Chapter 7 7
Follow one direction until you die
Try not to think about the people who love me
Follow the blinding light all the way forward
It's hard to tell what direction lies ahead
There may be the freedom I want ahead
Or maybe nothing, because I'm already dizzy
I'm a hard-working puppet and I get tired sometimes
I'm a happy clown, and I can't laugh at times
I'm a hard-working puppet and I get tired sometimes
I'm a happy clown, and I can't laugh at times
Now I like Hao Yun's songs, just like the song "The Escaped Puppet": I am a hard-working puppet, and there are times when I am tired, I am a happy clown, and there are times when I can't laugh. We are the puppets or clowns in this song, holding up a small world for ourselves with our own hands, even if we are tired, we will not easily tell others, because those who know me say that I am worried, and those who do not know me say what I want; No matter how bumpy it is, we always wear a mask of fake smiles, in order to live a pleasing life, laugh everywhere, and finally when we experience the pain of the blow and want to take off the mask and cry, we find that the mask has long been embedded in our faces, and after several twists and turns, we find that behind the mask is a smile that is exactly the same as the mask, then we realize that we are no longer what we used to be, and I don't know when we began to become the kind of person we used to hate the most.
The more people I met, the more I loved dogs. This sentence is also seen on the Internet, and I want to thank this Internet era, in the state of "three nos" where I am often bored and helpless, I occasionally pop up such a big truth that is not easy to say in life.
With the rapid development of the Internet age, we can learn all kinds of things from the Internet, from the political arena of various countries, summits, financial crises, earthquakes and tsunamis, etc.; From celebrity scandals, market gains, online shopping, downloading wool films, etc., these convenient places that are close to the people.
Recently, I accidentally saw the word "Dick Silk" on the Internet.,I've heard of this word before.,But I've never paid attention to its meaning.,Now it's estimated that it's older.,Curiosity is strong.,I want to figure out everything.。 If I had this kind of consciousness when I was in school, I wouldn't be like this now. So I looked up the meaning of the word "dick", and it seemed to be me from the beginning to the end, and I found that there were not a few people like me, and my heart suddenly opened up a little - I'm not alone. Flipping through a certain web page, there is even the so-called "dick silk standard". For example, "leather shoes do not exceed 800 yuan", I don't have leather shoes at all, and if there are, they are not more than 400 yuan; "The year-end benefit does not exceed 10,000", although I am a soldier, I clearly remember that the year-end bonus used to be only one or two thousand, and now I am working again, I don't know if there is a year-end bonus; "Driving a car under 100,000 yuan", I didn't even dare to think about driving, because until now I don't know how to drive. There are ten standards listed on the Internet, and I didn't continue to read them, because I didn't finish reading them and realized that I didn't seem to be a "dick", but a living "dick scum", who dares to guarantee that I won't get schizophrenia after reading those. finally opened up a little in my heart, and was completely doused by a basin of cold water in an instant.
If you want to really enter the ranks of "Dick Silk", you must first realize your own shortcomings from the subjective one, and then objectively fill in your own shortcomings. My mother once said to me a very incisive sentence: "Nowadays, people must be able to speak, write, and walk, otherwise they will be eliminated by society sooner or later." My mom's words "talking," "writing," and "walking" mean your ability to speak, to use a computer, and to drive. I have to admire the older generation's perception of society. From my mother's words, it became clear to me that I lacked a car, but even if I did, I wouldn't be able to drive, so I started learning to drive.
After a series of tedious procedures, the driving school was registered, and when I came out, the instructor gave me the theoretical textbook of this subject one for me to look at first, and I will be notified when the test will be taken, I feel as if I am in my student days - and I have to take the test again! Everyone says that subject one is the best test, but in my opinion, otherwise, I and the theoretical knowledge in the book can be compared to some classical Chinese in the student's language book, in middle school when I hated the most is to learn a certain classical Chinese and memorize the full text, I am indecent to the plot of subject one than the student's hatred of memorizing the full text of the four words, and I want to memorize the whole book! The theoretical textbook is not as thick as imagined (less than 100 pages), but it is not so easy to memorize and memorize the theoretical knowledge of each page, and I have not seen any driver on the road really drive according to the theory in the book, the most obvious is that the green light is on, but when there are pedestrians at the crosswalk, many drivers still have one foot on the accelerator, which means stopping and avoiding. Ay! Anyway, it's to prepare for the exam, just pass the exam, who will drive according to the rules! At least I haven't.