I stood in front of the door with Ouyang Jin, and I watched him open the door with the key.

The door opened, and the first thing that caught my eye was a room of white lilies, a huge picture of a little girl.

Then there was a young, temperamental, and charming woman in a black dress, who was probably the mother of Ouyang Jin's child.

Her eyes were red and swollen, her face was haggard, and any movement and performance showed me the worst sorrow of a woman.

"Miss Su, come in, it's cold outside." She smiled lightly and enthusiastically pulled me in.

The space inside is huge, the whole living room is full of white lilies, and the staircase, by the fireplace, and by the dining table are all huge enlarged photos of children with various expressions. The child in the photo is very beautiful, sometimes the black hair is draped over the shoulders, sometimes tied into a ponytail, sometimes tied into a flower fairy, and the child's eyes are flashing with the same aura as Ouyang Jin, as if he has been saying something all the time.

"You see, this is my daughter, and she likes lilies the most, so you see, we all use lilies for ornamentation." The woman pretended to be relaxed, but the choked voice betrayed her.

Ouyang Jin didn't say a word, he listened to us from a distance, and he kept looking at a photo of a child hugging with his arms outstretched.

I couldn't hold her in my arms anymore, and this feeling was probably the most painful.

I'm sorry." I don't know what to say to comfort this mother, I guess what I say at this time is superfluous.

"Nothing, I know." This woman forced a smile, she was taller than me and plumper, but now it seemed that she was the thin one in front of me.

I wanted to hug her to comfort her, but our relationship wasn't that close, so I didn't dare to rush it, just held her hand and squeezed it hard as comfort.

"Miss Su, I often talk about you in front of me, you are really better looking than he said, and I have a really good eye." She was able to gossip with me so casually.

And her name is affectionately called Ouyang Jin.

I looked at Ouyang Jin, he also happened to be looking at me, his eyes were warm, I quickly lowered my head and turned my face away.

"You're laughing, how can I be as good as you say."

"Miss Su, Jin is a very good person, there are many women who like him, don't look at his usual amorous and amorous, but as long as he is the person he identifies, he will definitely treat her well, you are so lucky."

I really don't know how to answer when she says that.

"I hope so."

Ouyang Jin walked over at this time.

"Yu You, don't tell her this anymore, she doesn't know how long she has been outside when I find her, she must be tired and cold, let her sit down first."

Ouyang called her Yu You, and he asked me to sit down on the side.

"Oh, that's it, then I would like you to accompany Miss Su first, I'll go cook something for her to eat, she must be very hungry." The child's mother, the woman who called Yu You, went to the kitchen after speaking.

I looked at her back and felt sad. Why can she be so strong, can endure sadness and laugh in front of people.

"Ouyang Jin, I'm sorry, I really shouldn't have come." As soon as I came, I bothered them and bothered them to take care of me.

"It's nothing, someone has to come and make her forget about it for a while." Ouyang Jin sat on the sofa with me, and he patted me on the shoulder when he spoke, "It's just that I'm bothering you, and I want you to be sad with you." ”

My mom and I looked at pictures in the kid's room for one night.

"I named the child Yu Wei, Ouyang Yu Wei, and I was with her father's name." I'll call her Yu You for the time being, I'll be her friend now, and accompany her through the most difficult night.

"I didn't say anything, he didn't actually plan to have this child at all, I was stubborn and had to stay." She babbled to me about the whole thing, but when she talked about Ouyang Jin, she obviously used a possessive tone, and I even called him "Ouyang Jin" by his first name, and she could call him "Jin" very intimately. It makes me feel a little jealous, but how can I be dissatisfied in front of this woman who has just lost her child.

"I was going through emotional trauma, and the man I had loved for eight years suddenly stopped breaking with me, and I was desperate not to have anything to do with my relationship anymore. I met him at the bar that night, and he was drunk at the time, so everything seemed so smooth and natural. That night was the most profound night for me, and then I found out that I was pregnant, and I decided that I had to give birth, but I didn't know where I got the news, and he told me to kill it, and I disappeared from him. ”

This was what happened later, the child grew up in his belly day by day, Ouyang Jin was never ready, he didn't know that he had a child who was about to be born.

"I deliberately avoided the baby when he was born, I knew that he was busy with business, and I just didn't want to bother him anymore, after all, for both of us, we were just irrelevant people we met when the other was frustrated. But I don't know how he found out later, he came to see the child when he was full moon, and I just wondered how he could find me. I don't have anyone to take any responsibility, I just want to have a child to spend time with me, so I don't bother us and just come to see the child from time to time. ”

Ouyang Jin actually loves that child very much, after all, people are emotional animals, and slow contact will always touch the softness of the heart.

"Over the years, I have been very good to me and my children, giving them the best education and the best life, and we are a happy family in the eyes of outsiders."

Yes, they are a happy family in the eyes of others, and I am just an inconsequential one, right?

"Actually, I should feel very lucky. I thought about suicide before, because I wanted to live so many more years and give me such a lovely daughter. ”

I listened to her heartfelt sigh, and my heart was like knocking over a seasoning box.

I knew that she was the one who needed comfort and needed some sympathy from me, but I was jealous of her for a while.

It turned out that she had Ouyang Jin so much earlier than me, and there was an undeniable fact between them, that is, they had a child.

No matter how dismissive Ouyang Jin was about the woman in front of him, and he had no feelings, the friendship between them was deeper than mine.

"Ouyang Jin is always very good at caring about others." I laughed dryly, not knowing what to say at this time to not be rude, not to appear to be unmeasured.

"Yes, I remember one time he came here, and after seeing the child, he went back to his residence, who knew that the child had a high fever that night, and I was very flustered, and he called him and he came immediately. I stayed with me in the hospital all night, and at dawn I realized that I had fallen asleep leaning on his shoulder at some point, and half of his body was numb. ”

Yu You's eyes were foggy when she said this, she was in a happy memory. I felt it at once, this woman was already in love with Ouyang Jin.

Just like me, I was obsessed with Ouyang Jin after realizing it, and by the time I found out, that kind of infatuation had already set me on fire.

"Okay, I won't bother you when it's late at night, you can do whatever you want, I'll be with you first. The child's business has left me with no energy to think about anything else. When she spoke, she was completely a sad mother, and she no longer had the superiority of Ouyang Jin's misplaced possession when she spoke just now.

I nodded again and again, and at this time I didn't want to or have the strength to think about anything else.

Ouyang Jin has been in another room and doesn't know what he's doing, maybe he's smoking again, I can imagine his increasingly hesitant face in the smoke, handsome, lonely, distressed.

I walked out alone and walked slowly through this room full of lilies.

The lights dimmed, and I slowly began to think about the scene when my mother died.

At that time, I was still at my uncle and grandmother's house, and I knelt quietly in front of my mother's photo in the mourning hall, without saying a word, and my tears were no longer flowing.

At that time, I felt in a trance, and the adults were busy with the funeral, as if no one was paying attention to me. I quietly got up and looked at my mother, who had not yet entered the coffin, although there were scars on her face but it had been covered by makeup, her face was pale, I reached out and touched her face, the ice was scary.

At that time, I thought that I would never see my mother again, so I wanted to lie there like her. The adults who came and went around me never noticed me, forgetting me here, I looked around, everything was so strange and so nervous, and the loneliness I had never experienced slowly spread in my heart.

So I climbed into bed and lay next to my mom, trying to hug her. My aunt was the first to notice me, she rushed over and hugged me down, and I saw her tears streaming down her face.

I didn't cry or scream, I was so stunned by her and didn't speak. She softly reassured me that it was okay, it was okay, everything was going to be fine, but I always looked at my mother who was lying there motionless.

It's like I'm dying again, but this time it doesn't matter to me, but I feel like I've been forgotten.

It was Ouyang Jin's daughter who died, he was overly sad, he couldn't have the full energy to take care of me, he was busy sending the child off like the child's mother.

I just persuaded myself what to do, after all, Ouyang Jin really needed to be alone at this time. No amount of persuasion I have ever told him will make him forget the fact that he has lost his child.

It's just that what I can't stand is that there is at least one child between Ouyang Jin and the child's mother to maintain, and they can be closer and support each other than anyone else at this time.

Just like the child's mother said, they seem to be a very happy family, and only one family should be closer to deal with it together when something happens.