2023/9/3It's hard to be happy again
I love you.
Today is the best day of my life, but also the most regrettable day.
I don't have a lover by my side, I don't know where to send flowers, and I can't miss a more memorable day than today.
But I'm not unhappy, because I'm happy to have something delicious today!
Loving people is important, but it's not as important as the food in front of you.
I really want to grow taller and fatter, so that I can protect my beloved Celestia Celestia, and I will remember this day, and if I forget, let my prose remember it for me.
There are no shortcuts to success, and every step is worth reflecting on. I have been busy until now, in order to spell out a path to success, get out of my own comfort zone, and break out of my own new theme of online literature.
Have fun! Suffering in the present becomes a stepping stone in the future.
Good night, I've been working hard to write myself.
Good night and all the best in the future.
Good night and still supporting my fans
The incident when Li Jiaqi didn't broadcast live for two days made me understand that fans can't be easily abandoned. I strongly disagree with the notion that he can rest and burn his body out in order to earn money. Everyone is young, you can fight, but you can't be too tired. Besides, unlike him, I don't give up a day when I'm inspired. What I'm going to do is to create a new theme of online writing, and there is no predecessor to open the way for me. There is no way, I can only use the pen as a knife to fight my own blood. It feels like a great god to be yourself!!
When I write the nightmarish school experience, when the novel paragraphs are written, should I let go or never forget? I think I haven't forgotten it, otherwise I wouldn't have remembered it. Before I meet my wife who loves me so much that I want to walk hand in hand for the rest of my life, I still want to be a passionate online writer!
Only by taking care of oneself and working hard, can there be the future of the realm of the gods, the earth is very big, so big that I have met you for a long time; The earth is also very small, so small that I have only met you for a lifetime.
I didn't lose at all, I just saw your name when I was flipping through the novels I had written before and trying to add some new inspiration.
If I don't look for you, we'll miss it all the time for the rest of our lives, right? Then miss it!
It's all my fault, I'm not so passionate about feelings anymore. Later, I didn't even feel tempted by the girls who came to my world.
Just like a fellow writer said, when you are young, you can't see too amazing girls, otherwise you won't be able to spend this life with peace of mind.
A true warrior dares to face the vexatious troubles of black fans on the Internet. From Xiaobai, who didn't know anything when he stepped into the starting point girls' network, to scolding each other with black fans, I lived a very dark month that month, without a trace of light, and I felt that the whole world was dark and dirty.
Society is really dirty and there is no need to doubt it. I was able to get through this time thanks to the encouragement of my old friends. Thankfully, this dark time has finally passed!
I don't expect anything good tomorrow morning, I just hope that it will be a dull time, and from then on, there will be no more online hacks and trolls to continue to harass me. The work still has to be written, after all, there are doubts to prove that I wrote correctly, most book friends they can't understand what I'm writing, I don't blame them, and I don't want to raise the bar anymore, as long as the bar is raised, then everything is what they said right. I only hope that the book friends who read my books in the future will be a group of friends who do not swear.
Is it bad to live in a fairy tale? A black fan once commented: "Is Sun Meng the heroine of your fantasy?" In fact, there is no such person in reality."
So how do I reply to this black fan?
All I can say is that she is my first "scar" and the love of my heart. It's just that now, I've lost her, and I'm really, really really can't find her. The first fifty chapters are indeed my daily fantasies about being with her, and the last ninety chapters are all my regrets for losing her. In reality, we have never been in a relationship, to be precise, because I was only ten years old when I met her. At that age, I didn't understand love, I just appreciated each other and helped each other. Until now, when I talk about Sun Meng, I feel that is my regret.
was moved at first sight, and since then it has been out of control, and every ex-girlfriend she talks about is like her. Later, I sealed my heart, and I was not as serious about love as before, only admiring girls, and there was no glue-like love.
I want to find her, finish what I haven't said, it doesn't matter if I'm not together anymore. I know that she must have been through something over the years. I'm not her crush, and she's not my Royal Highness the Princess, I just want to say goodbye to the girl I liked at first sight one last time, and close the love from where I am tempted. I am very willing to reunite with Sun Meng in the story, and I am also willing to listen to the emotional story I gave her.
I should be relieved, and I really want to thank that black fan, thank you for letting me concentrate on writing and stop being distracted from falling in love. Maybe that's why I wrote my organizational essay.
Unlike any other author, I have seen a lot of fantasy novels, Xiuzhen novels, and urban novels. I think Shuangwen has other ways to go, but they don't know, so I'm willing to be the first person to eat crabs!
I don't know if future book lovers will like this kind of literature, but I must write about it, because I am the type of person who is most uncomfortable with the status quo. Now it seems that my road is still supported by book friends, and I will persevere for these book friends I have never met, until I become a platinum god and win the Nobel Prize in Literature, and make my hometown a proud city.
The ideal has never changed, and the teenager is still moving forward! Facing the present and the future with a futuristic mindset, the past is a memory worth cherishing. I want the world to be filled with love, so that people can feel the love from the ordinary while reading my works. They're inconspicuous, but they add up to a lot, and they'll always warm you. Writing is a one-way line, but behind you are countless intersecting lines, so don't be afraid to be alone, you have the warmest heat in the world behind you. Laizhou is a big city, but also a very small city. As big as the person you want to see is always avoiding you, to the ex always showing up in a fixed place after a breakup.
Yes, I met Mr. Jiang. It's on the first floor of RT-Mart, it's still so beautiful, and it looks thinner than before. The style of dressing has also become the little freshness I have always told her, and there is a better boy than me next to me, I don't know if she sees me behind her, but I am indeed not as active as before. Not saying hello may be a good thing for her.
The little fairy I wanted to meet is still lost. She must be a road idiot, when I see her, I must take her through the road I often walk, so that in the next life, she can follow the familiar road and meet me early
A colleague from the company asked me what the criteria for my crush were, and I said, "I like Lori."
Well, that's serious! Maybe the first and last are Lori.,I don't have any resistance to this kind of girl, right? The future is so long.,Maybe it's not Lori.,I don't know if I'm going to be with Lori in this life.。 But I hope everything is meant to be!
Love, before the age of twenty-six, you still don't bother me. Because, I want to do a good job in my career first, whether it's a business or writing a book, I don't want to give up halfway.
Maybe you still want to spell it! Tonight's chapter is finished early, and work is due tomorrow morning. Good night Laizhou, good night teacher Jiang, I won't go to RT-Mart again, you don't have to deliberately avoid me. Finally, I wish you a lifetime of good health.
Go with the flow, these four words have been deeply touched recently. Don't worry about your future, don't worry about yesterday's regrets, just seize the day. The older I get, the more I find that I become stronger. Even in the face of more people's vexatious trouble, you can deal with it calmly. Only by protecting yourself can you protect your family, your loved ones and the team you care about.
People in this world who are better than you are still working hard, and people who are better than you are still on the way, which is why I have to be an online writer. I know where my path is, and I will fight for it for the rest of my life.
I want to be famous, I want to be the second Nobel Prize winner in literature! I want to get back the self who loves online writing, so I will dedicate my life to online writing in this life.
At the end of the day, today was both happy and unhappy. Happy, it's a busy day. Because the friends in the company have funny and laughing all day, they are happy after work. I'm not happy, whether I'm sleeping in loneliness on May 20th today.
Although I'm used to being lonely and have no feelings about my girlfriend's identity, I still think it's good to have someone of the opposite sex who can share joys, sorrows, and sorrows all the time. Occasionally, you can make an appointment to watch a movie together, and you can also go to a roadside stall. It's not about falling in love, it's just about companionship.
After the age of twenty-three, I don't crave love anymore, and I just want a companion of the opposite sex, who can say whatever I want. Maybe I'm too hurt by love, so I have always had a layer of armor full of thorns to protect my heart, not accepting ambiguity, not wanting to fall in love, and even a little afraid to talk to girls, afraid of repeating the mistakes of the past, afraid of being let down affectionately.
Friends who know me know that I've always wanted to go back to that simple time. They also know that I have been writing about a girl because every girl I have met has come with a purpose other than her. In the years of college, I didn't take the initiative to say a word to any of my classmates. My tablemate Zhang Jiajun knows about this, my classmate Liu Yang knows, and Sun Guangjie and Wang Keliang all know about it.
So, I'm afraid of girls. It's any girl, and no one is an exception. So now, whenever I see a girl, I will dodge, and there is no way to dodge in the company. After all, they are all colleagues in the same company, otherwise, they will be misunderstood by their sisters. I can talk to my colleagues and sisters in the company about work, but I can't join the group. Anthracene, I'm really unsociable, and I'm afraid that I'll be kicked out of the group after adding it.
I don't crave love, you have time to come to me in the past two years, but I hope that the one who will be by my side in the future can save me from the sea of suffering and embrace happiness.
I'm one of those men who don't quarrel and can't listen to words too much. If she wants to quarrel with me in the future, then I will kiss her. No matter how noisy you are, you can hug if you don't kiss well. It's not even good to hug, so buy what she likes, if it's not even good, then you can only resort to a big trick - buy flowers for romance.
If you are stripped from the relationship like a strong man breaking his wrist, you can still wave your hand with a prosthetic leg without changing your face, congratulations on coming to the emotional world of adults. In my opinion, the meaning of "I love you" is that I am willing to spend a long time with you, good or bad, and I am also willing to bear the ups and downs of life with you.
I love you, I love you very much on this day, I have loved you for many days in the past, and you will still be the one who loves you the most in my future life! True love for someone can't be pretended and hidden, and you can't help but want others to know about her. You want to laugh when you see her, she is obviously very ordinary, but in your eyes she is irreplaceably cute.
Maybe you have met someone who is unladylike and no longer believes in love; Maybe you haven't met true love yet, and you doubt love. Probably you've seen and heard about the gloom and failure of love. But it is more likely that you must be lucky to meet such a person who loves you as much as life. Love is that I love you consistently, love is that I want to be with you every minute and every second, love is one more minute I don't want to wait, I want to marry you right away.
Love is the white shirt hanging in front of the window, the meal cooked for you at the dinner table. Love is that we have a long, long way to go, there are many, many things to experience, there are ups and downs, surprises, tests and gifts, the original world of two people will become a family of three, once carried you a long way, and when you are old, they will push you to go a long way. Past, present, and unpredictable future, I'm sure I love you and need you so much.
No matter how the world changes, I never want to let go of your hand. I'm pretty sure I'll have you in my future! It's nine o'clock, and it's usually you who send me "good night" at this time. You know, I don't like to take the initiative because I don't think it's necessary. The nature that loves me will not go, and the nature that I love will come to me!
My dear, another day is about to pass. I beg your pardon, I can't be with you, and I don't know if you're in Laizhou or somewhere else, I wish you a good night. If the girl stays up late, the white rabbit will be small, and I won't want you then, hahaha!
Tease you, it's okay little white rabbit, I won't want you, but you can't stay up late anymore, it's really not good for your health. I loved you again twenty-four hours. Promise me that no matter where you are, you must take care of yourself first. No matter how unworthy the world is, you and I are waiting to give you all the beauty of the world!
Good night Laizhou, come on tomorrow!