9/17/2023 Faith

People must always have faith to persevere, even if they encounter the frustration of thinking more about self-determination, as long as they think of their beliefs, they will immediately give up this kind of self-denial.

I have too many beliefs, I have to believe that I can create new literary themes, I have to believe in the fate of Buddhism, I have to believe that the Nobel Prize in Literature must be mine, I have to believe that my efforts will always be seen by more people, I have to believe that I can write trillions of words of fiction, and I have to believe that those characters in my novels will one day come to me in another way.

For feelings, I don't believe in love at first sight and affectionate confessions for a long time, those literal loves, I, a writer who writes novels, can see them in the sea of books every day, and I get tired of reading them when I get used to them.

What I believe in is that when you like me, it will bring me infinite surprises, and you don't need me to confess, you already know that I love you, and continue to keep loving you; When I like you, I like to tell you about the interesting things that happened today in a different way every day, or tell you a particularly interesting stalk, so that you can be happy and smile every day.

It is best if two people are equal in economic strength and can give each other the material reward they want most at the moment, so as to sublimate their love.

The ancients said that self-cultivation, family harmony, governing the country, and leveling the world. This is the order of life left by my ancestors, and it is also the order of life that I have decided to follow.

I'm not good enough, I need to continue to cultivate, comprehend what the truth of life is, when I cultivate to the most worthy realm of life, the remaining realm is to pass by fate, the Qi family needs twenty years (after the children become adults and have their own favorite jobs, this realm will be broken), governing the country only needs to feel the supreme power that the supreme can have in their own world, arrange the decisions they make in that world, and lead the generals and princes in their own world to protect that world together.

The world is to reflect on the wrong things you have done, to remind yourself at the moment not to do things that will make you regret, and to predict in advance where the disasters that will happen in the future will appear.

Maybe in the eyes of outsiders, I am just an isolated individual who is completely different from the people they see in their lives, but it doesn't matter, everyone understands life differently, and naturally has a different perception of the state of life.

The three views do not match, I don't blame anyone at all, after all, not everyone is qualified to cultivate the soul.

I am grateful to my parents for giving birth to me and giving me the opportunity to think for myself. I also thank Yue Lao and the matchmaker for all the red threads that I have brought to me in this life, although I don't know which young lady I can stay by my side for a long time, but I know that she is the ultimate cause and effect of my life.

I am also grateful that in this life, I can meet all beings in the form of words, know people, know myself, know all things, remember the past, and purify the soul.