Ouyang Jin has children and a wife, but Ouyang Jin has never told me everything about him, and he has never said that he has children.

Dali was not surprised by my performance at all, I watched him silently walk away, and then my heart began to sour.

I only now realize that after I have known Ouyang Jin for so long, it seems that I have really never asked about his life, and I have never known everything about him. I have developed with him completely without knowing anything about him.

Now I suddenly got the news that Ouyang Jin has a family, children and a wife, so what am I?

He also lied to me that he had fallen and scratched himself, and that he had a family and repeatedly harassed me and had an ambiguous relationship with me. I was probably just an object of venting in Ouyang Jin's eyes, otherwise why would he never tell me everything about him.

I was in a state of confusion all day, listless at work, and I didn't know where to go when I got off work.

Ouyang Jin didn't know if he listened to me go to the hospital to check the injury, he didn't know what he was doing at this time, but in the end, the more I thought about it, the more I felt that I was not angry, why did I always think about him.

Whether he is alive or dead has nothing to do with me, and I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore.

Thinking about it like this, I felt that I was too cruel. Vigorously said that Ouyang Jin's child was gone, no matter what reason he didn't. One. Root. Read. Tell me he has a baby, but now that he's going through the pain of losing a child, I can't be so cruel to him at this time.

Just as I was thinking like this, the phone rang, and I took it out to see that it was Ouyang Jin calling.

"Where, why haven't you come back?" Ouyang Jin's tone was domineering, as if he was deliberately targeting me, a person who didn't go home on time and had to be reminded by others at any time.

"I'm on my way, I'll be back right away." I hung up the phone, and when I sat in the car, I was still thinking about why I was so respectful to him, I was just sympathetic when it was his fault in the first place.

But after thinking about it all the way, I was completely calm when I got off the car downstairs in the apartment, no matter what Ouyang Jin thought of me, I had to comfort him first, after all, he had lost his child.

When I opened the door and went in, I happened to see Ouyang Jin serving food to the table, and he had already made dinner.

The cuffs of his white shirt were rolled up high, and the aqua blue apron set off him extremely clean and fresh, and he looked up at me when he heard the noise, and our eyes just collided.

I was embarrassed and overwhelmed for a moment.

"Are you all ready?" I coughed twice to break the silence.

"Well, I've been waiting for you for a long time, and I'm still wondering if you're going to get drunk." Ouyang Jin lowered his head and joked, I couldn't see his face, I didn't know what the expression was on his face.

I don't know if he was joking or deliberately trying to test me, I don't know if he knew what happened to me after I drank last night, anyway, I just didn't tell him if he didn't know anything about me, and since he tried me not to find fault with me, then I kept pretending to be confused.

"No, I'm still a little delayed after work, didn't I come back as soon as I got your call?" I said as I went to the table, "What did you make to eat?" ”

"Go wash your hands!"

Ouyang Jin was not polite to me, the hand I was stretching out was suddenly retracted in fright, I had to wash my hands in a gloomy manner, and I didn't dare to look at him when I passed by.

"Come and sit down and have a good meal." When I came out of the bathroom, Ouyang Jin had already sat down, and the napkin was neat and clean.

I sat down across from him and glanced at him quietly.

His eyes were full of hidden sadness, but he deliberately pretended to be indifferent to deal with me.

At this moment, even if Ouyang Jin lied to me and concealed his affairs from me again, I didn't seem to be able to scold him a little.

"Look what I'm doing, eat quickly, you have a lot of credit for going to work." Ouyang Jin looked good when he smiled, I didn't pay attention to it before, but now I feel more and more that his smile is charming and bright.

I was so enchanted that I actually ate mechanically. The room was silent except for the sound of my dishes colliding with each other.

What was Ouyang Jin thinking, what was he going to say to me, or was he going to decide what he was going to decide next?

His expression was so serious and so casual, and he looked at me with a deliberate smile despite the deep sadness in his eyes.

I bit into the ribs and began to mumble in my heart.

"Xingzhu,"

Finally, Ouyang Jin broke the silence and began to speak.

"Ah, what's wrong?" I waited for this moment for 10,000 years, and quickly put down the bowl and listened to him.

"Something has happened these days," he said slowly, in an extremely calm tone, "I'm starting to be a little overwhelmed, don't be angry if there's anything negligent about you, I didn't mean to." ”

Ouyang Jin even came to apologize to me, just because he thought he had neglected me.

"No, I know you're busy with work." I wanted to say that he was going to go about his business, but I was afraid to remind him again of the sadness of his child's loss, so I had to say something else.

"Xingzhu, are you willing to marry me and have children?"

Ouyang Jin's words almost choked me to death.

I coughed awkwardly and looked at him, but he was extremely serious and sincere.

He had spoken to me more than once before about marriage, but not once did he feel so serious, so serious, so violent.

He asked me if I wanted to marry and have children with him?

"Ouyang Jin, what did you say?" I began to feel shy, so much so that my voice grew lower and lower, and by the end I could barely hear myself.

"Fool!" Ouyang Jin laughed lightly and scolded and didn't continue.

I'd love to convince him that he's probably having a hard time getting through his pain. But I'm afraid that if I say that everything will be fine if I don't make him sad, I'm afraid that I'll take him to sorrow again. After all, he had just lost his daughter.

"Xingzhu, it would be nice if we could have a baby." Ouyang Jin suddenly sighed, I hadn't finished digesting his last sentence, this sentence had already choked me again, "You said you were infertile, why haven't you been pregnant for so long?" ”

I couldn't sit still at all. It turned out that Ouyang Jin had always had a purpose. He wanted me to get pregnant and give him a baby, and he's still complaining that I'm not capable.

"You're infertile, aren't you?" I felt like I was a shrew when I said that, I almost yelled.

In fact, what Ouyang Jin didn't know was that since I was late for my last menstrual period, I was afraid of getting pregnant unexpectedly, so I have been taking birth control pills.

"Then why don't you try my power again, I'm still so young and handsome. How can you wear Yang in a hundred steps? ”

Ouyang Jin can still joke with me, I look at him, obviously he is joking, but he doesn't smile at all.

One of his faces was always gloomy and sad.

We didn't say anything, I just laughed quietly as I ate, but I realized how harsh my laughter was.

"Ouyang Jin, I really don't know if you're like this, I really can't see when you're serious and when you're joking."

"Then you should be serious all the time, anyway, I think I've always been serious, just blame me for giving you the impression of being a person who is not serious enough at the beginning."

The two of us were able to continue eating and talking very calmly. I didn't mention anything about Ouyang Jin, I didn't ask or say anything, I just wanted to do my best to make him feel better and happier.

"Then I still have to think about it, after all, it takes some courage to accept someone like you."

"What do you mean, and why?"

Ouyang Jin rarely and deeply explored these questions about him, and he was extremely serious and patient.

"You think, you're only in your thirties, young and rich, and you're still so graceful, I'm afraid that if I accidentally fall into your cave, I will be envied and jealous by those people around you, and then killed by them. I don't dare to take this risk, it's better to live a quiet and ordinary life alone. ”

"Are you so afraid of death, or you don't have confidence in me and don't believe that I can protect you?"

"I'm afraid, but the main thing is that I don't have information about myself."

I paused when I said this, I have already been hurt by my feelings once, how dare I love it easily, and I don't know what qualifications I have to be loved by a man as good as Ouyang Jin again.

Last night, when I was carried away by those young people out of the bar, I was thinking that Zhuoyu would never come to my rescue again. When we first met, I was pestered by several people, and the empty wine bottle of Zhuoyu stepped forward to save me, I thought he was my hero for life at that time, but last night I had completely understood that Zhuoyu would never be the first to come out for me when I was in danger, because now he has another person around him who needs his protection.

"Fool, you really gave up the whole world because you choked and hurt once." Ouyang Jin stood up and walked over as he spoke, and I watched him slowly come up to me, hand me his hand, and pull me up.

"In the future, I will be the one who has always protected you, I just hope that you can rekindle hope again, being injured once does not mean that you will always be injured, I believe I can give you everything you want."

Ouyang Jin said and picked me up, and I was moved in his arms.

The faint smell of medicine mixed with the smell of tobacco on his body made me almost dizzy. We spun around slowly, doing some dance steps that didn't look like dance.

"Ouyang Jin, I'm not as good as you say."

When he went to bed, Ouyang Jin was as enthusiastic as ever, even a little impatient.

"Be careful, you still have wounds." I reminded him that he hurriedly took off my clothes, and I was soon in front of him like a stripped cabbage heart.

Ouyang didn't speak, his kiss spilled down like raindrops. I was quickly hot from his teasing hot flashes.

I don't know how much pain Ouyang Jin has to endure at this time, but I know that after losing a child, the pain is something that nothing can fill it.

So I can only do my best to make him feel better at this time, so that he can forget about it for a while.

"Ouyang Jin, I want a child!"