I don't remember anything, only the picture of Ouyang Jin coming to block the danger for us in front of me.

Ouyang Jin collapsed in front of me, his white suit was quickly stained red with blood, and he collapsed into my arms, my face and lips becoming more and more pale because of the rapid blood loss made me feel scared.

"Ouyang Jin, please don't scare me, can you wake up quickly?"

On the bench in the hospital, I sat dumbfounded, the skirt of the wedding dress wrapped around my feet and legs, and the blood on it had dried up, but Ouyang Jin had not woken up yet, and he was still tugging at my heart in the operating room.

"Xingzhu, don't worry, it'll be fine, don't worry about us here." Xu Wei has been comforting me next to me, and they have been saying this in my ear since the accident, and I am almost annoyed to listen to it.

"You guys are so annoying, you are arguing with me in my ear, I just want to know how Ouyang Jin is, don't say it in my ear, go see him." Let's go and see how Ouyang Jin is doing. ”

One moment ago we were still exchanging rings, and I was still thinking in my heart that I would really have to live with this man in front of me in the future, how wonderful, but the next second I saw him fall in front of me, and his blood bloomed on my body, and I seemed to be back on a rainy night when I was seven years old, and my mother was hit by a car, and her blood quickly flowed out, wetting my clothes, but it was quickly washed away by the rain.

I was so scared, I remembered my mom that night! One! Root! Read! .ybdu. I didn't stay up until dawn, my clothes were stained red with her blood and washed away by the rain, but the sweet and terrible smell always surrounded me and refused to leave. Now Ouyang Jin is the same, his blood is on my body, the same thickness, almost making me faint.

That crazy female ** has been taken away. What I don't understand is where she got so much strength and such a neat stretch of hand, I have never been able to beat Ouyang Jin when I fight, and the disparity in strength makes me unable to take any advantage, but this half-hundred-hundred-year-old woman can actually hurt Ouyang Jin.

Is it really the courage of revenge that makes her infinitely powerful, it turns out that even her strength is extreme when people reach the extreme.

I was still thinking that I was already a married woman, and that I now had a sister and a father, and a godlike husband, but in the next second my dream shattered.

As long as Ouyang Jin has nothing to do, only Ouyang Jin wakes up safely, I can do whatever I want, and I am willing to repay it as much as I want, but please be sure to let Ouyang Jin not have anything to do.

I really feel so sorry for Ouyang Jin, I know him until now, I don't even have a soft word, I still call him Ouyang Jin Ouyang Jin, he used to tell me why I can't call him a hot spot, it's always the same as a cannon fight, I always say that I'm that kind of person, I can't learn to be kind and numb.

Now that I think about it, I'm really a bastard, Ouyang Jin is so good to me, he dares to block the knife for me, but I haven't even called him a word of dear.

His fate is uncertain now, and I was involved in such a thing at the time of our wedding.

"Mom, you scold me, it's all the disasters I brought to Ouyang Jin, and I made him lie in it, you scold me."

I didn't feel embarrassed at all at this time, I took Ouyang Jin's mother's hand and called her over and over again. I thought I wouldn't be able to call other women's mothers, but now I just want to lean into her arms, really call her mother, and be sad with her.

"Mom, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for Ouyang Jin, I'm sorry for him. I am a scourge, a scourge to others everywhere I go. ”

Mom, why did you give birth to me, you hurt you, you hurt everyone, everyone suffered a lot because of me. Mom, do you regret giving birth to me? I feel very sorry, I should have gone with you earlier, and I would have saved so many people from suffering because of me.

I deserve to die!

"Silly Xingzhu, where would Mom blame you." My mother-in-law, this woman I called her mother hugged me, and the two of us cried and were sad together.

"I already knew that I was a scourge, but I still wanted to work hard, I saw that Ouyang Jin was so good to me, I was scared. I want to say that you don't want to be so nice to me, I'm not worth it, but I also have selfish intentions sometimes, and I also want to be cared for by him by his side. So I'm conflicted on the one hand, and eager on the other. But in the end, he got hurt because of me. I won't forgive myself anymore, how can I be so selfish. ”

I cried as I spoke, and looked at them, they were all just as uncomfortable as I was, but they were stronger than me, and they held back their tears, and they didn't cry and scream like I did.

"Silly boy, this has nothing to do with you, my son is not that kind of person, he will not let go of you anymore if he recognizes you, the good and the bad will be borne with you, don't think it's your fault. He won't be at ease if you do that. ”

Ouyang Jin's mother spoke softly, at this time she seemed calmer than me and all the others, and she could see more than all the people.

She was like my mother, bravely standing in front of me at all times, whether it was illness or danger, she kept me in a safe area.

"Mom, I'm really scared."

I'm afraid what Ouyang Jin will do if he can't wake up.

Ouyang Jin's surgery took six hours. From noon until the sun went down, we watched the lights in the operating room, the doctors and nurses coming in and out, watching them take out bloody strips of cloth and bring in plasma and instruments, and watching each of them have nervous and serious faces.

Ouyang Jin, please come through, okay?

I'm going to give you a baby.

I'm going to grow old with you.

If you don't come, then I don't want to go on like this. What's the point of leaving me alone without you?

But why do I remember it so clearly?

When Ouyang Jin was stabbed for the first time, his blood splashed my face, it was hot, and I felt warm for the first time, and there were times when people felt scared.

"Dad, why did you get me back, how nice it would be if I lived alone, no one knew about me, no one knew me, and no one was framed for being hit, how nice it would be."

I began to dream again, in a daze, in a trance I saw my mother, or the same young and beautiful, or the same gentle, that night when I was picked up from school and asked me what I wanted to eat, on the way home also bought me a doughnut, the rain that day was really heavy, the two of us snuggled together, holding a small flower umbrella, talking and laughing along the way.

If you think that my life as a child was too hard, and that I lost my mother and never saw my father, so I should strive to be happy as an adult, then I still don't want it.

I don't want my happiness to be bought for someone else's.

I also don't want my happiness to be bought in the way of hurting others.

Zhuo Yu has been deeply hurt because of me, Xu Wei is the same, Shen Yan and I have been hit for no reason and can't walk for a few months. Now with the addition of Ouyang Jin, we are going to get married, but he fell into my arms.

If my happiness costs so much, I really don't want it, I don't want it.

"Uncle, you really shouldn't have taken me over and raised me, I really harmed too many people."

I don't know how long I've been asleep, and when I woke up, I saw my aunt and Xu Wei wiping tears next to me.

"Is Ouyang awake? Has Ouyang Jin's surgery been completed? ”

I struggled to get out of bed, how could I fall asleep, Ouyang Jin was suffering pitifully alone, how could I sleep.

I have no conscience.

"Xingzhu, calm down." Xu Wei grabbed me and pushed me down on the bed.

"You let go of me, let go of me, how is Ouyang Jin, I'm going to see him. I'm going to see him. ”

I cried out so heartbreakingly that my voice was hoarse and my voice began to hurt.

Why is it all so familiar? When my mom died, I was like that, kicking and biting at the doctors and nurses, like crazy.

"Xingzhu, he's fine, he's fine, don't worry, you calm down." My aunt came and held my face and my head, not letting me get up, not letting me go crazy.

"Is he awake, is the operation done? Did he wake up? ”

I immediately felt very happy, Ouyang Jin wake up quickly, my heart is about to jump out of worry.

But looking at them, they don't feel happy, they don't seem to be happy.

"What's wrong with you, take me to see which ward you are arranging in?"

I hurriedly prepared to get out of bed, but Xu Wei and my aunt came together at this time to hold down and prevent me from moving.

"Xingzhu, his surgery has been completed, but he can't go to see it yet, if there is a situation, the doctor will notify us, can you calm down first and take a rest." You don't want Ouyang Jin to see you like this as soon as he wakes up, how worried he is about you. ”

"How could I not go to see him after the operation, wouldn't it be sad if he opened his eyes and couldn't see me. I'm going to see him. ”

The more I struggled, the more the two of them struggled.

I can fight the two of them alone.

But I'm really worried about Ouyang Jin. He had lost so much blood, and he was tossed around by so many doctors and nurses in the operating room alone, and when I could finally calm down, I was no longer with him.

"If you don't take me to see him, I'll die for you."

I stopped struggling and watched them quietly, tears streaming down my eyes and ears.

Ouyang Jin's situation must be very bad, otherwise they wouldn't be like this.

"You don't have to worry, Ouyang Jin just lost too much blood, he is in the intensive care unit now, we can't go in to see it yet, the doctor said that he is not out of danger yet. We're afraid that you won't be able to support it, how sad it is for you to see Ouyang Jin like this. ”

Xu Wei helped me sit up and spoke softly.

He is still in the intensive care unit and has not yet come out of danger.