"Remembering what?"

I vaguely felt that something was wrong, but I couldn't tell what it was.

Shen Gu laughed and asked rhetorically: "This can be forgotten, is it you or me who are sorry for her?" ”

I hated my twelfth brother on this day.

"If you speak disrespectfully to me, you will be beaten for thirty boards, and you will be confined to King Xuan's mansion, and you will not be able to come out unless you are summoned."

-

I don't allow anyone to mention the word Jiang Qingyue again.

Just go to Yangzhou after the end of the spring hunt every year.

Sometimes I was lucky enough to see Jiang Qingyue, and sometimes I didn't see her for many days when I lived there.

It wasn't until three years later that I saw her and Qin Gu walking together, talking and laughing and going to her house.

Qin Gu seemed to glance at me, and his footsteps into her courtyard stopped.

He pointed to his cheek and said in a coquettish tone: "Kiss." ”

Jiang Qingyue glanced at him suspiciously: "What are you doing?" ”

Qin Gu urged her to go into the courtyard.

I froze where I was.

Qin Gu would make such a request to her, and their relationship was probably more than just friends.

My heart seems to be clung to death by a big hand, and I am not left with any way to live.

Many years ago, Jiang Qingyue and I were like this, and she really liked me at that time.

Qin Gu walked out again, closed the courtyard door, and walked straight towards me.

He stood in front of me and saluted me: "We will be married in a few months." ”

I said, "Really? Why will it be a few months? ”

Family affairs among the people are not always done quickly.

Qin Gu said quietly: "We attach great importance to this marriage, and we have to prepare for a long time. ”

I said bluntly, "Oh. Congratulations. ”

He also said: "The emperor does not have to come again in the future. ”

I looked at him levelly, curious, "Why didn't she come to talk to me?" ”

There was a moment of flickering in his eyes: "She doesn't want to see you." ”

"What did I do, as for her not wanting to see me?"

I smiled and pierced him without sparing, "Or do you think you're going to fall short once I show up in front of her?" ”

Qin Gu is also a strong seed.

He probably knew that there was a huge Qin family behind him, this clan was intertwined, and its power was all over Great Xia, so I had to cast a rat trap.

"Your Majesty, don't forget, you arranged for her to be my concubine many years ago."

I said, "But she doesn't want to." ”

I was reluctant at the beginning, I was afraid that my first impression of Qin Gu was not good, and now I may not be able to accept him sincerely.

Qin Gu said: "I am no longer the head of the Qin family, I have a free body, I can go wherever I want." Can you? Can you be like me, accompany her with firewood, rice, oil and salt, or travel all over the world? ”

This sentence made me think deeply.

I went back to Jinling City and thought about it for a long time.

Those brothers who went to the club also had acceptable abilities, but they were limited to acceptable, and none of them were outstanding.

It is a matter of all the people of the world, how can I be hasty?

-

Years have passed.

It wasn't until I heard that Jiang Zong had passed the hospital examination at the age of ten that I made a special trip to Yangzhou to see him on a whim.

On the Yanyu Tower in Yangzhou, I saw Jiang Zong playing with an adult man.

He was full of youthful childishness, but he chanted poetry like a big river, gushing endlessly.

The other party retreated one after another, and finally convincingly admitted defeat.

Jiang Zong won full applause.

The imperial sister looked at the child, her eyes were full of appreciation, and suddenly she said to me, "Shen Xiao, do you think he looks like you?" ”

I said, "I was inferior to him when I was ten years old." ”

The imperial sister said again: "Don't you think he looks like you?" ”

In this way, it does look like me when you look closely.

"After all, it's my nephew, and my nephew and uncle seem to have it," I laughed, "Imperial Sister, he's quite like you." ”

The imperial sister gave me a meaningful look and didn't say anything more.

I was slow to react, and she seemed to have something to say.

-

After returning to the palace, I asked my father-in-law: "King Xuan is not like a statue of me?" ”

Father-in-law Xi shook his head: "No, the emperor and the eldest princess have a bit of a resemblance to each other." ”

I am like the imperial sister, I have known it for a long time, after all, we have the same mother and father, and she looks like me in men's clothes.

I asked Captain Liu, who had come to discuss important matters.

"Do I have a statue of King Xuan?"

Liu Taiwei was stunned for a moment, and then said, "The minister doesn't think so." ”

I also asked the Queen Mother.

The Queen Mother said: "You are like your biological mother, King Xuan is like the first emperor, you are naturally not very similar." ”

-

But Jiang Zong is like me, and he is like me.

I summoned Shen Gu to see me, looked at him carefully, and made sure that he looked really different from me.

I leaned back in my chair, staring blankly into the distance, trying to dig something into my head, but to nothing.

Shen Gu saw that I was silent for a long time, and called me out loud: "Brother Huang? ”

I looked fierce and said coldly, "My child, you dare to say that it is yours." ”

Shen Gu was slightly stunned, and then laughed: "Brother Huang, when did I say that the child is mine, Qingyue never mentioned who the child's father is, it was you who you forgot what you did, and thought that the child was mine, and others thought so." ”

I stood up suddenly, and my heart was like a stormy wave.

"Jiang Zong is really my child?!"

Originally, I couldn't confirm it, and Fang Cai's words were just a lie to him.

Seeing my reaction like this, Shen Gu knew that I had deceived him, and after a trace of annoyance, he worried about me in a helpless tone.

"Brother Huang, how can you do anything to rape her and make her hate you so much. Your wine is terrible...... Jiang Liu knew that he was about to rush into the palace and fight with you, so I stopped him. ”

I raped her?

I left my seat and walked up to him, staring into his eyes, trying to find traces of lying.

He must be lying, how could I force her, how could I be willing to treat her like this?

"I can't force her."

"You didn't force it, how did Jiang Zong get here?"

There was no trace of panic in his eyes and his voice, as if he was saying something absolutely true, "She would rather fake marriage with me than get rid of you, do you think she will willingly do that kind of thing with you?" And Brother Huang, you are not in the dormitory, but in a cramped small cave in the imperial garden, and you can forcibly drag her into it......"

I unconsciously stepped back step by step, until my lower back hit the case.

My desire for her has never been spoken, but it has always existed.

Did I really lose all my mind after drinking and treat her rudely?

I can't imagine how I practiced bestiality to her, and I thought of her hating and hating me to the core, and every time I imagined it, I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't breathe.

-

Countless times, I wanted to go to Yangzhou and ask her, did I really do something inferior to a beast? I also wanted to explain to her that I didn't want to do that.

But Jiang Zong's existence is a fact that I have made a big mistake.

How can I still have the face to face her?

I don't dare to think about the child who haunts me anymore, so I can only cover my mouth and nose with a pillow for countless sleepless nights, and fall asleep exhausted again and again.

It wasn't until a year later that the royal sister told me that this was not the case.

She told me a diametrically opposite truth.

I didn't force Jiang Qingyue, and Jiang Qingyue didn't hate me.

That night was just a spring breeze for her.

-

I couldn't get angry, so I went and beat Shen Gu violently with my own hands.

-

I came to Yangzhou and waited for her on the way home every day.

Her appearance has not changed much, only a little more mature charm, and it can be seen that she has had a good life over the years.

At the moment, she looked at me with a little surprise.

"Why are you here?"