2023/9/3 No one knew that I was really tempted!
Time reminds me that one must persevere. When I was in school, I especially liked to listen to my teacher write novels during class, and I didn't feel tired of writing tens of thousands of words a day. Occasionally, I talked to my friends about ideals, pulled the little hands of female classmates, and began to do a lot of meaningless things.
Who am I when I leave school? What am I doing? After stepping into society, where should I go next? I was completely stunned. Later, when I heard that writers could earn a lot of yuan a year and be on the Forbes Celebrity List and the Rich List, I suddenly made up my mind to return to my old business and continue to write books, but I lost my original intention of writing books. So the year after I left school, I didn't know what I should do, I did all kinds of jobs, and I didn't know why I wanted to go to work, but I just watched them all work, and I didn't seem to be too special if I didn't go to work.
Now, I only hope that in the rest of my life, I will continue to write a book and write a book for the rise of China. Let overseas know that Mr. Mo Yan is not only a writer in Shandong. There is another person, he is also the pride of the country, and that is me!
Now that this bull ratio has been blown out, then I must make it happen. Otherwise, I'm sorry for my good writing.
What do you see from your current situation? I saw that my way could only be entered. I didn't want to go backwards, so I was more determined in my goal and left no regrets when I broke the back road. After writing for so long, I have come to a conclusion from the worldview in the book - I don't know what it means to "have someone you can't afford to offend", I just know that the world must be turned around for me!
I am the master of this world, whether he is famous, rich or powerful. As long as he survives in my world, then he'll have to listen to me!
Let you die, and you will have to die; Let you live, whoever dares to touch you, then I will destroy him! Say one more nonsense and I'll beat you!
Why can you be so arrogant?
Because as an online writer, I myself am the creator of this literary world, and the rules are all set by me, and no one can break my rules. My male protagonist is very protective, selfish and unreasonable.,Hated by the world.,And I like to scold those words that are too targeted.,Extremely domineering only do what you think is right.,I don't care about other people's opinions at all.。 In his own worldview, the opinions of others do not affect any fait accompli at all. You might think that he is really a heinous person. But you are wrong, the bystanders of this world, especially girls, like the protagonist of this kind of character, they think that seeing a boy with these characters must be unfair treatment in childhood. Then, they will be overflowing with maternal love, sympathize with the boy, and also feel a "sense of security" in him.
I don't quite understand why the current female book friends are so sentimental, I'm just portraying a national hero, a world master, an ordinary person who is willing to fight bravely to protect his lover, I don't want to write him so handsome, he won't give female book friends the kind of security they want, why do girls think he is very good?
Belch...... Maybe I've never been in contact with this kind of girl. Well, if you like it, you can like it.
From August 2005 to the present, time has gone by so fast. Since I was a child, I seem to have been dealing with words, when I was a child, I memorized ancient poems, and then came into contact with textbooks, I will always remember that the first work I wrote was "The Biography of Yan Guo", which was written for three years, more than 100,000 words. In the four years of junior high school, I wrote "The Legend of the Spirit of War", which was written for four years and eight million words. When I went to college, I wrote "What Role Do I Have in Your World", which is also about 8 million words in five years. No one taught me how to write, just based on the rhetorical devices and text format mentioned in the textbook and the fact that I liked to read. I find inspiration in my own works from various martial arts, urban, prose, fantasy, anime adaptations, four famous novels, and dialogue works. This year, it was officially decided that he must create his own literary theme - the Strange Tissue Essay.
began to have a place in the torrent of tens of thousands of online writers. A teacher I respect says I'm a maverick author who doesn't go with the flow. Therefore, my path can only be to take the sword sideways. Be myself, write my own brain hole story, I don't want to compete with anyone, I just be my own platinum god. There are well-written platinum god authors in various types of online articles.,And I'm a sword after all.,I'm writing the ability organization essay so far.,So it's my own platinum god.。
Once upon a time, you said you liked the moment when the sun set. During the years of study and life in Weifang, I would wait for the moment when the sun set after class every day, and then take a photo and send you a photo of the past. Later, a lot of things happened, and you stopped contacting me. But I kept the habit of waiting for the sun to set every day, and then took a lot of unique sunset photos. I don't miss you very much, but I do miss you very much.
You said "You're the worst guy in the world, but I like you very much." You didn't know I recorded it, did you? Because at that moment, I didn't know that you would say such a sentence that obviously hurt me but made me very heartwarming. Really...... Would you know what it feels like to love you all five years ago? I don't want you to know, so even if I know that my friend has you in his WeChat friends, I won't add you. It's not that I don't love you enough, but I don't have the qualifications to talk about loving you.
During that time, I kept a lot of people in love with you. I'm waiting, waiting for you to be 22 years old, waiting for the promise you made to me. Although, I know that you will meet many men who confess to you, I have long said "Before you are 22 years old, who dares to touch your mind, I'm sorry, I will make him regret chasing you, no matter who the other party is, who you love!" ”。 But I hope that you, at the age of 22, can be the one who chose to like me as always when you were 13 years old. Otherwise, how embarrassing is it for me to be stupid to protect you in the past few years?
Don't worry about my face, only you can lose my face. Until you are 22 years old, I only love you as a girl. If you agree, I will not change my mind; If you refuse, then I'll go find another girl.
During this time period, you won't sleep. So, listen to my nonsense, right? You are the 13-year-old girl I used to call when I was 17 years old, "Brother Qu, she said she wanted to be your wife." Every day you hear my brethren tell me about my great deeds, and you think how great I am. In fact, at that time, I was already a very famous big brother in our area. Why don't you want to mix it up? Do you remember what you said on the first day we met? You said, "Brother Qu, you are such a literary and artistic person, you are not suitable for mixed society at all." Promise me a request, okay, don't mess around, be a writer, right? "Because of my emotional wounds at the time, and your timely appearance and this sentence, I cut off all my fox friends and dogs, and only made friends who really have hearts. Later, it really took me a long time to correct some of my mistakes when I was mixed with society, and I really became a writer, but there was no publishing house to publish my work at all. Later, the "Puppy Love Inventory" incident that happened affected you. In order not to bother you, I can only choose to be the man behind you. Until now, you are no longer the pure and sweet girl in junior high school, and I am no longer a gangster who picks up girls and fights every day. I don't know if I like you or not, but I do still have you in my heart. Worried? Or are you holding on to that promise you made to me?
Maybe you have the answer in your heart, but my heart is complicated. Good guys, bad guys, it doesn't make a difference to me. I'm good, I'm good; I'm bad, and I'm evil. I know what kind of person I am, and you know what kind of person I am, so stop defining my personality by how I look to others. If, at worst, it is wishful thinking on my part, then let me continue to indulge in this initial heartbeat.
In the years of waiting, I haven't talked to any girl about the relationship, it's because you have left a deep imprint in my heart, so I refuse to be the second girl and woman to walk into my heart besides you.
It turns out that I love the wrong person? It's okay, at least I'm serious about your feelings. I forgot all what you said, I hope that when we meet again, you will have a better boy than me, and you will be doing well, and of course I will find my lover. It is said that in the best years of every boy, God sends a girl to ask him to promise her a wedding that will never take place.
I'm glad I met you that year. It's also sad to have met you that year. Because, for many years after that, we never saw each other again. I may have missed you too much these days, and I always dream of you, and it is because I always dream of you that I hesitate to go to you or not, and say the sentence "Shall we start over?" This time, I won't be such a jerk again", and also expected you to say "Anthracene, I agree!" ”
I can dream of you for six days in a row, am I missing you too much? Or do you miss me too?
On the first day, I dreamed that you set off firecrackers, I covered your ears, and you looked at me with a confused face
The next day I dreamed that you were working at a dessert shop, and I drove you to pick you up and take you to the amusement park
The third day was in a neighborhood where you threw away all your toys and cosplay costumes and I helped you pick them up and load them in the back seat of my motorcycle
On the fourth day, you were running the sports meeting, running second, Liu Xiaoyan from the Political Department ran first to thank you for your concessions, came to the class to find you, and then the two of you became best friends
On the fifth day, you go to a city, I get off the train at the station and meet you, and then you take me to the city you went to
On the sixth day, it was more powerful, you took me to meet your parents, and then I took you to meet my parents, and the two parents had a meal together, and they got engaged.
In the past six days, if the dreams about you can be connected, it will definitely be a romantic youth idol drama.
Is it a sign that you're coming back? Then I will be looking forward to the return of your queen, rest assured, I am still waiting for you in the same place.
There is such a sentence in "Douluo Continent": Yu Xiaogang has Bibi Dong, Tang San has Xiao Wu, Dai Mubai has Zhu Zhuqing, and Oscar has Ning Rongrong.
But I am only you, and I can only be you.
QJR loves JR, no one knows!
You have to believe that fairy tales are true, and so is that I love you. As long as I can hold your hand again, I won't let it go again in this life!
It is said on the Internet that girls have to go through several scumbags in their lives before they can open their eyes and meet their true destiny. In fact, men and women are the same, and boys will also meet a few scumbags who don't cherish their feelings.
Even after a breakup, I am very reluctant to spend time together. But the person you have loved is still in the past tense after all, and you don't have to miss it anymore, and you don't have to pretend not to know it. Be optimistic and continue to live, there will always be rain and sunny weather. In the past few days, I still dream of her, but I gradually saw the original blurred face in the dream, not what I thought, but a girl who looks very much like actress Meng Ziyi. I don't know the name, I don't know if it's from Laizhou, and I don't know when I'll meet her. But when everything didn't go well recently, she comforted me in my dreams and encouraged me to be optimistic about all the things that didn't go well.
Will I meet her later? I really want to walk hand in hand after we meet, or stay with me for the rest of my life, right? I've seen a lot of girls, and you're the only one who has ever gotten along seriously
After all, you are not "Sun Xiaotu", I know you are also very cute, but your eyebrows and eyes are like her, I still can't love you affectionately, you sent me a photo of you shedding tears that day because I said a few words to your classmates. Seriously, it was very worrying at that moment.
I still like Sun Meng, even if you are like her in all aspects, you are not the girl I want to marry
On the day of the breakup, you were not wrong, and I was not wrong. It's just that the time to break up happened to be just in time. I don't say "I wish you happiness" to you just because I'm not qualified to make you like my girl so much, and I feel bad because of that. I don't know how you're doing, maybe I've met a guy better than me. Very good, thank you for coming.