Chapter 61: The First Date with Jiang Rui (Part II)
Qu Junru felt very confused, but it's a pity?
"What a pity?"
Jiang Rui's eyes when he looked at him were extremely serious: "It's a pity that we are four years apart, you said, if you were born in the same year as me and be a classmate in the same class, how good it would be!" This way, the problem of not being able to eat breakfast in time was solved. ”
Qu Junru nodded suddenly realized: "That's not the case, I was born four years earlier than you, and I will help you understand some of the setbacks you will experience in the relationship in advance, so that we can avoid taking a lot of detours, and I can also get out of a lot of unnecessary feelings in time." ”
Jiang Rui didn't expect him to have such a logical idea, and immediately praised him: "Hey, it seems to be so." ”
Qu Junru remembered that he had told her about cutting vegetables and cooking last Saturday, and smiled strangely: "I remember, someone seems to have said that they would learn to cut vegetables within a week." Who is it? ”
As soon as Jiang Rui heard that he was going to talk about this, he immediately pretended not to understand, pretending to be surprised.
"Huh? Who is it? ”
Qu Junru scratched her itchy flesh and said with a smile: "Hahaha, who do you say, and pretend to be with me." ”
Jiang Rui showed a very good-looking smile: "Hey, hey, it's me." But I'm not lying to you, really, I learned it from my mom. My mother said that I was young and needed to focus on my studies, and that she would teach me these things when I grew up. ”
Qu Junru was a little envious of her, her mother was so good to her: "My mother-in-law really kisses you, my mother has let me work since I was a child." ”
Jiang Rui responded arrogantly: "You are a boy, I am a girl, can it be the same?" ”
Qu Junru laughed when she heard this, and continued to scratch her itchy flesh: "Yo yo yo, Rui'er, why are you still discriminating?" ”
Jiang Rui was scratched by him and laughed: "Hahaha, I don't." ”
Qu Junru let go of his hand and said to Jiang Rui what amusement projects he was going to play next: "Okay, I won't mess with you." When you're done, let's go play the Ferris wheel. ”
Jiang Rui shook his head slightly: "Don't play yet, I'm going to ask you a very serious question." ”
Qu Junru frowned: "Okay, let's ask." ”
Jiang Rui told him what he wanted to ask: "Do you think girls are happier to be scumbags in relationships, or happier to be in love?" ”
It is precisely because Qu Junru has experienced the previous immature relationships that he feels that he must tell Jiang Rui the correct view of love.
"Don't be proud of being a scumbag, when you think that you are a scumbag in a relationship, then you are already disrespectful to the other party."
Jiang Rui felt that Qu Junru might have misunderstood her true intentions, and she explained to him that she was not the kind of girl who was irresponsible for her feelings: "First of all, I want to make it clear to you. I don't want to be a scumbag, I'll make it clear to you, it's not that I want to be a scumbag, but I think that in the previous relationship, I gave my sincerity, but that person didn't give back to me with the same sincerity. Therefore, I have an indescribable feeling about the relationship, thinking that the boy is not worth my attention anymore, and it is better to play with the other party's feelings than to let me suffer in the relationship alone. ”
What else could Qu Junru say, he could only give her a big hug, and his tone became very gentle, impressing her with his sincerity.
"There is never a right choice for the topic of feelings, you always have to go through a lot of wrong relationships to know who you are most suitable to be with."
Jiang Rui was held in his arms, and he had a very reassuring feeling: "I'm not afraid to tell you that I have made a cut on my arm in order to keep him, but I still can't let him return to me." ”
After saying this, Jiang Rui also rolled up his sleeves and showed him the knife marks on his arm that had healed.
Qu Junru saw that his girlfriend actually did this step for the sake of his ex, in addition to being distressed, he was still distressed.
He personally helped her pull down her sleeve and cover the knife mark, not wanting Jiang Rui to fall into painful memories again.
"Rui'er, if you don't even respect your own life, others have no right to pity you."
Rui'er asked in his ear, "Then will you leave me?" ”
Qu Junru actually knew that he could only accompany Jiang Rui for a period of time on the day he confessed to her.
It's just that how long it will take is for him to leave it to Jiang Rui to decide.
He didn't want Jiang Rui to be too sad on his first date, so he tried his best to comfort her: "I can't make this decision for you now." As you told me, if our fate is scattered, then divide it more simply, and no one should be entangled in painful memories. ”
Jiang Rui's expression tightened, and he realized that he had said the wrong thing, and hurriedly apologized to Qu Junru: "Son, I was wrong, I was really wrong, I apologize to you!" You confessed to me that day, I shouldn't have said that. Confucian, do you care much about what I say? ”
Qu Junru knew that what she said at the time was unintentional, but if "the fate is scattered, then divide it more simply" is Jiang Rui's sincere words, even if Qu Junru forgives her words here, won't this relationship still be irreparable in the future?
He did care: "Well, I do. At the same time, I was also wondering, if we really got to the point of breaking up, would you be more miserable or would I be more miserable? ”
Jiang Rui knew how hard he was hurt by Wang Xinyu's feelings, and at the same time comforted him in reverse: "Smash, I don't want you to suffer anymore because of the breakup." If someone is destined to bear it, then it is up to me to bear the pain. ”
"Silly boy, we're talking about this too early."
Qu Junru couldn't bear to let her bear it, and the topic was quickly turned to something else by Jiang Rui: "Well, then what do you think is excessive modesty?" ”
Qu Junru thought that a little girl like Jiang Rui would never ask such a profound topic in her relationship no matter what.
At first glance, I was really surprised by her words: "Wow, Rui'er, you can talk about such an in-depth topic now?" Since you mentioned it, then let me tell you, don't be overly modest, too modesty equals conceit. ”
Jiang Rui could indeed receive answers to many questions that he hadn't figured out before: "Oh, then I understand, I still have questions." ”
Qu Junru showed a smile like a sunny boy: "Please continue, my little princess." ”
Jiang Rui felt that the world was particularly unfair: "Do you think the world is fair?" I felt full of malice in school, why do some people not write the homework assigned by the teacher at night, and the next morning, when the representatives of each subject receive the homework, they have to copy my homework? If it weren't for the fear of being called parents, I would have wanted to tear some girls' mouths apart. ”
Not to mention that Jiang Rui felt angry because of this kind of thing that happened in school, Qu Junru was sometimes impulsive because of anger.
From the time Wang Xinyu found Li Chunxiao as a target, he understood that he was impulsive and couldn't solve the problem.
"The world is inherently unfair, and if you want to be fair, you have to have the strength to protect yourself. In the same way, from your question, you can also extend to some of the problems that arise. Resources are not equal, please don't complain, don't be complacent, there will always be someone who can stand out from this or that unfairness. ”