2023/10/17 I say goodbye to my youth
Life flies so fast, it's been five years since I graduated in the blink of an eye, and after my birthday, I suddenly found that my youth has passed, and I can't be like a child anymore.
Next, the pressures of work, life, marriage, illness and other pressures followed, watching my parents grow old little by little, but I still haven't developed a little, and suddenly I found that I was really useless.
Sometimes I hate myself for being incompetent, and I often think in the middle of the night that it would be nice if I could work quickly, and slowly find a stable job, money in my pocket, and healthy parents, it is enough.
How many decades can there be in life?
However, the next decade will not be my hot twenties, and sometimes I really want to go back to the carefree time when I was a child, but it is no longer possible.
What about happiness? What about the so-called happiness after graduation? Where is it? Not at all, just a psychological comfort.
The coming days are not necessarily long, the mountains and seas may not meet, what will be the days to come? Who knows! Sometimes, I just look out the window and am quietly in a daze, feeling how can time pass so quickly?
Looking at the copywriting of the video on the mobile phone every day, it's like talking about yourself, it's really that you can't express your words when you are a child, and you can't speak sincerely when you grow up.
In fact, everyone says go with the flow, but in fact, there is just no choice, in this fast-paced era, time seems to be pressed the fast-forward button.
In the blink of an eye, it's been five years since I graduated. In the candlelight of my birthday, I caught a glimpse of the tail of youth, and the days that were once so cherished have become a thing of the past.
Although, saying goodbye is always sad, each stage of life has its own unique color and charm.
I used to be, like many young people, with dreams and passions, and full of curiosity and anticipation for the future.
It was my golden age, with the protection of my parents, the company of my friends, and the carefree days. But as time passed, that carefree me was polished by reality. I have come to understand that life is not always easy, but full of twists and turns. The pressure of work, the trivialities of life, the conflicts in marriage, and the troubles of illness all make me feel powerless. I hated myself for not being strong enough, for not being able to make achievements, for not being able to save myself. For countless nights, I hid in the corner and wept, alone with frustration and loss. However, time is the best healer. I began to re-examine myself and re-plan for the future. I've come to understand that growth doesn't happen overnight, but rather through repeated setbacks. Every fall is a chance to get back on your feet. I began to cherish every sunrise and sunset, every sincere feeling, every challenge and opportunity.
I began to realize that life is not necessarily about being rich and rich, but about inner peace and contentment. I've learned to be grateful, to be grateful to everyone who has accompanied me on this journey, to be grateful for every moment that has brought me joy and inspiration. How long is it coming? Perhaps, but who can predict the future? Mountains and seas meet? Perhaps, but who can be sure that they will meet again? These unknown answers have all become elusive with the passage of time. There is still a long way to go, and I will continue to move forward with the memories of my youth. Maybe I will encounter more difficulties and challenges, but I believe that I am ready to face everything. Because I know that's life, that's growth. I will cherish every moment, whether it is bitter or sweet, whether it is success or failure. Because these experiences will shape me to be a better person, a more independent, more confident, more empowered person.
I miss that old self, that young and enthusiastic teenager. But I also love my current self, this resilient and courageous adult. Saying goodbye to youth is not the end, but a new beginning, a turning point towards a wider world. I am looking forward to this new beginning, and I am looking forward to the new challenges and new growth that every day in the future will bring me. The end of youth does not mean the end, but it means a new beginning. It teaches us that life is not static, but full of infinite possibilities and opportunities. No matter where we are, no matter what we have experienced, as long as we maintain a positive attitude and the courage to keep moving forward, we can discover more beautiful scenery on the road of life.
Say goodbye to youth, let us cherish the present even more; Say goodbye to youth, let us look forward to the future even more; Say goodbye to youth and let us move forward more courageously. Because the end of youth is not the end, but the beginning of a new journey. We will take the memories and experiences of our youth and embark on a new journey to pursue a better future.