If there is an afterlife, I would better be a man, being a woman needs to be protected by others, and being a man only needs to protect others.

If there is an afterlife, let Ouyang Jin be a woman, we will leave a mark on each other, so that we can find each other in the next life, I will be a man, he will be a woman, and I will protect him.

I insisted on going to see Ouyang Jin, but they couldn't stop me and took me over.

The atmosphere in the intensive care unit was very oppressive, there was no sound at all, I was walking on the floor in slippers, the rustling sound echoed in the hallway, and the echo of the return stirred up a hallway.

The monitoring room is all separated by heavy glass, leaving only a small window to clearly see the situation inside.

Ouyang Jin lay there without moving, as if he was usually asleep.

I'd love to touch him, or even get a closer look at him.

We didn't have time to talk at the wedding, we looked at each other with smiles in our eyes, but it was just a matter of moments, and he and I were now separated by this glass wall.

Moreover, I don't know when he will wake up, I don't know what this wall separates, my Ouyang Jin, whether my husband can still hear me, and whether I still have a chance to be as good to him as he is to me.

"Don't be too sad, the doctor said that as long as it is over tonight, the situation will be fine {1}{Ben} read~ Turned. If you continue like this, Ouyang Jin will collapse before he wakes up, how sad he will be then. ”

Xu Wei comforted me, in fact, I knew that looking at him lying there, with all kinds of instruments inserted in his body, I knew that he was more than lucky now.

He was stabbed three times, one in the back, one in the neck, and one in the chest. Every knife was made with the greatest force, every knife was pierced deep into his flesh, and every knife was deadly.

"You guys go back first, I want to be here with him for a while."

I said softly, looking at Ouyang Jin and not daring to blink, looking at his monitor, his heartbeat, blood pressure, I was afraid that he would leave me in the blink of an eye.

They didn't speak, they sighed.

I didn't close my eyes all night, I kept sitting outside the door of Ouyang Jin's ward and watched him, and I was scolded for wanting to go in with the doctor on the ward rounds.

In the morning, my eyes were already very sore, Ouyang Jin's mother, my mother-in-law brought me breakfast, my father and uncle also came, and even my grandmother insisted on coming with me.

"Xingzhu, can you eat something, you haven't eaten anything since yesterday, how can you go on like this."

My mother-in-law said as she brought me white porridge in the insulated box, but I didn't feel hungry at all.

"Mom, I don't want to eat, really, I'm not hungry at all."

I said, dodging from them.

"I don't want to eat even if I'm not hungry, I don't want to see my son fall and my daughter-in-law fall with her, can't you do this to me."

She insisted on handing the bowl to me, and I saw the tears in her eyes, and my heart was hot, and the tears followed.

"Mom, I'm so worried about Ouyang Jin."

I cried as soon as I opened my mouth, I knew that the way I cried must be ugly, Ouyang Jin would have teased me again if he saw it, but now I just want to cry more and more ugly, I just want him to get up and scold me for being ugly and ugly.

"Good boy, don't think too much, my son's life is big, and this little disaster can't bother him. It's you, if you don't think about yourself like this, if you don't pay attention to yourself, he must be very worried about you when he wakes up. ”

"But I'm really worried. I knew that I was a disaster everywhere I went, and I would be harmed wherever I went, but I really wanted to live a quiet life, and no one would hurt anyone. ”

"Fool, I don't want to worry about my son at this moment, but also worry about you, I'm old and don't have so much energy, so good daughter-in-law, you should be stronger. My son doesn't want to see you like this. ”

I know she just wanted me to be stronger, but I don't have that much courage.

My eyelids were heavy, and in the blink of an eye, strings of tears would fall, and when I looked at all of them, they were all worried and distressed.

"Okay, I'm not sad, I'll listen to you, I'll eat, I'll rest and go to sleep, and when Ouyang Jin wakes up, I'll stand in front of him."

I ate as I spoke, and I forced myself to swallow.

No matter what happens to Ouyang Jin in the end, I will stay by his side, no matter what he becomes, no matter what he recovers in the end, I will be by his side.

I eat, have a normal schedule, go home normally and busy during the day, and take turns to take care of Ouyang Jin at night.

Ouyang Jin was out of danger the day after the operation, and then we could go into the intensive care unit to see him and take care of him. The equipment has been removed, and the ECG monitoring has been turned off, but Ouyang Jin refuses to wake up as if he was joking with us on purpose.

"He injured the nerves in his spinal spine, and it is not known if it will cause paralysis in the future, so even if he wakes up and has to be in a wheelchair, please accept this fact."

"The injury on the neck hurt the major artery, but it was delivered in time, and there was too much blood loss, but the rescue was timely, so it was considered to be in danger."

"The knife in the chest was the most thrilling, almost stabbing in the heart. Although the rescue is timely, after all, the injury is serious, and when the patient wakes up still depends on his own consciousness. ”

In the past two days, I have listened to the doctors of these various departments tell me a lot of professional terms, which are to say that I want to be at ease, calm down, and go with the flow.

The mad woman has been taken away and detained since that day, and all who were present were witnesses, and everyone could testify to her insaneness, and now it is only for us to sue her, but my mind is not on her now.

However, I really want to ask this woman why she wants to hurt everyone around me for Ouyang's sake.

"Oh, you're here."

I went to see her in the detention center, and she was no longer the same as before, and she was always calm and elegant.

Old, haggard, ordinary, even her hair looks messy, but that's it, she still maintains her position, superior, as if she is more prominent than others at all times.

I sat down across from her, and she just glanced at me with her eyes, turned her face and smiled.

"How's it going, is the newlywed life going well?"

I didn't speak, I looked at her steadily.

How much she holds a grudge, at all costs, even at the expense of herself.

"How do you feel now, the inside must feel better than the outside, right?"

I put my hands around my chest, just for Ouyang Jin, I also want to not be compared to her in any detail, any action, any sentence or word.

"I don't feel anything, it's all the same eating, drinking, and Lazar, it's the same everywhere. It's hard for you to come and see me. ”

"What's this, you got yourself here for me, you paid so much for me, I just came to see what you counted."

She lowered her head and smiled, and I wanted to laugh too.

What is this for, the two of us can't wait for each other to die now, but we still have to desperately hold back our emotions and greet each other with a smile.

"It's really similar to your mother, stubborn and strong, and it looks very weak, but in fact, you can give people a slap behind the weakness."

She shook her hair and looked at me fixedly, no emotion in her eyes.

"Of course, I'm my mother's daughter, it's normal to be like her, but I really don't know what you have to imitate."

"I don't need to, I just want myself, and everyone else has nothing to do with me. That's why I'm so careless, a person is always more straightforward than a person who drags his family and a family. Therefore, you will never be able to win against me. ”

"But at least now I'm outside the iron gates, and you're the one who doesn't have freedom."

"So what, even if you are free, what can you do, it's not the same as crying out for the sky and the earth to hope that the person you love will come back to life quickly. I did my best on the day of the wedding, and I just wanted to give you a big gift, I hope it wasn't too pleasantly surprised. ”

At this point, I really started to get emotional.

But looking at her provocatively looking at me, I was not confused or surprised, I only quietly clenched my fists.

If I get angry and angry, her real wish will come true, and I won't let her get it.

"Yes, the wound will bleed, but it will heal. As our time passes by minute by minute, we will only get happier and happier, and you, too, are the same, but they are like years. Just a little bit of mildew and deterioration in this bars, a little bit of yourself comfort yourself. ”

We will only get better and more optimistic, and she, the woman in front of us, will definitely be punished and will definitely pay the price she deserves for what she has done.

No matter how calm she was, no matter how much she tried to act indifferent in front of us, I could see that her hands were actually shaking, and under her disguised appearance, it was really just a papier-mâché tiger as I wanted to see it.

"Ouyang is cautious, I am also as low and strong as you see, like weeds, the more you want to trample on me, the more vigorous I will grow. So that's why now you're on the inside and I'm on the outside. But don't worry, I'll be doing well outside, as long as that's the best revenge for you. You've really done so much for me, and if I'm not happy, even I'm sorry for your hard work. ”

She didn't speak, her head was no longer proud, and she lowered her gloomily.

This woman was finally defeated by me.

I looked at her and stood up, it was the last time I saw her, and I would never want to see her again. In the future, I will treat myself well, I will dress myself up delicately and elegantly, and use other people's ways to fight back against others.

Go out of the gate and look up at the sky.

The sky was blue and lovely, and the large clouds floated lightly in the sky like cotton candy, and my heart suddenly felt relaxed.

My task today has been successfully completed, and I need to go to the hospital to take care of Ouyang Jin now.