“……”

Look at the other person's face hidden by messy long hair.

Lu Mingfei sighed, stretched out his hand to pull her up, and asked, "How do you feel?" ”

The girl's legs were still a little weak, and she was shaking and barely standing still.

But soon his body shook again, and he looked like he might fall at any moment.

Isn't this man a dumb man?

Or was it just scared silly?

"If you're scared, don't do something so dangerous."

Seeing that she still lowered her head and didn't speak, Lu Mingfei scratched her head in distress.

simply didn't care whether the man and the woman kissed or not, and helped the girl to a stone bench on the rooftop.

I didn't know where to take out a bottle of mineral water, took out another piece of chocolate, tore it open and handed it to her: "Are you hypoglycemic?" Eat a piece of chocolate and drink some water to take a break. ”

"Thank you...... Thank you. The girl took the chocolate and water in a daze.

Then, without the slightest suspicion, he ate the somewhat melted chocolate.

I drank a few large mouthfuls of water in a row, and my rapid and subtle breathing gradually stabilized.

Lu Mingfei sat down next to him at a distance of two meters, his eyes seemed to be watching the traffic below.

The orange and yellow street lamps swept over the bodies of those cars, as if passing by countless stars, and the sound of traffic was like a river washing on the beach, which inexplicably calmed people's minds.

"That's for you."

A timid voice from beside him interrupted Lu Mingfei's thoughts.

He subconsciously turned his head to look at his side, and what he saw was a slightly pale face, but there was already a little more blood in the pale face.

Although it doesn't look very stunning, it's more like a more intriguing type.

And the girl's hands held a hot loaf of bread, steaming hot on a slightly cold winter night and looking warm.

"Oooh, thank you."

Looking at the other party's solemn look, Lu Mingfei also subconsciously took the bread.

What is this? Is there a gift exchange?

I always feel that this girl looks a little stupid, obviously she was still in a posture of jumping off the building just now......

"Oh roar! Scalding!! Lu Mingfei was thinking, but after taking the bread, he jumped up like a monkey.

Even though it was separated by three layers of oil-absorbing paper, my hands were still burned for a while, and I changed my hands while hissing.

"Ahh I...... I'm sorry! The girl was startled by his startled appearance, and was scrambled around not knowing what to do.

"It's okay, it's okay, it's me who made a fuss."

Lu Mingfei grinned and waved his hand, feeling that the bread was getting cold and then took a bite.

The moment the strawberry filling burst in his mouth, his eyes lit up when he was still a little helpless, and he suddenly felt that it was worth it to be hot.

"Hmm! It's delicious. Lu Mingfei gave a thumbs up and subconsciously asked, "Can you ask where you bought this from?" ”

"This ...... I did it myself. ”

The girl hesitated for a moment before whispering back, and pulled out a bite of bread from her bosom, but it looked like it was supposed to be blueberry filling.

"Oh, then your skills are very good, I feel like you can open a store." Lu Mingfei said like a dumbfounder.

“……”

Perhaps she didn't know what to do, but the girl didn't talk to him again, and there was silence on the rooftop for a while.

The two sat on stone chairs, each with a loaf of bread in their hands.

One gulps like a starving ghost reincarnated, and a small bite like a hamster.

I didn't look at each other next to me, but looked at the night scene below, but it unexpectedly seemed a little harmonious.

However, Lu Mingfei's afterglow looked at the girl beside him from time to time, and he always felt that inexplicable sense of familiarity was getting stronger and stronger.

"You are...... Xie Wan? ”

Lu Mingfei remembered the girl who sat in the last row of the class, with her head down like a little transparent on weekdays.

Just like her ordinary name, Lu Mingfei has no impression of her.

In a way, the other party is more "transparent" than him.

At least he was often pulled out and teased, but Xie Wan really looked like an invisible person.

If it weren't for the volunteer survey, he might not have been able to recognize it by looking at the class roster in the afternoon.

Thinking that his classmate almost jumped off the building in front of him, Lu Mingfei couldn't help but feel afraid and happy at this moment.

"Hmm." The girl also nodded, "You are Lu Mingfei." ”

"Mmmm, I'm Lu Mingfei." Lu Mingfei, whose mind was in a mess, nodded.

The two fell silent again for a while, which was a little more embarrassing than before.

"You...... Do you think I'm not normal? After a long time, Xie Wan suddenly spoke.

"Huh?" Lu Mingfei was stunned for a moment, "Why do you think so?" ”

"Why don't you ask me what I'm doing?" She turned her head with a pretended relaxed smile on her face.

"Uh, well, what were you doing?" Looking at the girl's side face, I don't know why, Lu Mingfei felt a little funny.

"Actually, it's nothing, I just want to experience the feeling of fear."

She looked at Lu Mingfei expectantly, as if she was waiting for Lu Mingfei to say something like "I see" and "You're really boring".

But Lu Mingfei just tilted his head and said "oh", and the cool night breeze blew his shirt against the side of his body.

"You, aren't you bored?" The girl suddenly felt a wave of frustration.

"No, as long as you're not trying to kill yourself." Lu Mingfei smiled, "If you want to say anything, I can also be a good tree hole." ”

“…… I, I don't know how to say it. The girl's mouth moved slightly, and finally her head hung down.

"Oh." Lu Mingfei touched his chin, "Are you afraid of something?" ”

The girl raised her head with her mouth slightly open, and looked at Lu Mingfei dumbfounded, her expression was like asking him: How do you know.

Of course I do.

Lu Mingfei said secretly in his heart.

Because every time he comes here, isn't it because he is afraid? Hahaha.

"So, what are you afraid of?" Lu Mingfei smiled a little casually and asked again.

"Me." The girl's expression changed from surprise to dejection, and she lowered her head and said, "I'm a little afraid of being alone...... Doesn't it feel weird? ”

"How so?" Lu Mingfei shook his head and asked, "So, why?" ”

He could see that this "little transparent" seemed to be a little worried that he would be annoying to him, but what he was best at was that his emotions were restrained and would not be revealed at all.

Girls of this age like to be sad and sad, in fact, these are the things he used to talk to Chen Wenwen the most.

If the girl in front of him was replaced by Chen Wenwen, who was more delicate, she would probably ask him softly: You don't think I'm annoying, right?

Whenever this happens, Lu Mingfei scratches his head and laughs dryly: How could it be?

yes, why bother?

A girl brings her precious toy to you with the last thing she wants to share.

In Lu Mingfei's opinion, the girl is actually like saying to herself: Look, I only want to say this to you, so are you willing to listen to me?

He has always been a good listener and doesn't give an opinion, but always shows that I am listening.

So he's still quite good at being a listener, but he's just not good at telling his thoughts.

"Actually, I don't know."

The girl looked at the traffic in the distance and said blankly: "I don't know when I started, I was afraid of being alone, I was afraid when I was alone, and the more I was afraid, the more I wanted to get close to them." ”

"But if I get too close, my friends who used to have a good relationship with me will gradually get bored and eventually ......."

She lowered her head, and her voice suddenly lowered: "Even in the crowd, the fear is even deeper. ”

"Once I was walking down a busy street and looking at the bustling crowd around me, do you know how I felt at the time? The kind of ...... that is ostracized by the whole world"

As she spoke, she hugged her curled legs with trembling hands, took a big gulp, and then coughed heartbreakingly.

This girl seems to have some kind of lung disease.

Lu Mingfei scratched his head and patted her on the back.

When her breathing became steady, Lu Mingfei groaned and said, "Have you ever thought about it, perhaps, you are not afraid of a person, you are afraid of ...... Others ignore themselves? ”

"Have you ever been to a psychiatrist before?"

"Neglect...... Perhaps. The girl was stunned for a moment, hugged her knees and whispered, "Do you think I have a mental problem?" ”

"No, no, no, I don't think so." Lu Mingfei hurriedly waved his hand, laughed dryly and said, "You may just be a little ...... Well, psychological disorders. ”

"You're afraid of being alone, and some people are afraid of crowds, and almost everyone has a psychological disorder, but to varying degrees, it's not a serious illness."

"Well, speaking of which, I actually came up with a solution." Lu Mingfei touched his chin and said thoughtfully, "Perhaps, you can try to get a dog, maybe it can alleviate your fear?" ”

"Really?" The girl listened suspiciously, but her expression was a little more relaxed, "Thank you, I'll go back and try, by the way, are you afraid of anything?" ”

"Me." Lu Mingfei took a bite of bread silently, and smiled mysteriously, "I don't have anything to be afraid of, I just have a girl I like......"

"Is it Chen Wenwen?"

Before Lu Mingfei finished speaking, the girl interrupted him directly.

Lu Mingfei was so frightened that he bit his tongue, but he didn't care about the heart-piercing pain, and looked at the girl next to him with a frightened expression, and the expression seemed to ask her: How can you know?

"Isn't that strange?"

The girl's eyes were even more puzzled than his, and she asked rhetorically: "It's not a secret that Lu Mingfei likes Chen Wenwen in the class, right?" ”

Lu Mingfei subconsciously wanted to say something to say haha, but after seeing the other party's expression, those bad words couldn't be said again.

In fact, revealing his scars to others without permission is actually a very boring thing in Lu Mingfei's opinion.

Because they have enough on their backs.

Sharing their misfortunes and forcing them to understand some tragedies that they don't need to know will only add to their powerlessness, and will only make people feel that they are showing off the weight of their baggage.

Maybe you can get a little sympathy?

But Lu Mingfei has never liked this, and has always kept things in his heart.

Show sadness appropriately, show joy appropriately, greet others appropriately, and keep your distance appropriately.

However, since when did the world know that he likes Chen Wenwen?

"......" He felt depressed in his stomach, so he could only smile wryly and nodded, "Do you feel like I'm stupid too?" ”

"It's not stupid." The girl looked at Lu Mingfei and said in a low voice, "So, what do you like about her?" ”

Lu Mingfei scratched his head, looked up at the sky and said in distress: "If you let me say it, I can't say it." ”

"You don't even know why you like her, how dare you say you like her?" The girl looked directly at him, and her words were somewhat blunt.

"If you don't know, you don't know, if you like it, you like it!" Lu Mingfei's mood suddenly became irritable, like a boiling bubble bubbling with a clatter.

"I like strawberry-stuffed bread because it's sweet, and you say you like blueberry-stuffed bread because it's sour and sweet, but why do you like sweet-sour mixes? Can you name any reason?! ”

Lu Mingfei's gradually amplified voice floated into the night sky in the distance, and the girl watched him silently and fell into calm for a while.

“…… I'm sorry. Lu Mingfei sighed, "I didn't mean to yell at you, I just ...... Stupid mouth. ”

Really.

I wanted to appease this girl, but why did she still make a little fuss?

But the girl didn't say anything, looked into the distance and whispered, "You are so gentle." ”

Hearing this, Lu Mingfei was stunned for a moment.

"You're right, what's the reason to like someone?"

The girl lowered her head and smiled inexplicably, and said, "You don't want to fight, and you don't want to rob, are you afraid of being rejected?" ”

"Probably not, I actually envy you, you can easily navigate that group of people, I think even if you are rejected, as long as you are willing to give up, you can be friends like before."

"So, I guess, the thing you're afraid of might be...... Change? Afraid that he will change the silent tacit understanding between himself and Chen Wenwen, afraid that everything he has now will be broken because of a momentary impulse? ”

"You keep saying in your heart, it's enough now, it's enough, family, friends, people you like, it's all there, at least you won't lose anything, at least not now, nothing, right?"

The girl blinked and whispered, "You're a coward like me...... But I can't help you. ”

Lu Mingfei looked down at the bread in his hand, and after a while, he suddenly couldn't help but laugh angrily in his heart.

was called a coward by a girl who was afraid of emptiness, loneliness, and coldness.

The last one said that was the little devil.

"Yes, yes, I don't want to be motivated, I'm willing to fall, no one will like me!"

Lu Mingfei replied angrily, and then looked down at his mobile phone: "I won't tell you, I'm going to buy something for my aunt, if I don't go, I don't know if I'm depraved or not, my aunt will definitely chop me up." ”

After that, leaving the slightly disappointed girl, Lu Mingfei stood up and wanted to leave.

"Hey!" A girl's voice suddenly came from behind her, "Actually, I quite like you." ”

Hearing this, Lu Mingfei stumbled under his feet, and ran away without looking back, and a burst of laughter suddenly sounded behind him.

When his figure completely disappeared in front of him, leaving only a person on the empty roof and the silent and magnificent night sky over the city, the smile on the girl's face gradually dissipated.

“…… Got a dog? She lowered her head, her face clouded, "You'll abandon me in the end, right?" ”

Just like them.

(End of chapter)