158 I want to hug you
I quietly went out alone, leaving their home.
When I walked on the avenue, I stopped a taxi, and the first thing I did when I got on it was to send a message to Ouyang Jin.
I'm going back, have a good rest in the evening, I'm sorry about the child's business, I just hope you come out early.
After sending the message, I turned off my phone and put it in my bag, looking out the window at the street lamps and trees that were rapidly receding.
Let's all have a moment to think about it individually. For now, we need that.
When I got back to my accommodation, it was already early in the morning, and it would be dawn in a few hours. I washed my face and lay down, but I couldn't sleep.
Ouyang Jin will not want me, can we continue?
There were so many thoughts in my head that I didn't start to fall asleep until I was dizzy with my thoughts.
I was woken up by the sound of the phone, and when I picked it up, it was my little assistant who was concise.
"Director Su, why haven't you come yet, I'm waiting for you to come to the meeting."
The assistant was in a hurry over there, and I remembered that I was going to preside over the morning meeting today. Look at the wall clock, oh my God, it's almost half past nine.
I'm late.
I got up and dressed in a panic, brushed my teeth and washed my face, and went out in a panic before I had time to eat breakfast. It's okay now.,Originally, I couldn't convince the public when I was a female person in charge or a newcomer.,Now I'm late at will.,Read a book. The impact is even worse.
Sitting in the car, I was still worried about how I would explain it later, and the bad thing was that I had prepared the meeting speech, and now I forgot about it.
God forbid me through this. Whoever told me to wake up so late, I hope nothing happens, and it doesn't affect our cooperation.
As soon as the car arrived downstairs in the company, I hurriedly got off the car before it stopped, and the materials in the briefcase, the speech, were all held in my arms indiscriminately, and I was still thinking when I entered the elevator, this must be over.
But things are always so ridiculous and lucky to take a turn, I don't know if I'm lucky or what, when I entered the office, Ouyang Jin was talking and laughing with everyone, I don't know what I was talking about, they just paused when they saw me coming in, and then they continued to be interested.
I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, with Ouyang Jin here, there was nothing to worry about.
I found a seat and sat down, put my things away, and quickly came over to bring me tea and water, and I looked at her with gratitude and told her that I was grateful. I came in a hurry, and I was already thirsty.
Listen carefully, Ouyang Jin is talking to everyone about his personal experience. I rested and finally returned to normal, Ouyang Jin looked at me, and then turned the conversation and pointed at me.
"Okay, now that our Director Su has come, I'll hand it over to her in the next time, Director Su is young and beautiful, maybe everyone is not so easy to accept her at first, but, after all, the work is not based on the age of the individual but on the ability of the individual, I believe that Director Su will give us a satisfactory answer."
After Ouyang Jin finished speaking, I stood up like a duck that had been driven off the shelves and walked onto the podium in the expectant eyes of everyone.
I coughed twice and clutched the speech tightly in my hand.
"Good morning, ladies and gentlemen," said the rear, feeling that it was still morning, almost noon, "maybe it's not too early." ”
As soon as I said this, everyone laughed good-naturedly. I looked at Ouyang Jin, and he smiled too.
"After such a long time of contact with everyone, I have gradually grown up from the beginning of the dazed strangeness, of course, there are many problems in the middle, such as the initial ship design, size, some people suggest to build a small private yacht, some people suggest to build a large passenger ship, in short, there are different opinions, each has its own opinion, but fortunately in the end everyone can look at the overall situation, and work together to formulate a completely unified opinion."
I think about it for more than a month, from the beginning of the internal disagreement of the designers, to the later ship type and ship number problem, after a series of troubles, now the construction has been nearly half a month, seeing that the drawings have been finalized, the hull has probably become more and more contoured, and I have followed a lot of ease. I don't know, it seems simple to think that as long as the supervisor on the side, the opinions of the superiors will be fine, but I didn't expect that there will be so many miscellaneous little things in the middle that need to be done by yourself.
"Of course, we are now today without the hard work of everyone here, after all, this is the result of everyone's hard work. I would also like to give special thanks to the front-line workers on the construction site, without whose actual operations, no matter how good the plan is, it is a blank slate. ”
When I said this, I was already in a state of state, and I didn't need the speech anymore, and I was completely up to myself.
In the past few days, I have been visiting the construction site every day to supervise, and I have seen the enthusiasm and seriousness of the workers, as long as we are good to them, they will definitely be good to us. Mr. George, the Chief Executive Officer, has always said that every profession is respected, especially at the grassroots level, because often the grassroots are deciding.
The following process is some very official and polite content, personal perception, and work summary.
I ended my hosting with a bow of thanks, smiling and watching everyone applaud in encouragement.
"I didn't expect you to be more and more tactful now, and you speak in a set way, I really can't underestimate you." After the meeting ended, I was called by Ouyang Jin to his small reception room.
"It's also a job need, I just want to do a little better." I stood in front of him like a child who had confessed his mistakes and reviewed.
"Okay, just have such a work attitude, I have nothing to worry about, I was worried that you wouldn't get used to this monotony and boring, but now it seems that I am too careful."
"I'm sorry to annoy you, but I'll work hard, I'll do my best to do this job well, and make sure to live up to your expectations of me." What I said was full of promise, full of ambition.
"Okay, that's so good, you can do it." Ouyang Jin waved his hand and motioned for me to come over, "Come here, I have something to ask you." ”
I walked over obediently, thinking to myself how much courage and strength this man needs to be able to face work and life calmly after cleaning up the children's affairs.
Before I could get to him, he had already reached out his hand.
"Didn't you sleep well at night or didn't fall asleep?" My hand was gently held by him, his fingers rubbed against the back of my hand, and the feeling between us at this moment was amazing, like a pair of lovers who had been together for many years, and even every movement and every word was so natural.
"No, slept, slept well." I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at him, my voice was like a gnat.
"The dark circles under my eyes are all out, can I sleep well? Did you come in a panic without breakfast? ”
I thought to myself, he even knows this. Look at him, he is looking at me meaningfully, with a light smile on the corner of his mouth all the time.
"No, it's half past nine when I open my eyes, so I'm still in the mood to eat." I think about the way I came, and I wish I could come by rocket.
Ouyang Jin pulled me to the rest area at this time, and we sat down together.
"I know you're not going to have a good breakfast." As he spoke, he took out the packaged white porridge and sandwiches from a box on the table. "Hurry up and eat, you won't be allowed to do this next time."
I was obedient and started eating in front of him. On the one hand, I am really hungry, and on the other hand, I can't get rid of it at all.
Ouyang Jin looked at me and slowly approached the back of the sofa.
"Xingzhu, do you think I'm pitiful now?"
I was trying to attack the sandwich when one of his words choked me up.
"What do you say, I don't think so." The truth is, I think he's very distressing now, and I can't help but care, but I definitely don't say that that's pity for him.
Ouyang Jin is such a proud person, he can't allow anyone to pity him!
"But I really want to find a place and never come out again, so I just hide from no one and ignore no one."
It was the first time that Ouyang Jin was so weak, so sad, and so no longer strong in front of me. He seemed to completely regard me as the object of his reluctance, regardless of whether he was worried or not, completely let go of himself, unloaded the strongest disguise, and just wanted to be a man without disguise by my side, a father who had just lost his child.
I couldn't take it anymore, put down the food in my hand and walked to him, gently picked up his head and put it close to my arms.
"Ouyang Jin, I'm here, there's nothing to take care of here, there's nothing to worry about, just do whatever you want, don't hold on anymore."
Ouyang Jin was as weak as a seriously ill child at this time, and he used my strength to get close to my chest.
The two of us are intimate and natural, as if I have always been the one who has been cared for and protected, and now it is finally time for me to grow up and take care of others.
"Ouyang Jin, I will always be by your side, cry when you want to cry. I'm going to feel sorry for you like this. ”
I was restless all day.
Ouyang Jin stayed alone with me for a while after the meeting and left, he still had a lot of things to do.
Concisely brought me a glass of water for a while, and handed me a document for a while, but the question in her mouth was not asked.
I could already guess what she wanted to ask me.
Director Su, why are you up so late? Director Su, Boss Ouyang, is coming to see you again? Director Su, you don't know how funny Boss Ouyang was when you didn't come, and talked and laughed with us in order to round the field for you.
"Concise, help me clean up the table after work, remember to help me photocopy tomorrow's materials and use them when I have a meeting, I'm going to go first."
I suddenly miss my dad very much, I rarely call her after coming here for so long, plus the Tianyi that Ouyang Jin said some time ago is now facing a rebellion within the group, I don't know how my dad is now.
Juanyu hasn't contacted me since he came to me that day, and I don't know if the two of them have left. Thinking of Zhuo Yu, I can calmly accept the fact that he already has a girlfriend who has a heart, maybe Ouyang Jin's matter has made me have no time to be distracted for the time being.
"Zhuoyu, are you still in Los Angeles, I have something I want to ask you for help."