2023/9/17 Valentine's Day
Hello future wife, I spent Valentine's Day alone this year, there was no heterosexual chat, no colleague party, just wrote a novel at home for a day.
Sometimes I especially hope that you are by your side, and you don't need to say too much to comfort me, just accompany me to walk the road in Laizhou and see the fireworks in the world. Sometimes I hope that you suddenly appear in front of me and give me a big surprise, so that I know that I will be cared about by you.
Maybe it's because my zodiac sign is insecure, and on the one hand, he likes to think crankily, and on the other hand, he likes all kinds of cute things like a little girl. The horoscope book says that Pisces boys have two sides, and I also think I have two sides, one is to be spoiled domineeringly in love, and the other is to return to the stability of life, I don't like to quarrel and prefer to fight for right and wrong, just like girls need to be coaxed, I also need your approval, don't care about the right or wrong in the quarrel, I just need you to give me a hug or kiss, I can forget all the quarrels, and never mention the process of their quarrels.
I'm very conflicted, I like to be quiet and lively, I need absolute silence at work, only the songs playing in my phone can be very noisy, I need a certain amount of excitement when I'm not writing novels, even if it's just to buy a milk tea with you, along the way you twitter and tell me about the good and bad of your colleagues at work, I will be a qualified listener to accompany you all the way home. As long as you want me to say something, I'll definitely tell you, but if you don't need me to say it, I'd rather forget everything you said and not put pressure on you.
But where are you? I don't know when I'll meet you, and I don't know if you'll play TikTok and see these words I posted, but I really want to hug you today, give you a hug, don't talk trash, I just want to experience the satisfaction of being able to hold you in my arms.
But you didn't come to me, so I don't know how far I have to go to meet you, maybe you are the Douyin girl I like, maybe you don't live in Laizhou, maybe you are also thinking about how I will come to you in the future, but please rest assured, I said that I will cherish you well, and I will not give up coming to you.
Valentine's Day in 2023 is worth remembering, but it doesn't seem to be so valuable compared to the 50 or 60 years that I can go with you in the future.
I hope to meet you this year, but I'm afraid that by the end of the year I will still have nothing, come to me with light, and I will respond to you with the warmth I owe you twenty-six years.