered, full of personality,

"Let's go, let's go up there again, the office is on it." Shen Yan said and took the fruit basket in my hand, "You also brought me a gift, I thank you in advance." ”

When I got upstairs, I really sighed, an entire floor was opened into offices, everyone separated into separate small areas, and those people were busy, and the keyboards were crackling.

"This is too spectacular, when did you recruit these people, you can really do it." I beat Shen Yan's chest, and I sincerely admired, a person who dares to think and dare to do.

"This floor is my salesman, the first floor is the business room, the third floor is the technical department, all of them are advertising creative masters, the fourth and fifth floors are the production studio, my company from the idea to the production, completely in one go. This is just my initial plan, and if this year is good, I will increase the number of people. How, what do you think? ”

I nodded, it's really good, human resources, layout planning are very good, Shen Yan does have his own way of doing things.

"I must come here in the future, and you must leave me a seat when the time comes."

"Don't worry, you're always welcome." As he spoke, he took me on a tour.

"Where is your office, you plan all the employees well, but you don't listen to your office."

"My office is on the third floor, so I can keep up to date with the latest developments in the technology department. Let's go, I'll take you to see it. ”

Shen Yan's office is not ostentatious at all, and after watching too many TV and movies, I always feel that the boss's office should be the kind of super luxurious, with solid wood furniture, custom leather sofas, a small bar, and preferably a leather super soft swivel chair that can bury people in.

But Shen Yan's office is very simple, with a desk, a guest sofa, and a small conference table. I don't see any fanfare at all.

"It's beyond imagination, it's not like the boss's office, it's like an ordinary study." Shen Yan went to pour me water, and I looked at the whole office.

"Being a low-key person and doing things in a high-profile manner is my criterion. Without brilliance, where dare to be arrogant. Drink. ”

I took it and whispered thank you.

"It's really not your identity."

"I am nothing, without my father, I am nothing. So what I'm trying to do now is to make people stop saying that I'm someone's son, but that someone's son is Shen Yan. Shen Yan laughed when he said this, "I'm still far from my goal." ”

I shrugged my shoulders in agreement.

"Why are you free to look for me today, is there anything wrong?"

Shen Yan's question made me nervous and embarrassed.

"That, that's what happened that day, I want to apologize to you, I'm sorry, I'm too careful."

Shen Yan laughed out loud when he heard this, "What should I do, that's it, it's worth your special trip." It's okay, blame me for being too reckless, I'm also at fault. ”

"I guess you should know who I am, I'm my father's illegitimate daughter, he never knew there was me, we only recently wanted to recognize. Later, because of his status, I was always afraid that some people would make a fuss about me being his daughter, so I was very sensitive to everything about him. When you asked me that day, I was too suspicious, I'm sorry. ”

"I know I understand, and if it were me I would do the same." Shen Yan was very sincere, "I'm just sorry, I didn't know that you had that kind of time before, it must have been difficult." Life alone must be difficult. ”

"Yes, it's hard, but thankfully it's all right now, and it's all over." I don't want to think about the past, especially in the sympathetic eyes of others.

"It's okay, every day you've been through since then has been wonderful." Shen Yan patted my head like a child, "There will be sunlight every day, as long as you put your heart where it can shine, there is no corner that it can't warm." ”

The sun is there every day, and it can shine wherever I want to be.

The rest of the time, I said some very casual things to Shen Yan, his childhood, where he went, where I went, before I knew it, it was noon, Shen Yan insisted on inviting me to dinner, I couldn't help it, I had to agree, anyway, I would eat alone when I went home, so it was better to let Shen Yan accompany me.

"Eating steak should be fine, will it affect the child?" Shen Yan was very attentive and asked me about my precautions before inviting me to eat Western food.

"It's okay, I just need to let go of eating now. What do you recommend? "At this time, I just need to maintain a good appetite and eat a balanced diet, and there is nothing to taboo.

"Okay, then I'll get you a black pepper steak, the signature dish here, with a creamy mushroom soup, what do you want for dessert, ice cream or cake, how about the Black Forest?"

Shen Yan is really a very careful person, and he is very thoughtful when ordering.

"The Black Forest is fine." His former girlfriend must have been very happy, and I can imagine how much he cares about his girlfriend when I look at him.

"Shen Yan, you are actually a very good person, but sometimes we can not forget the past, but we must learn to let go. You know what I mean? ”

Shen Yan greeted the waiter, gave him the order menu, and then looked at me.

"I know what you mean, but sometimes, it's really hard to let go. I've tried to forget, but I can't do it every time. ”

His girlfriend, his fiancée, who was still pregnant with his child, was hit by a car and died in order to buy him cold medicine.

It's a very realistic and cruel process, so hard and painful that it's so profound that we always remind ourselves of what happened, and we have to remember the devastating damage that has been done to us.

After eating silently, I was about to go home, Shen Yan was afraid that it would be inconvenient for me to have a big belly alone, so he insisted on driving me home.

I was stubborn, but I had to take his car and ask him to take me back.

But if I had known what was going to happen, I would have refused to let him send me back. Or take a step back, if I had known that something would happen later, I wouldn't even go to see Shen Yan.

The morning after I looked for Shen Yan, when I turned on the TV to watch the news, an explosive news almost choked me to death with a mouthful of water.

Shen's Group, the son of a real estate tycodile, was photographed yesterday taking his pregnant wife out to dinner.

And the one who was photographed, the so-called big-bellied pregnant wife, was me.