Those who see through the red dust and choose to become a monk cannot be said to be naïve and wrong in their choices, they are the choices they make after experiencing the red dust, and the world is not qualified to judge.

I was also depressed, I also thought about extreme things, and even thought about not returning to my hometown, full of despair about this real world. The pain is always there, and it can't change the fact that it already exists, it can only change itself.

The rules of life and personal habits can be changed, but what can't be changed?

The success of quitting smoking and alcohol is not only because of my own strong psychological self-healing power, but also because of the strength given to me by the girl I like. I really don't like to touch wine, whether it is Ruiao or beer and tea, I can't be shaken, and I can quit smoking until I feel uncomfortable as soon as I get started.

I still hold on to my dreams and continue to write, but I don't think it's more important than my own life.

In fact, I should also be grateful for experiencing huge setbacks again and again, and gradually knowing what I really want.

Now in 2023, the task is quite difficult.

Not only should I have a stable career, but I also have to arrange for my mother's eye surgery and preparation as soon as possible, and accompany her to travel to China when the epidemic situation is better.

As for girlfriends, whether you succeed or not, leave it to fate!

I just have to do my best.

There is no rush for cars and houses, you can buy them if you can, and you can wait if you can't.

Fall into the abyss and no one will help you, and step into the sky to destroy the common people. I don't know how desperate things a person has experienced, don't ask him to be a good person, born in troubled times, he can only fight for a lifetime!

Maybe in this life, it's really unhappy to live like this.

When you really get in touch with this industry, you know how cruel it is.

All decisions are made by others, and you are just a newcomer without any masterpieces. finally figured out all the routines and planned to do a big job, but a bigger setback came to me. I used to be very happy, and I always thought that time could heal everything, but later I realized that happiness doesn't always exist, and then I became depressed and trapped myself in a world that belongs to me.

It was only now that the story of the Bureau of Paranormal Abilities was written, and I realized that it was my home. I don't want to live in reality, people's hearts are really dirty and dirty, so dirty that it makes you doubt that it is the virtual world you live in. Those who judge the two-dimensional, three-dimensional, or even parallel universes probably haven't experienced the world of depressed people, where it's a gray place, and no one else is around you except for yourself, the light.

I accidentally caught a glimpse of the message on my mother's phone and saw chilling words from my family. My mom was trying to support me, but my family said something very sad and laughed at me, and put a lot of pressure on my mom, so I smiled and didn't refute it.

But I know that hypocrisy is produced at the peak, and glory is achieved at the trough. I have no other way but to swallow the grievances silently and gradually feed the big picture.

Those who say that fate is unfair are all weak.

What do you care about what others think?

The wolf will never pay attention to the opinion of a sheep, and it is never luck and timing that delay you, but your countless hesitations, no matter what kind of dog you live, you must believe that you have a bright future!

And I tried my best not to let my mother lose to the ridicule of these family members, as for that family, hehe, you can think whatever you like.

I'm unproductive, I sleep all day, I don't make money all day, I'm dedicated to novels, everything you can't look at will become my glory!

And you can only live in your own circle, and it is impossible for you to contact people at a higher level in this life, let alone get the highest honor, and I want to go in that direction. Laugh at it, those things have nothing to do with you anyway.

My parents always thought that I was not full, but I was speechless about the amount of rice that I cooked in a day.

When I go to work, there is no unit that can support me, it is true that I am not fat by binge eating, and it is also true that the sun will always be sunny. It's just that some things haven't been figured out for a while because of some negative energy, and the self-healing power is super fast, and you may be grief-stricken one second, and you won't be sad when you see delicious food in the next second.

It's so easy to be satisfied, if I had a girlfriend like myself, there would be no story of any ex, but I didn't...... Therefore, if you are single, you think it's better to forget it, but if you meet that kind of girl, you still slap the face of the goal you set before.

Missing three years of high school may be a pity for some people, but I don't think it's a pity.

Because, I know that even if I have to go to high school, I won't be able to meet the people I want to meet in the city of Laizhou. Everything talks about reincarnation and retribution, and if you do a good deed, God will bring you a bad deed. Yes, it's not that God wants to give you a good thing, but a bad thing for you, so that it conforms to the law of conservation of energy. You can only get a certain amount of retribution for doing bad things, not good things.

Don't try, because you don't have the hard fate to fight against the rules of this world.

When I go through these 14 years of writing, and when I look back and think about successes and failures, it's actually pretty clear. Hard work is really hard, talent is also really talented, can you say that the road ahead is a failure?

It cannot be denied or affirmed, the losses suffered and the road taken, every step counts. But it always has to play a joke on you, let you lay the foundation first and then give you something back.

It is said that ten years of work off the stage, one minute on stage, if you can really succeed, you must pay more sad efforts than ordinary people behind it.

I'm lazy, I don't like to write more than 30,000 words a day, but I've also written a bunch of transcript novels for years that haven't been published on any website, and now after sorting them out, I'm really proud of myself.

They will all become my medals, and they are destined to accompany me to a higher peak, so in the three years missing from high school, I have already written no less than ten youth romance molds, and I will only find time to write them if I have time to write. Anyway, sooner or later, I have to write, and I will let the future generations continue before I finish writing, the Strange Ability Bureau will never end, and how can the excitement of this world be expressed when it is over?

China has not yet had more than ten generations of experience in writing a book, so I want to be the originator of Wen Kaishan, the first generation of the supernatural organization that continued to write a book in these ten generations! I don't want my descendants to be the pillars of the country, as long as they can find their own areas of existence, and if they are really poor, they will take my class and write novels, and this thing will never go out of style. In addition to the elements that can be seen in daily life, there are also elements that others can't see, but you can't conjure up an element by yourself, and everything in the world can be put into the book.

All people in the world can be used intelligently, and inspiration will never be broken, and there are countless inspirations that can be written in a small county town in Laizhou. Only others can't think of it, there is no inspiration that I can't write, inspired by heaven and earth, and never change!

The road of the Abnormal Ability Bureau will take a lifetime.

Because, I have to face a summary of all the situations from youth to old age, and I have only come to youth now, so I can only write about my own journey from youth to youth.

I said that now I have let go of my attachment to feelings, and I don't go to my first love, although I still like her, I don't like her as much as I did when I was young, so I can only put my likes and doting on her in my works.

I don't want to say which girl I have a heart for, because the more I grow up, the more realistic the girls I come into contact with, and I can't meet their conditions, and I don't dare to bet on whether the girls who will be with me in the future will be as filial to my family as I am.

Therefore, I just wanted to make money, to achieve the circumnavigation trip that I wanted to do when I was a teenager, and then take my mother to see her eyes, cure all the ailments in her body that had been caused by suffering, and let her have a happy retirement.

I could never keep up with my parents' age, so I tried my best to think about the progress of the novel and put everything into writing it. Really, I'm also afraid of death, but compared to not being able to give my parents a safe life in their old age, I think that having no money is the most shameful behavior.