2023/8/29 Reflection and reflection

The last one is a Mother's Day story, so this one will tell a little story about a sincere view of love.

The author is a ninety-eight-year-old little brother, with a net height of 1.61 meters and a net weight of 88 pounds.

Writing novels since childhood,It's been 14 years since I was a child.,Since elementary school, I have wanted to be a novelist.,But it's not supported by my parents at home.,I can only take pocket money to buy all kinds of books.,In elementary school, I couldn't listen to the teacher's lectures.,Write all kinds of short stories in your own book when you're idle.。

Later, in junior high school, I have been serializing a youth romance story in my own head in books, in order to really understand the feelings, junior high school began to contact with girls this kind of feelings, because I and the girls are still young, so the love is the purest feelings, no bride price, no RV pressure, and no work pressure.

Maybe it's because the ignorant feelings of youth are not stable enough, right? None of the relationships I've had have been able to make it from school to my wedding dress have been beautiful, but I'm a good person at learning about the shortcomings of relationships, and all my girlfriends from junior high school to college seem to be able to teach me more or less the details of relationships.

Since I was in college, I have been in contact with all kinds of books at our starting point, and I have tried to officially serialize a lot of romance novels when I have nothing to do outside of class, and I have also signed a contract on our website, and I have also contacted some of the editors in charge of our website, but without exception, those romance novels have no follow-up for one reason or another.

After stepping into the society, like many brothers and sisters who have just graduated, I went to various companies to submit resumes.

In just two years, he changed many jobs, worked as a miscellaneous waiter, went to Jinan as a telephone salesman selling coffee, worked as an insurance manager for several months in Chinese People's Insurance, and even worked as a clerk in a safety and environmental protection company owned by relatives and his buddies.

Although I have been working in the society for two years, I have found that these two years of work have allowed me to enter a new circle, and I feel that my brothers and sisters in the society have taught me a lot of black fairy tales with various purposes.

I don't contact any girls anymore when I was working, because I found that I may not be suitable for a relationship, only suitable for chatting with young ladies on the Internet when I am bored.

It is precisely because I have been in love many times that the routines and details in those relationships are so familiar that they can't be more familiar. I would like to advise any young lady who has a crush on me not to develop with me for a long time, because you will find that I am a very bad person.

It's not that I don't want to trust any young lady, but I've experienced too many wrong feelings, which has caused me to be too sensitive to girls - I'm afraid that you will leave, and I'm afraid that you will have other little brothers by your side.

Even if it's a very small thing, as long as I notice the slightest bit wrong, I will be cranky, so ah, any kind and gentle young lady, don't give me tenderness anymore.

I don't want to go through the wrong relationship before, I don't want to go through it again and again, and now I am very strange, and I don't know when my view of love and love has become sooner or later!

I really don't want to fall in love anymore now, and I'm too lazy to meet a young lady again.

After asking the name, then asking the age, then understanding, then running-in, and then maintaining our relationship every day.

Just thinking about these things makes me feel very tired!

I don't know, it's because I've lost the ability to love someone or because I've become lazy in my attitude towards maintaining a relationship, maybe it's not suitable to say this at my current age, but the current situation does make me feel - it's really tiring to fall in love!

Not only is you ready to ask your favorite girl out to play during the love period, but you also have to share the happiness and unhappiness you encounter in life.

If the other party makes her unhappy because of some details at work, she will definitely quarrel with me, and I may have to spend money to make her happy after the quarrel, which is really boring. If it is possible to go on, then we have to plan for our future married life, and the bride price and garage issues will inevitably increase the burden on our feelings.

For the time being, I just want to improve myself, and I can't cope with these trivial things that the young lady will definitely have in her relationship, since that's the case, then I'll put the love thing aside.

I don't want to find a girl I don't like because of my family's urging to get married, and I don't regret living in this world bravely.

I don't want to delay any gentle and kind girl in this world, anyway, there is no one in this world who can really guarantee that he will always accompany anyone.

And I don't need this kind of affection very much at the moment.

Now, through my previous love experience and the black fairy tales I have learned in society in the past two years, I have learned to disguise my true emotions and put on a spiked armor to keep no girl from approaching me, and I will not get close to any girl.

I guess no one else has the ability to hurt me anymore, right?

Finally, I knew how to protect my heart.

That is - do not accept anyone's approach, just be yourself, and leave the rest to time, see what it says.

The real autistic person is that the circle is smaller, and he has become more independent, and he is more indifferent to money. I can't overdraw my body for this thing, no matter how much I like my own works, I have to restrain my creative desire, and if I can control my desires, I am the best high-quality man

In fact, the more I have experienced, the less I like to take the initiative to socialize, and it is good to live in my own small circle. Just a few friends who have a good relationship, they like that one girl, and just a few family members don't dislike me and I haven't risen yet. There is nothing wrong with being selfish, after all, what you get in exchange for sincerity is all disappointment without exception.

I really thought a lot about how to live in the future, and how to face this bad world. In the end, I still think one sentence is particularly true - if the whole world doesn't make you feel better, then it is my enemy!

What you can learn in school is always fixed thinking and knowledge, and stepping into the society is the real Shura field, there is no kindness, there is no kindness, and some are just fierce and evil realistic thinking.

Some people think that they have figured out that the reality of thinking is that as long as there is money, any problem can be solved, so most people do this, thinking that there is no problem that money cannot solve.

There are also some people who think that they have various related households in their families and can be bullied by anyone they meet in society, but they don't know that it is these self-righteous thoughts that finally bury the lives of these people.

Cultivating one's mind is a very long process, cultivating people is even more long, and cultivating a person will make a person completely transformed, and only when he understands his cultivation will he be able to deal with anyone and everything with ease.

If you don't have financial luck, you can only cultivate yourself, and if your fate is not good, you can only enrich your cognition, don't complain about others, don't blame all external factors, all you can do is to wait quietly for the future to get better.

Fortunately, my cultivation has reached a certain level, and I also have my own goals to strive for, anyway, I still have to write a novel for a lifetime, let's take our time, the story is very long, it will take centuries to write

At my age, fame and fortune are not so important, what really matters is family, health, tranquility, and happiness.

The twenty-four-year-old Buddhist youth is playing work, because it took me a year to figure out the rules of the whole world, money will naturally come when it should come in life, hard work will not make a lot of money, and peace with the situation is the king. I don't value fame and fortune, but I do value the people around me who really treat me.

There must always be a goal to chase to live up to your youth, and the more you grow up, the more you know what you really want.

Yuanyuan, after meeting you, I understand why there is a text like "When you see a beautiful woman, the beauty of the world is worldly". I don't lie to you, I do like a lot of girls, I have also been a sea king, and I have been a scumbag, and the woman who can make me focus on fighting for my career has not been at all before you.

I don't believe in love at first sight, but I did dream of you once, and I have experienced many things with you in my dreams, and I have written a book overnight. It was you who made me finally come out of the process of being disliked by everyone, so I stopped paying attention to their eyes and only wrote for you.

When I was young, I liked a lot of beautiful flowers, but now they have become my past, and they have all broken off contact, I only like you as a "flower". I always wonder how gentle and kind a woman who can walk with me must be, and seeing you has changed my mind.

Why be gentle and kind?

You are a living person, you have a temper, you can be coquettish, and you will be jealous, as long as you dare to choose me firmly, then I will never fail you in this life. Except for you, all temptations do not constitute temptations for me, even the female star Jing Tian, who I have liked for a long time, is not as high as your position in my heart.

In my aesthetic eyes, Jing Tian is the most beautiful Asian woman, and I don't even like her anymore, so you can imagine how high your status is. Perhaps, you wonder if this is just my love words to chase you?

After all, in order to chase the woman he likes, men will always use clever words and try all kinds of ways to please each other. This is indeed a routine that all men use, and I am using this routine. But only I know the real difference between love and liking, and I also know that there are too many things to go through in a relationship, and I don't dare to say big things to you now, what can I give you.

Because, I really am not good enough now, so I am working hard and betting on the future between us with the hard work of this year. I'm afraid of missing you, and I'm even more afraid that after missing you, the other girls I've met are not as caring as you.

You are my goal, and you are the other half of my marriage that I am ready to propose, so I want to give you the best of everything. Yuanyuan, I'm excited about you now. We are the beginning of our relationship, the day I get the certificate will be the beginning of my love for you, don't like other little brothers this year, the boss is waiting for me in your unit!

If you care too much about one thing, you often get loss, which leads to a worse and worse mood, and the more serious is the situation I was in before - I don't want to say anything, I don't want to do anything, I just lock myself up.

I don't care about the quality of the work, I just pay attention to the quality of the work, but I don't have these troubles.

Up to now, I can be worthy of myself and my book friends, I have achieved 100% of what I think, as for 100% in their minds, it is just their thoughts, not my own thoughts.

Do a good job in the cause you love, and leave the rest to time and future generations to judge!

I don't seem to be able to do the kind of 10,000 words a day that I used to be in school, it's not that I'm lazy, but I understand better, and I shouldn't use my young body to fight for a future that I can't see.

The manuscript fee is a thing, book friends look at it, and all kinds of literary awards are also handed over to the awarding department to judge for themselves!

As much as I would love to win awards, what is the use of forcing them if I don't have them in my life?

As long as I think I'm worthy, that's enough. Even if I lose various literary awards, then I have at least won a healthy body and a worry-free life for the rest of my life.