2023/9/2 Accept departure
The number of 105 years old is already at the upper limit of age, but it is far from enough for the relatives who love her around.
We want the old man to keep this number indefinitely, even though he knows in his heart that this is not possible.
In the 22 years of getting along with the elderly, I have felt the kindness, diligence, tolerance and difficulty of the elderly.
The elderly raise one son and two daughters throughout their lives, take care of their grandchildren, take care of household chores, and do their best; What is even more rare is that although the old man is old and has not read a few days of books, he can look at problems and deal with the world so transparently. Don't let others suffer in everything, and if you can help the people around you, you will spare no effort.
Although the old man did not express it, he practiced this most simple way of behavior in his daily life. In the last days of his life, the old man's eyes were a little blurry, his body was so thin that he shrunk into a ball, sometimes he fell asleep for several days, but he did not have tossed and inexplicably anxious, although the children and younger generations had already been mentally prepared, although the people around him said that this age was a happy burial, but when he saw the old man die peacefully, he still couldn't help but burst into tears.
I'm a complete atheist, and at this moment, how I wish the old man had an afterlife.
Such an empathetic person who has a frank and honest life, no matter how he is reincarnated, wherever he goes, he believes that where happiness is bright and warm.
I hope that grandma will rest in peace in the spirit of heaven, and I hope that grandma will still live like that with a smile and stubbornness and happiness in another world...
I wiped away my tears and looked at the family members who were holding the vigil, and new tears soon flowed again. Stepping out of the familiar courtyard, it was as if I saw my grandmother waving at the gaze behind us, and then slowly knocking on the window to express her farewell.
We should all live and work well, this is the greatest expectation of the elderly, and it is also the best way for us to express our sorrow for the elderly.
Life is a practice without an end, watching the movie "The Legend of the White Snake" as a child, in addition to being deeply infected by the kindness of the White Lady, I was more amazed by the profound skills of the White Lady for thousands of years, and I regretted that the White Lady with such a sincere love was separated from the person she loved in the end, and was pressed under the Leifeng Pagoda by Fahai, and was finally successfully rescued by Xiaoqing, who returned from studying. As a result, I learned in my heart that it is not enough to be affectionate and kind, but also to have strength. And strength never falls from the sky, but after a long time of hard work and dedication.
After many years, I realized that this process is not only tempering and improving my professional ability, but more importantly, I can endure loneliness and constantly temper myself. Whether it is the snake demon or the thousand-year-old fox demon in "Liao Zhai", the kind of elixir that can save lives is not easy to get.
Saints, immortals, ordinary people are like this...
Approaching the year of not being confused, after going through the flying and even reckless youth, there have also been impatience and impatience, only to find that anxiety can not solve any problems, but will only increase the troubles; Urgency, not only can not be successful, but will make things more and more chaotic. And meditate down, don't be greedy or fast, and then you will smooth out your thinking, and things will be solved. In this process, the practice is to get rid of the exaggeration and stop being manic.
At the end of the year and the beginning of the year, I will always feel that time has flown by, and I will always look back on the brightness of spring, the splendor of summer, the harvest of autumn and the silence of winter.
Pushing open the window, the first rays of the new year's sun are coming, the sun is new every day, and today's sun is exceptionally warm and bright.
Life continues, our practice continues, embrace our new selves and feel warmth in our hearts; Facing the rising sun, cherish the days when you can run and chase your dreams and practice quietly, so that your heart is gradually enriched.